lovely day (:
woke up at 3pm.
lol. i know that's late.
im just tired, no choice.
went down to eat lunch.

came back and use comp.
went into audition for 10mins.
10mins of relaxation is enough bah.
no much time left to study.
but still need to relax myself luhh.
later brain burst =X

alright, time to go!
study time starts.
im really studying hard for maths.
trying to understand everything by tonight!
and everything will be fine after tml.
good luck all. jiayous!

one last thing got to mention!
need to thanks him for everything.
he made me happy for these days.
he's the only one who cheered me up.
thanks for loving me (:
take care, cya soon! x333
okay, BYES!

♥ Rebecca

I really have a problem now.
trying to understand what this means.
could someone who know just tell me?
LOL. headache thinking bout it le.

The Bottom Line
Today you discover a new type of romance. Evaluate whether you want to pursue it.
In Detail
Connections can happen in unlikely places and with unlikely people. Today, in circumstances beyond your control, you may find yourself talking to someone you never would have considered talking to before and it could lead to a new type of romance. You possess a magnetism that will only grow in the coming weeks. Take people seriously when they flirt with you, and give them a chance to show you what they can do. There is a real value in giving people the benefit of the doubt.

well, it's the horoscope I took from friendster.
lol. and i dont understand it at all =.=
my english sucks, no choice.
anyone who know what it means, tell me F3F3! =.=

woke up at 11am.
washup and im awake.
elder bro downloaded TRANSFORMER :D
he let us watch on the comp.
oh gawd, it's such an awesome movie!
LOL. imagine it happen to us.
anyway, it's a nice movie luhhs.

finish watching at 2pm.
i brought little bro go down buy things.
came back and cook macaroni for him again~
just finished eating luhhs.
soooo full ! cant eat anymore le =.=

gonna go practice my maths!
& study a little bit for geog.
that's all!
I only left with a few hours.
at night need go down dad's shop to help out.
haiis, they are short-handed.
no choice, got to help them.
study while helping bahhs.
only way i can survive! lol
well, im once again addicted to
the song : HOLLABACK GIRL :DD

oh! by the way,
the 2 numbers of mine..
both also can sms to.
i'll reply both de.
coz using 2 phone at a time.
93889912 is a permanent number.
90292778 is a temporary number.
gonna be cancelled soon. lol
alright, BYES!

♥ Rebecca

oh gawd.
english and social studis paper today!
english de cloze passage, omg
so hard luhhs! =.=
comprehension still okay.

social studies worse.
i cant finish it in time.
90mins, so little!
how to write so much things in just 90mins?
oh gawd. rushing through it lo.
dunno can pass anot.
hope can lahh!
i write dao so much things zzz.
hopefully bah :D

monday is my day le.
oh my! maths paper.
i got to work hard for this paper.
else im really sorry to THEM. x.x
I can only promise you 2, i'll try my very best.
cant predict the outcome also luhs.
forget it. jiayous! (:

uploading songs into phone :D

btw, i havent sms you all the new number. lol

anyway, i post it here bahs. =/

New number - 93889912 (:

but 90292778 is still available till monday or so.

coz im using 2 phone. lols

end it here.
just a simple and short post.
BYES!

♥ Rebecca

wells, back to blogging again.
jus finished studying for tml's SS.
3 chapters, oh gawd.
so much things to remember.
hope can pass! jiayouus! (x

tdy at sch was damn bored de.
geog just fa dai. zzz.
english do fileing, but no file. lol
maths revise past chapters.
recess ate spahgetti again. =/
D&T kena scolding coz never do work.
well, guess what?
my CA overall marks for D&T is - 2 upon 50!
oh wow, i've not been doing work. =X
social studies rushing D&T project.
by 2pm need to hand in.
me and hadad was like chionging till mad luhhs.
luckily, we finished it ! phew ~

mummy came fetch me after school.
went to westmall to have lunch.
head on to starhub! yipees.
finally this day came.
changed my phone! :D
anyway, my number also changed le.
sms you all afterwards.

came back home, bathe.
and locked myself in my room.
and started studying peacefully.
first time i ever locked myself in room to study.
alright, im trying my best now.
must pass my maths no matter what!
i want get into 4N1'08 luhhs!
as i promised that 2 person dearest to me.
lol, so must try my best to pass it.

some photos i took during moon cake festival.
was playing with candles.
took some photos as well :P





















nothing le.
im off from blogger now.
studied for 3hours liao.
it's time for me to relax le.
end it here. BYES!

♥ Rebecca

back to blogging! <3
thursday ~
started off with maths!
suddenly im interested in maths.
no idea why. hahas.
marco asked mr lee a lame ques.
what's "positive a plus i?"
LOLs. TAXI! mr less kena lamed.
he like totally sian diao lo. lols!

CME - self study time.
Chemistry - kept on talking with jenna =X
Recess - ate spahgetti. quite nice luhhs.
Chinese - watch movie. hahas. nice show.
English - Do corrections again.
this time i copied the whole thing.
my ans get right, i also copied.
lols! teacher ask why i go copy all.
erms, i say dunno. =/
maybe i just felt like it. hahas.

mummy came fetch me after sch.
we went westmall to eat KFC (:
yay, tml gonna change phone liaos!
mummy promised me liaos.
not more fan hui ! ):
hope so. lols.
well, may change number.
hahas. end it here.
need to off laptop now.
BYES! :D

♥ Rebecca

today's MOON CAKE FESTIVAL ! (:

everyone get ready your lanterns and candles!

LOL. thats what i always do. =/

1am+ den went to bed.
morning cant wake up. lol
Physics - study.
Maths lesson

practice equations & stuffs.
mr lee told us lots of jokes during lesson.
we were all laughing like hell luhs.

he teaching us halfway.
then he suddenly say "swee swee ar?"
LOL! everyone laugh like siao. hahahas!

social studies do cross inferencing.
no asembly for tdy.
stayed in class for the whole period.
during this period of time,
sort of quarrelled wif the grp of gang.
well, forget it.

i've nth to say anymore le.

english lesson did corrections.
our holiday homework.
goodness! i only got 20 upon 65 =.=
well done! zzzz.
the corrections sooo long sia.
write dao hand so tired. x.x
i copying that time,
teacher come to me say,
"very neat" LOL.

then i blur i say "huh"
she say again, "ur work very neat"
LOL! i keep smiling at her =X
hahas. wait till bell rings.

sch ended!
wait for mummy to come again =.=
went to eat with xinyi.
go up class wait liaos.

jackson came to di siao me. zzzz.
he took my keys! arghhs.
put ontop of the light somemore lo.
kns! i know i very short.
not as tall as you!
dun nid like that make me de okay!

night time.

waiting for parents to being candles & lantern home.

whahhaas! time for the fun (x

play with candles. fun fun :D

okay lahs. everyone have fun today also.
end it here lah. BYES!

♥ Rebecca

back to blogging!
oh god, tdy woke up at 7am.
LOL. 710 den leave sch seh.
raining mahh, so nevermind.
wont late de. hahas (x

started the day with..
physics - BORED!
P.E - did nothing.
coz raining BOOZ! ):
there goes my fun again~
no basketball to play T.T
english - do summary zz.
recess eat laksa. yukes. not nice de lol
chinese lesson watch movie.
oh wells, teacher why so gd tdy? LOL.
chemistry lesson, everyone wan to slp liao.
she talk really like saying grandmother story lo.
maths lesson study study study zzz.
talking bout this.
i got smth to tell 2 person.
"No confidence in that objective anymore,
sorry to the 2 people I promised =X"
well, 1 jie & 1 kor.
seriously sorry for what i promised! x.x

after school went to eat wif jenna & zhenyi.
finish go back class le.
boring siak! fa dai !
waiting for my mum.
tok kong lahhs. 2pm call her, 330pm den come.
zzzzz! wahpianggs. cnt stand her lo.
came back home around 5pm bahhs.
sianed. want go slp liao. tired !

LOL. cant stop laughing ytd luhhs.
everyone is bringing me laughter.
hahahas. thanks (:
it really cheer me up alot le.
end it here. nap time! BYES! (x

♥ Rebecca

wells, nothing much to blog about.
im just sick for the whole weekend.
it's sooooo uncomfortable luhhs! BOOOOZ!
toothache, headache, fever, flu, cough!
zzzzzzzzzzz. that much illness.
seriously, im damn weak! ):
everytime sick de. =/
exams round the corner!
must get well (><)!

ytd night receive a msg at msn.
well, it's was funny. haha.
[[A Litte Care Of Derek,
"Are You Ok Now,
Are You Still Having Fever?
Drink More Water"]]
LOL. the moment I read this, I laughed
dont know for what reason I laughed for.
it doesnt seems funny at all.
but somehow, i felt something.
lols. wells, no idea how to say it out.
hahas. anyway, thanks derek (:

kept on thinking on something!
what to do on my birthday party? LOL.
maybe it's far too early for me to think of it now.
well, the time is flying fast alright! @@
got to plan it sooner ~
friends provided some ideas =/
[[chalet*sentosa*wild wild wet*east coast*west coast]]
no idea which one to choose!
coz i want all. hahas. greedy :P
friends out there! vote vote? o__X
hahahas. let me ask parents tonight! =X
anyway, whoever knows me are invited to it.
lols! the more the merrier mahhs :P

alright, im off to cooking again. =.=
little bro wants to eat my porridge.
no idea why he love it so much.
made me have to cook for him everyday.
afternoon eat porridge zzz.
at night eat macaroni zzz.
oh my gawd ! busy cooking luhhs!
zzz. all because of my little bro. =/
lols. nevermind!
end here bahhs. BYES!

♥ Rebecca

yipees it's 22nd once again!
i just love 22nd =X
coz it's my birthdate mahhs.
lols. 3mths later ~
quite long, but im still waiting.

cant seems to sleep ytd night.
my toothache is getting worse.
somemore + fever + headache!
zzzz. oh gosh, very xinku ):
elder bro cook porridge for me.
before i even start eating,
I made a mess in the kitchen!
arghs. guess what?
I broke a glass bottle =.=
lucky never injured lo.
gotten a shock! =/

eat finish and need go take medicine again.
yukes! disgusting!
panadol sucks zzz.
the taste of it just makes me want to puke luhhs.
ewwws! must get well soon (><)!

need go rest again le.

omg luhhs, whole day sleeping!

dont even have the time to study le.

jialat. exams next friday start again.

end it here.

im off to take medicine now.

and back to my comfortable bed.

haiis, dont msg or call me.

once i eaten the medicine,

i dont have energy to sms or talk le.

zzzz. hate that feeling.

no much different from a vegetable =X

choychoy. *touch wood. lols

byes!

♥ Rebecca

chinese paper.
ohhs mys.
Im very forgetful o___X
forget to bring chinese dictionary.
composition & letter writing
quite hard to write luhhs. x.x
2 hours sia. sooo long.
finish and stil left 50mins.
I finish checking my scripts.
and went on to my lala land. =/
sleep till teacher say last 5mins.
then papers been collected.

break time!
sian nehhs.
forget ask mummy for $$.
then no $$ eat le.
jenna marmie lend me first.
thanks arhhs. tml return you.
buy bread eat nia lo.

10:20 le. time for the 2nd paper.
quite hard this paper.
comprehension soooo hard!
almost cannot finish.
but still, last 2 question
dont know how to do sia.
so anyhow find a answer then write it =X
hope it'll be the right answer =.=
after exam, need stay back for geography.
boring. dont know what test lai de.
teacher telling us answer somemore =.=
everyone copy finish then go home le.

went back home myself, alone.
others all got friends accompanying them.
walk to 985 bus-stop take bus lo.
since im like so free, and so bored.
suddenly felt so lonely x.x
nevermind. maybe i used to it le.
at home blogging now.
gonna go eat lunch with mummy later.
Im so damn hungry now ):
yesterday never eat, today morning eat bread nia.
half empty stomach le =/
really got to eat till full later.

im falling sick!

toothache again ):

after toothache, fever.

oh wells. im damn weak!

hope to get well soon.

exam period. got to get well asap.

arghs. im going to rest!
end here for today. byes!

♥ Rebecca

SA2 started today.
it's time for stress now.
lets mug hard for the last few days.
and we could enjoy all we want.

morning mummy drive me to school.
reach school outside,
then my mummy saw them.
she say dont get down first.
they go in le, then i get down.

just nice bell rang le.
sooooo no mood lahhs.
english paper at first dont know want do which question.
in the end still do the place for relax de.
quite easy bahhs. hope can score for it.
finish writing everything.
and head down, slept! =X
I slept for 30mins sia.
omg, maybe I finish the paper too early =.=
anyway, it's over. hahas.

chemistry lesson bo workbook.
almost everyone dont have lo.
she dont let us go take from locker zzz.
forget it, listen little bit nia.
so boring luhhs. waiting for recess nia.

recess go down buy bread nia.
lazy stay at canteen eat.
go up class eat.
damn funny lahhs.
sharifah and malyana chasing each other.
LOL. i wonder something.
they not tired mehhs?
never eat or drink water
keep on running here and there. OMG.

english lesson, teacher no teach.
hahhaas. our free time.
1 hour free period.
then i listen mp3 while reading chemistry tb =/
hahas. i got that guai mehhs? *no idea

chinese lesson was the funny part.
we went to tutorial room to do a thing nia.
then teacher ask us to go out le.
she brought us to the fitness corner to play.
LOL. there so windy luhhs.
the fitness corner is so much better than the air con room =.=
there much more windy lo. zzz.
2nd stop was the kitchen outside there.
sit there chit chat. zzz.
3rd stop basketball court there.
4th stop around office there.
then end school le.

went back class chit chat with zhenyi & xinyi.
then go down eat lunch with xinyi le.
hahahs. help ganesh buy choco bread. =.=
2+pm they finally ended.
wenhui kor walked past me.
say wo shi paikia. =X
hahahas. kor you more paikia than me norhs.
bleahhs. hehs. x33 =]

went back home when mummy came to fetch me.
now home le narhs.
blogging. tired le.
but going audi awhile. hehs.
i miss my dear =/
hahhas. end here. byes!
oh btw!
I've changed my blog's url.
dont relink me please.
I got my reason. thanks. BYEs

♥ Rebecca

I got to thanks all these people today.

- Wenhui kor
- Melanie jie
- Jenna marmie
- JingJing jie
- Saheera
- Zhenyi
- Xinyi
- Baobeii
- Wallace kor

- Dear
- Mr chun
- Mr tay

really thanks for helping.
appreciate it.
if you guys were not there,
I may already break down.

wenhui kor, thanks for your backup.
didnt know that you were so caring =/
comfort me today as well. thanks ya. x333

Melanie jie, thanks for helping me tell teacher.
if you didnt tell, I think wont settle le.
thanks =/ x333

Jenna marmie, Saheera, xinyi, zhenyi
thanks for giving me those plans.
hahas. I couldnt think of anything that time.
thanks for racking your brains for me. =X x33

JingJing jie, dear

thanks for comforting.
hahs. of coz i treat you as my sis.
dont worry ya. x33

baobeii, wallace kor
thanks for helping me
when you know im in trouble
hahs. x333

Thanks all (:

ohhs. btw.
happie birthday nadiah! =]
hope you had fun today.

ohhs. one more thing.
well, i really got to thanks him for everything.
dear, thanks alots! (:

HAPPY ONE MONTH ! :D

x33333333333333333333 yoos ^^

end it here. byes!

♥ Rebecca

oh wells! shhhs..
I skipped school today!
didnt went to school.
lols stayed home sleep.
I pon school =.=
not the first time also le.
nevermind. find a excuse can le.

woke up at 1pm.
mummy came to fetch us.
went to westmall to buy something.
that stupid water babies. zzz.
lame lame. so many people buying!
okay nevermind.
went to koufu eat laksa again =/
no choice, it's my favourite!

changed this post
as my teacher asked me to. zzz.
it's changed.
thanks.
buhbyes.

TAGS REPLIES (:

- Jiayan baobeii -

I also dont wish him to bully me.
what can i do now ?
yahhs, his msg is damn irritating.
in a sense of making me sudden sadness.
ohhs. jiayan, dont need call gang even if you have one.
If he has got the guts, come find me alone.
I dare him to beat me up if he dare.

- Baobeii -

hahas. baobeii, chup gang fren all zhao? lols
hahahas. dont even think he has got the time to fk ==
He left only with 1 day to court or maybe to jail.
heck care (:
even if he tio AIDS, it's none of my business :D
I swear not to care bout any of his taiji anymore. zzz.

- Larry kor -

sorry lo. seriously very angry when i know that.
I cant take it anymore. o___X
I hope i wont be angry with him any longer.
but then, how could I not be angry?
Jus broke with me, and gotten a new stead so fast!
he's just simply making me,
feel that he's just playing with my feelings.
even if he want to find a new stead,
at least wait for a few weeks right?
ka0z. just break then got new stead ask him go die lahhs

anyway, thanks you all for comforting me (:

♥ Rebecca

back to blogging!
and not really in a good mood now.
fucking pissed off by someone.
morning reach school at 7:19am.
d&t lesson, teacher ki siao.
so hot tempered today. zzz.
got class test, no idea how to do it.
english slack, while msging that person!
recess time didnt eat, but went down with marmie & weiting.
kept on laughing non-stop, coz of some jokes.
chinese lesson did workbook. boring.

brandon they all keep talking bout him.

which really made me felt sad and angry at the same time.

brandon said he change, and even went studying with him.

i didnt beileve him. i wouldnt believe!

haiis, wish they didnt said it.
social studies got class test again. zzz.
everyone didnt know got test. diia0s.
wrote soo much things on the paper. o___X
PG lesson got sexuality talk.
mr ong said alot of things.
made everyone laugh like crazy.
ltr he told us a story on a steady thing.
melanie jie ask me listen.
haiis, made me remind of him again!
forget it. his business is not mine any longer i hope x.x
end school went back class emo alone? zzz.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
went to westmall with mummy & little bro.
go eat laksa. yummys (:
the laksa there is damn nice! try it (x
later saw a few boys walk in. lols.
zhixiang, wenbin, xing sheng, yihao + dunno wat name =X
went to buy layout pad after eating.
time to go le! mummy rushing.
walk till 2nd floor that time, saw a group of guys.
hmms. hanyi, gineng, jackson, weiwen, guiyong, vernon.
hahhaas! they're funny. always make me laugh. lols.
after that my mummy ask me a question.
she asked, why u always laugh when u look at them. =.=
how would i know! im always laughing (:
came back home, and on the comp.
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went in msn, and saw smth.
which really made me fucking angry!
my pri sch fren sent to me in conver while i was offline.

im really damn angry now.
you can angry i cannot arhhs!
whatmore is you hurt me first okay!
make this thing clear!

you dont go beat chuanliang up.

if you want beat, i dare you come beat me up first !

I dare you to come my school find me!

u chup gang so what? big fuck arhs? =.=

out of everything, you're just a flirt.
tmd you so flirt ehhs.
I just broke with you yesterday,
and now you got urself another new girl???
FUCK LAHHH! zzz.
dont you come to me ever again!
Just take it that I didnt even have a friend like you!
you want flirt go ahead and flirt other girls
you're the one who always made me cry and angry.
and you're the one at fault !
even if i asked for break, is the only way for me not being sad!

your msg today very cool hors.
"my life not ur life"
"we are not stead and not frenz"
"if i die u also don need care"
"i do all thie becoz got reason le..sorry"
"i wan be ur stead and frenz"
"i never tell u thing, i only tell my mei. haha"
"not i dowan tell u, u nvr gimme a chance to tell u wad is the reason"
"since u wan break wif me than i got nth to say le"
so these are what you type in the msg this morning.
im gonna reply it to you now right at my blog!

you know how sad im when i read your msg today?!
okays! you said it is your life right?
go end it lahs. fuck care you anymore.
not stead not friends?
from pri sch till now, almost 6yrs of friend le.
just becoz i break wif you, and we're not frens anymore?
okay lahhs. since you dowan it, BYE!
you want die go ahead and die in a tragic way.
i'll not give a damn about it anymore!
want be my stead and fren? *confused*
morning just said this, and you gotten a new girl now?
what the fuck does that sentence means?
yeah, you said it urself now!
you tell everything to your meii and not to me!
while im your stead, you just went to tell everything to your meii.
you go ask yourself,
did u ever treated me as ur stead???
i gave you damn many chances to tell me.
but why arent u telling me a single thing?
everything just went to all your MEIIS!!!!
MEI MEI MEI is all you have in ur life!
you might as well go stead wif 1 of ur mei.
i think you'll be much more happier than being with me!
ya ya! since i want break with u,
you dont need to say anything!
i dont need your last words!
save it for your next stead!
and please, find a stead that you'll tell her things.
else you better not stead lahhs hors.
not asking you to take care anymore.
you want die your problem,
want go jail your problem,
want go fight, go smoke your problem,
going court your problem!
Get out of my beautiful sight please.

I dont wish to see you anymore.

You hurt me too much.

Go to your meiis. Just leave me alone.
from today on, you nobody to me!

♥ Rebecca

alright now.
the love story just ended at 2pm today!
after all these problems I've faced.
I'M BACK TO SINGLE AGAIN!
oh wtf. forget it.

since you dont wish to be friends with me anymore,
alright, I'll do just that!
I said sorry, you say nevermind.
I said take care, you say dont need.
I said bye for once, you say bye forever.
ohhs. what the hell are you talking about?!

even though you're not my stead any longer,
I would still care about you.
simply just becoz you're my best friend.
since you dont need my care, nevermind!

I tried my best to stop you from doing silly things,
you just wont listen to me. okay then.
I've no more rights to stop you from doing it right?
alright fine! go ahead and do all sort of silly things you want!
I'm not going to care about you any longer!

I've no rights, I've no say
to stop you le.
you not happy your problem.
you sad your problem as well.
everything from today on,

I'm just being freed by all those troubles.
thanks for letting me go.
or maybe I should say, I'm letting myself go.
coz I'm the one who asked for break.

I shall just spend my life without you bahhs.
anyway, good luck on thursday.
ohhs btw, sorry for asking for the break.
take cares. BUHBYES!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ohhs man.
what's going on with everyone?
was just talking on the phone with my mum.
and she scolded me for nothing.
just becoz my little bro is using the laptop!
and she scolded me for it?!
!@#$@#%#$!! =.=
what did i done wrong luhhs?
made me cried. haiis.
I know I'm a weak girl ehhs.
always cry at every single thing.
forget it. I'm better off dead. =.=
aiks. I wont do silly things, dont worry.
I still haven't had my life to the fullest!
Decided to live on till I had enough fun (:

nothing much le.
gonna go study for now.
hahas. jiayouus all !
take cares. buhbyes.

♥ Rebecca

Blogging time! xP

aiks. stupid ulcer that i've in my mouth!

sooooo painful luhhs! ):

somemore is at a unexpected place luhhs.

never ever gotten a ulcer at that place in my life!

hope it'll be gone sooner! sobsobs.
boring sia. saturday!
cant go out, coz exams coming le.
need to stay home study (if im willing) =/
aiyahhs. let's go audition awhile !
after audition going out for lunch.
come back from lunch and is time for studying!
hahas. shall mug chemistry & physics & geography today.
coz i only brought home this 2 textbooks.
others still in school =X
alot liao luhhs. else later brain burst. lols
i cant in take so much things in one day.
alright, must admit im a slow learner! hahas.
no matter how hard i try to learn, also slow to understand. ==
slowly learn norhs. no choice also.

At night watched high school musical,

wow! it's so nice luhhs!

I cried twice =X

coz the 2 parts really too touching le.

hahas. going to audi again liaos. =/
alright now. lazy post liao :P

♥ Rebecca

back from school!
means back to blogging! :D
hmms. today was bored.
morning actually dont intend to go school de.
but, remember today chinese got test.
then aiyahhs. need go liao. -.-
D&T lesson do work.
i slept in class alot of times.
lucky never get caught by teacher.
hahas. too tired le luhhs.
2 hours so damn boring!
sorry hafizah, made you kena scolded.
i was in the wrong, but you kena scolded instead.
english lesson teacher came 45mins late.
woahs. might as well dont come! aiyohhs -.-
later she angry, coz we very busy talking.
while she was trying to teach us something.
do summary test correction, then go recess le.
recess time went to eat with marmie and weiting.
lols. crazy. weiting eat 2 plates of rice zzz.
got that hungry mahhs? omgg.
hungry ghost festival over le.
now become hungry human festival. LOLs.
lalalalas. crapping xD
chinese lesson got test.
hmms copy copy copy =X!
everyone copying lo. so nvm.
OMG. hanyi found out something.
LOLs. miss chan de pay per month is $6038!
OMGOMGOMG! damn much lahhs.
after that hanyi call miss chan be his god mother. LOLs!
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took bus home. went to mac.

saw samatha and shu fong.

hahas. go buy fries eat. yummy :D

at home, use comp see something.

went out with mummy and bros to eat lunch.

came back play maple. hahaas.

later gonna be someone's nurse again.

woots. so long never be nurse le. lols.

high pay lehhs! LOLs. (x

okays luhhs. watch tv liaos.

end here. buhbyes! :D

♥ Rebecca

back to blogging <3!

today started off with geog lesson.

wanted to sleep.

but just when i wanted to sleep,

got earthquake. wat the hell.

everyone tio scared lo. zzz.

coz very strong one. omg!

english lesson got summary test.

maths lesson 30mins nia.

then mr lee went off le. hahas.

went to 3n1 classroom slack lo.

kena bullied zzz! nvm ~

used to it le mahhs. hahas

went for recess early :D

d&t lesson boring luhhs!

nothing much to say =.=

social studies listen to lesson.

hahahas. copied damn lots of notes!

hope they're useful for the coming exams! lols.

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school end, i stayed in class.

wait for xinyi & jenna marmie.

they got history test + remedial.

boring sehh. 1 hour lo! omg.

i studied in class myself :D

studied maths, geog and D&T. lols

i slept in class hahas. too tired le.

sleep till 3pm. they still haven't done.

zzz. 3:30pm then end. wth luhhs.

after that went to put books.

then go out take bus le.

went to mac, wanted to study de.

but no time le. too late liaos.

so eat dinner there lo.

reach home around 6pm.

hahas end here! nothing to say le.

♥ Rebecca

YAY, CHANGING SONG!

Soooo touching =/

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL !

- GOTTA GO MY OWN WAY -

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I gotta say what's on my mind

Something about us

doesn't seem right these days

life keeps getting in the way

Whenever we try, somehow the plan

is always rearranged

It's so hard to say

But I've gotta do what's best for me

You'll be ok..

I've go to move on and be who I am

I just don't belong here

I hope you understand

We might find our place in this

world someday

But at least for now

I gotta go my own away

Don't wanna leave it all behind

But I get my hopes up

and I watch them fall everytime

Another colour turns to grey

and it's just too hard to watch it all

slowly fade away

I'm leaving today 'cause I've

gotta do what's best for me

Gotta Go My Own Way

you'll be ok..

I've got to move on and be who I am

I just don't belong here

I hope you understand

We might find our place in this

world someday

But at least for now

I gotta go my own away

What about us?

What about everything we've been through?

What about trust?

you know I never wanted to hurt you

what about me?

What am I supposed to do?

I gotta leave but I'll miss you

I'll miss you

soooo I've got to move on and be who I am

Why do you have to go?

I just don't belong here

I hope you understand

I'm trying to understand

We might find our place in this

world someday

but at least for now

I want you to stay

I wanna go my own way

I've got to move on and be who I am

What about us?

I just don't belong here

I hope you understand

I'm trying to understand

We might find our place in this

world someday

but at least for now

I gotta go my own away

I gotta go my own away

I gotta go my own away

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I GOTTA GO MY OWN WAY ALRIGHT ! (:

LEAVE ME ALONE =X

0hhs man!

woke up so late. lols.

morning eyes cannot open =X!

haha. nevermind.

bet today's post will be a long one. lols.

maths lesson study study study!

cme lesson teacher no teach.

do my maths homework with xinyi.

so hard luhhs! but im still okay with it.

must work harder le x.x

chemistry lesson listen and passing letter.

heh. chatting with marmie on paper =/

too boring le mahhs. but still got listen to lesson lo.

recess time damn funny luhhs!

went down with marmie and weiting.

i buy my food liao. pay money.

wann take my plate that time, my plate gone. LOL!

kor took my plate away o.O? LOLs la!

eating the time more funny.

keep laughing and eating zzz.

think we're crazy. hahahas.

chinese lesson boring lahhs.

they were talking bout my stead while doing work.

stupid lo. now whole class knows bout it. zzz!

hanyi and jackson kor dont believe he chup gang de.

lalalas. dont believe suan le lo. lols.

i also not caring anymore le.

after that i was like sooo no mood liao.

english lesson hadd lots of laughter.

marmie call weiwen to make me angry.

LOLs. he tried to. but i kept on laughing instead of angry

hahahah! he buay tahan then stop making me le. =/

damn funny lahhs. suddenly teacher call me read passage -.-

gineng koe & marmie msg me a lame lame msg!

msg says: Ribena Ribena Ribena Ribena Ribena..... lols.

tml i bring ribena go school drink arh! bleahhs.

bell ring le. me and hanyi machiam fighting. =.=

he throw my bag. arghhs! my hp drop mirror drop. =.=

nevermind! stupiddd !

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left me. jenna, zhenyi & xinyi in class.

at first jenna and zhenyi crazying lo !

OMG can! like raping each other lahhs. lols.

they taking photos of each other =.= !

both become siao zha bor. =X

after that. become me and jenna become siao zha bor =.=

we passing around kumar's tie.

coz we dowann to take marhhs. hahas.

after that jenna play with zhenyi with the tie.

LOLs. they crazy again. =.=

zhenyi went home le. hahas.

me and marmie stay in class awhile.

2:30 then she went for cca liaos.

i wait for mummy in class.

awhile later walk down the stairs.

saw wenhuii kor and wallace kor.

lols. stupidd. use shoulder push me! D:

pain sehh. their force sooo much. lols.

walked to bus-stop with xinyi & sangeetha.

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went hougang with mummy and 2 brothers.

go there just to eat nasi lemak. zzzz.

lame luhhs! if i know i wont go le lo. kns.

see my phone got miss call from jiehao?

o.O? msg him then that time i found out smth!

OH MY! wuqun's hp kena confiscate x.x

coz msging me during school time. =X

sorry wors. haiis. shouldnt have msg you.

anyway you buying new phone liao hor? LOLs.

hahas. okays luhhs. sorry sorry =X

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came back home.

bro go cut hair.

arghhs. rushing to blog!

few days later blog wont be updated le bahhs.

need study le. haiis.

good luck all for end of year! :D

JIAYOUUS ! MUG MUG MUG ! XD

tml going mac with xinyi to study le! (>.<)!

hahas. nth better to do lo. lols.

at night got EARTHQUAKE sia!

LOL.

♥ Rebecca

what a day today! =.=

morning woke up at 6:50am!

6:50 wake up..7:20 bell rings. =.=!

wahhs, getting more & more later.

luckily, raining! else i'll be late for school.

phew, thanks god! LOLs.

physics lesson study bout light.

okays, boring! but still try to learn. =.=

today no maths lesson! teacher not free.

went to 3n1, do maths with jenna marmie.

0hhs, todya n1 so quiet.

coz 1 person missing. LOLs.

haha kor, take cares wors (:

social studies listen to miss yee :D

talking bout what's going to come out for SA2.

recess time went to eat with jenna marmie.

today no assembly also. LOLs.

coz hall no space so no assembly lo. zzz.

stayed in class free period.

doing maths homework. *thinking =.=

sudden memories flow past.

oh tian, almost make me say something wrong.

anyway, wish him to be happy always enough (:

i do maths halfway, darran kor ask me something.

zzz! brandon lee! tell them for what luhhs.

now that group of people know le.

haiis, you guys just remind me of him.

made me cried in class ! ):

didnt want to think bout it le lo.

but you all kept on saying. haiis..

forget it. only wish is that, ___________! =.=

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went to canteen with zhenyi & xinyi.

waiting for mummy to come again!

she brought us to clementi to eat pizza.

hehs. thanks mummy <333

after eating, she need do her things le.

i slept inside the car for a very long time =XX

actually ask her to bring me go change phone,

but she say today busy. alright. nevermind ~

back at home, now blogging ! :D

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things bout the other him..

alright. maybe i should give up on you ehhs?

i dont really have the time to wait for you any longer.

if i continue waiting for you, im gonna hurt by you one day.

but i just couldnt say it out to you. zzz.

i really dont know how to say my words. haiis.

hope you're alright? take cares.

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yesterday got my 1st daddie :D

heh. he's sooooo funny !

yeah, you're blessed to have a guai nu'er LOLs!

hahas. love yoouuss <333

alright, end here le. take cares all. buhbyes!

♥ Rebecca

1st day of school re-opens!

morning woke up at 6:40am =/

it was quite late le.

but nevermind. dont care.

reach school at 7:10 bahhs.

boring! nothing to do de.

physics lesson just lesson to mr chun.

ended quite fast hmm..

No PE lesson today! T.T!

wanted to play bball, but so sad, RAIN! =.=

what a rainny day! made me cant play ):

english lesson did newspaper article. lalalas.

brandon keep making fun of me. lols.

make me paiiseh. bleahhs.

recess time went to eat. =.=

at class that time, i almost fainted. =/

suddenly felt dizzy lo. oh my god. scared me!

chinese lesson wasnt feeling well le. @.@

air-con room somemore lo. so xinku !

cant do my work well luhhs. haiis.

chemistry lesson, i tried to listen to the lesson.

i did tried my best to keep myself alert!

but, i just couldnt do it. =.=

buay tahan le! arghhs.

msg my elder bro to call my mummy fetch me.

but he no reply. diiaos.

msg my mummy instead.

after that miss call her as well.

my mummy called me O.O!

oh my god! mdm yaw lesson luhhs.

how to pick up? LOLs.

in the end i still answered the call

without teacher's knowing. =/

what a close shave! she almost spotted me! =.=

i answered my mummy's phone call twice in class.

was really difficult to answer calls in class luhhs.

wait till bell ring le. saheera gave her maths teacher sign.

alright. time for me to go home rest!

but mummy not here yet. (>.<)!

finally after 10mins or so, she reached!

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went to fetch little bro and elder bro.

one at school, one at home. lols.

i fall asleep right after i was inside the car.

maybe im tired? or im just too sick to be awake!

fetched them both le, we went clementi.

today last day of 7th month mahhs.

need go temple pray.

im sick but no choice, still have to go no matter what.

coz i miss my grandfather lots! ):

i love him luhhs! when he's still around,

he treats me the best among us three lo.

i miss him soooooo muchhhh !

had our lunch at the temple there.

oh my, the food there soo nice o.o?

curry and beehoon! yummys <3!

finish and went back home!

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back at home, only little bro came up with me.

elder bro went shop, daddie ask him go :P

since i've the time now, i came to blog before i go rest.

else later cant blog once elder bro comes home.

alright now, i shall get off this comp and have a good rest!

hope tml i'm able to go school once again!

and not having a fever and stay home sleeping. ~.~

everyone TAKE CARES!

dont fall sick like me =/

i think i'm just weak. always fall sick de. =.=

everytime first day of school sick! arghhs.

why am i so weak o.o!

never eat vegetable =X! heh.

aiyohs. forget it. now already sick le.

blame myself for not taking care =/

hahas. okays, buhbyes.

♥ Rebecca

Boring day today.

early morning my phone kept on ringing.

what the hell luhhs!

could you guys just stop calling me in the morning?

it's damn irritating! zzz

im sooo tired which makes me lazy to pick up.

anyway, sorry ehhs!

next time call in the afternoon pls! @.@

alright. went to audition first.

later then carry on with my homework.

lols. last day then rush homework =.=

study awhile ~ okay enough.

else im gonna have headache once again!

bro use comp, i cant use! T.T

watch tv lo. im going to watch 11pm show!

but 2 hours. lols. 1am then end lo.

every sunday i will watch it.

dont care got school or not. =/

surely can wake up de so nevermind lo.

story ended ! lols.

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MELANIE MELANIE MELANIE !

LOLs. diiaos. dont know how to make!

then still ask me to make @@

i only know how to fold star lehh. LOLs.

woahs! thanks for the confidence! hahahas!

hmm? not really hurt luhhs.

is just that, really cant communicate? =.=

next time tell you lah.

LOLs. so you've become more mature now?

oh man! that's sooo badd of you to say that,

LOLs. your friends all childish =.= !

of coz i know SMOKING IS BAD !

only those who smoke doesnt know ehhs?

hahaha. okay luhhs. after exams give you. LOLs.

anyway, could you teach me something? =/

teach me how to study! LOL!

seriously, i really have no idea how to study man.

however i tried to, things cant go into my head @.@!

teach me teach me teach me! :DD LOL

alright! shopping your favourite then. hahas.

$$ arhs? ask from your mummy ~ (x

lols. good luck with getting well then.

trying to sleep early @.@!

LOVES YOU TOO ! (:

♥ Rebecca

It's such a boring day!
nothing to do.
so i slept till afternoon =X
maybe im just too tired
of the things happening around.
forget it ! let's start afresh !

woke up at 3pm.
it's damn late huh?
went onto my audition.
I was really trying my best to do licence!
and what i get was... FAILED ! T.T
everytime left 1 perfect lo. *headache*
my dens..from 200k become 90k !
ARGHS! no more dens le luh.
need to go earn back le. haiis.
thanks dear, help me earn back =X

went down coffee shop buy dinner.
lol..had fun with little bro
on our way to the coffee shop.
we joke and laugh ! :D
it's really better without elder bro.
dont know why. he just love to make me cry.
zzz! that's why we both doesnt really like him.
=X! but however we dont like him...
he's still our elder bro!
we cant do anything to change this facts.
hahaha! so just accept this life we've got! :D

sometimes he's just nice to us.
when he comes to certain things,
we would really quarrel till very serious.
used to it, cant be bothered !
anything, we would just complain (x
in the end always the small ones win :DD
hahaha! okay luh, love him too. x33

alright, stop crapping le!
full of nonsense during holidays.
hahaha. probably i miss school. =X
miss going to school = miss my friends @@
hope to see them soon :D x3
take cares. buhbyes.

tags replies;

baobeii !
LOL ! cake facial ?!
hmm nice !
i tio it last year you know!
my elder bro make de.
sudden coldness on the face. wth ! LOL
okay luhh. was quite fun though.
hahaha! wait one thing ~ !
dont make me on my birthday party @.@! LOL..
anyway, hope you enjoyed your birthday outing!

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY BAOBEII ! :D LOVES! x33

Jiayan baobeii;
ahh?! my dar not happy you die?
LOL. dont worry!
even before he gets unhappy,
confirm i'll qiang xian be angry xD
lalalas. i love you :P

♥ Rebecca

MELANIE MELANIE MELANIE ~ !

LOL. yeah, we're being lame!
haha. lame together bahz. *wink* (x
hmm indeed, i've lots of problems bothering me.
ahh?! that method arhs?
hmm may consider taking your method !
BUT BUT...first of all, i dont even know how to make the cubes!
LOL! teach me teach me :DD
-.-! you very greedy eh? tell everything ~
uhm? no confidence jiu no lo.
dont know how to say luhh.
LOL! im thinking of that too yeah.
maybe he doesnt worth it ? alright ~
im already kinda hurt-ed ! (past tense) lol!

hello?! fake smile = become mature?!?!
LOL luh. couldnt be! -.-
i know you'll still be that only MELANIE TAY !
hahahha! how i know you wont smoke?
simply becoz im just your meii F3 ~
hmm! obviously, i know who you're talking about!
coz, those people are those whom i hate -.-
alright ! i wont smoke. lol. *gou gou shou* xD
I WONT SMOKE NOW !
I WONT SMOKE PRESENT !
I WONT SMOKE FUTURE !
LOL. RREEMMEEMMBBEERR TOO ! =X
hmm? cruel? uhmms, i think we're!

err, i dunno.
this thing need to tell you in person.
cannot write here or your blog. -.-
okay, promised you.
i'll remember that @@
haha. dont worry. promised you okay (:
your physics? jiayous xD
ahh?! chocolate / lollipop arhs? okay.
next time buy give you F3.
muahhahas! ADMIRER !
since you not going into another relationship,
then study lo. LOL. your favourite also -.-

ohhs? okays.
anyway, good luck !
in your quarrelling,
but not get worse okay.
is get better -.- !
LOL. take care too.
LOVES YOU TOO x33

♥ Rebecca; Meii (x

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MESSAGES ! :D
One big post just for her ! LOL !

MELANIE MELANIE MELANIE ! =X

erms yeah.
sersiouly cant communicate well.
there's just some kinda probs in between?
tell u when we're in school eh.
coz i think he will read =X
you cheerup as well ya :D
aiyohs. fake smile?! -.-
dun give too much hors!
LOLs. else later ur real smile gone o.o!
then you wont be melanie liao =/
hahahahahas! wann cheer up?
go watch youtube videos to laugh. LOLs.
hmm, I know you wont smoke luhh.
but hor, sometimes i really have the same thinking.
just a sudden thought, if im the one who's smoking =X!
LOLs. nevermind. i wouldnt do that!
but im not sure in the future? (hope wont bahz)
if you smoke, I kill you arhs. -.-
budden, cant bear to xia shou. zzz

yepp. it's 4N1'o8 ! LOLs.
not 3N1'o7 anymore. -.-
uhms? alright. Im like trying to!
maybe I treasure my GANS more =X
hehes. some friends arent that important you know.
there im saying this again -.-"
(dun be my friend, be my gans. it's better! *LOL)
bout hafizah thingy...
she always share things with me though.
anyway, it's not her fault even.
it just that, saheera hate her? zzz
for some reasons which i dunno. lols.
forget bout it. i think they wont be friends again. zzz
seriously, I wont be having much time with him luh.
even if he's alright, im not F3 !
heys, wann see mei fu arhs?
you slowly wait hor. LOLs.

ehhs, even if u dun scared mr chun de threaten..
also cannot fail your physics what. -.-
lols. hope you're alright =/
hahhahas! jie, got admirer ehh? LOLs.
who who who?? hehe =X

hmm? anyway, what's going on eh?
you quarrelled with someone?
a person from 2n2? O.O?
care to let me know =X
heh. im being kaypo ~
if you dun wish to say, it's okay de =]
hahas. anyway good luck in mugging!
take cares, loves! <3!

♥ Rebecca; meii (x

I really own alot ppl a big SORRY today! T.T

at first..
was suppose to go vivo with weiting & nadiah tdy.
& I cant wake up in time.
whatmore, weiting msg me.
but my phone wasnt with me!
really sorry. hope u guys had fun doing the hw.
i think when sch re-opens...
im gonna get a scolding from mrs wong.
hope u guys did it. forget bout me =]

after that..
I woke up, was trying to find my phone luhh.
but however I tried to find it...
I JUST COULDNT FIND IT ! T.T
tried to call my phone to see where's it.
but..my phone was in silent mode. wth !
so damn sway luhh! haiis..
faster ask little bro help me find. -.-

At last !
I found my phone! arghs.
know where is it?
under my bed. zzz!
and I got a shock when I see my phone!

10 miss call ! 4 msges !
OMG lahs. so many miss calls!
REALLY SORRY GUYS ! T.T
I didnt mean to not pick up calls and reply msges.

SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY !

♥ Rebecca

BOREDOM ! BOREDOM !

bro's coming back tml night!
arghs! he still say sunday.
diiaos. make me happy.
after tdy & tml's post,
very hard to blog liao.

sianned !
contract ended since 1st september luhh!
now is like...6september liao?!?
my mummy still dowan bring me
go change my phone! stupiddd.
grrs. promise me den nvr bring.
zzz! boringgg larhhs.

went into audition.
found my 2 twinnies :DD
though i dunno them
but we 3 dress the same. LOLs.
okay lah. stop crapping le =X
let's watch video and laugh! :DD



nothing better to do.
keep watching south park maple.
LOL. trying to make myself laugh.
but ingnore that image.
got one ah pek o.o?
disgusting. LOL ! =XX
=.=! enjoy lo.

alright. end here.
lazy to post too long.
hahas. take cares all.

♥ Rebecca

Was feeling bored today.
went to youtube..
search for SOUTH PARK MAPLE!
LOLs! couldnt stand it man!
omg! wanna watch? hahahhaas!
I bet you'll laugh! LOLs..



LOL! you cant say "fuck" in school !
hahahahahas! cute lah the char. lol



Pretty Boy - M2M !
I love this song! :D
oh my god. this video so cute! x333



LOL! anyone miss pokemon song?
hahahas. I still love this song
ever since i was small =XX!

Okay lah. enough of maple videos.
LOL..today nth much happen
so not writing le. hahas.

TAGS REPLIES !

Melanie;
erms erms, alright!
I'll try to study hard.
And get into 3N1
or maybe u should say 4N1 ? ==
uhms, slacking around...
was jus having fun. =XX
I seldom slack around.
Jus trying to spent more time with stead.
Really scared he's going. x___X!
anyway, take cares.
LOVES !

Jiayan; Baobeii
ehhs, diia0s.
coz I really think so!
not I can predict future lah.
lols. im not those...
bian qian de. LOL !
anyway take cares!
LOVES !

♥ Rebecca

TAGS REPLIES !

Melanie;
erms erms, alright!
I'll try to study hard.
And get into 3N1
or maybe u should say 4N1 ? ==
uhms, slacking around...
was jus having fun. =XX
I seldom slack around.
Jus trying to spent more time with stead.
Really scared he's going. x___X!
anyway, take cares.
LOVES !

LOLs. i found this south park maple!
what the hell lo. damn funny !
buay tahan. LOLs.



wann laugh? watch this! LOLOLOL!
pig fcker. omg. LOL!
that's crazy !
HAHAHAHHAHAS!

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yipees, slacking day with 4 peeps!
Shimin, Wuqun, Chuangliang, Jiehao!!

Early morning I woke up at 10+
go bathe, use comp, use laptop. lol.
after awhile, laogong came my house.
come watch me play audition. ==

later went down to take 176.
going to find chuanliang to play.
haha. called shimin down also.
all my pri sch best fren.
went up chuanliang's hse.
he go take money.
laogong showed me his hand.
grr! why cut ur hand lah!
somemore so many lines. zzz

went to blk 239 to find jiehao.
omg la. got ppl commit suicide there!
jump off from the building!
x__X! *pray pray*
hope u have a good next life. (><) got alot of policemen there lo. laogong go up find jiehao. me and chuanliang sit at void-deck. boring seh. he say 5mins! 5mins become 20mins. == later shimin came with her study stuffs. lols. jiayou hor. guys, good luck for n lvl !
walk to yuhua market there.
the guys went to eat at coffee shop.
me and shimin went mac eat. haha.
they finish then come find us le.
later he went out find his fren, and smoke.
zzz! i angry = walk out of mac with shimin.
stupid lo. walk as fast as i could.
but he still catch up ==

went to a playground to slack.
seldom i have the time to slack outside.
and had damn lots of fun outside.
I go chase laogong, but in the end.. is he caught me.
eh? wth lo. i chase him become other way round.
LOLs. jiehao & chuanliang see us dao keep lauging. =/
haha. walk to bball court. sit there slack lo.
wan play bball no ball. LOL !!
got ball i also dowan play, coz i dunno them sia. zzz
zzz! keep making fun of me lo.
derek here derek there. wth wth wth!
say so many times liao! he got STEAD le! LOL.
borrow laogong's handphone listen song.
haha. i keep opening unbrella and never let u go. =
ltr he keep saying he will go jail x.x
stupidd ! i believe u wun go in de.
dun keep saying le. omgg ~

walk to shuqun sec.
omg lah! shuqun sec inside so big!
came out den walk back to yuhua pri.
went to bubble tea shop coz i say i wan drink.
haha. walk to our lao di fang. the MAMA SHOP ! :D
our place man! hahaha! we always slack there de.
me, wuqun, jiehao & chuanliang keep shooting pearls.
LOLs. shoot dao the floor there full of pearl. =X !
very funny lo! we all laugh like mad ppl. hahaha.
finally finish drinking our bubble tea.
time to chit chat le. hahahas.
awhile more the 3 guys went off le.

left me & shimin there.
waiting for my mum to come.
mummy drive shimin home.
haha. welcome. shun lu mah. =]
now at home le. posting! hahas.

today really is a fun day!
very long never so happy le.
thanks to those 4 peeps who had fun with me.
I had lots of fun today ! :DDD
next time go out slack around again okay? hehes.
it's so fun slacking around.
tdy whole day jus kept on slacking
from blk to blk ~ LOL. it's fun ! =]

Melanie,

It's okay. Forget bout it.
you want time yea? alright.
let you have the 1 week holiday.
It applies to me too, I also treasure it alots.
you're my first jie that i've gotten too.
though I still have other jie around,
but overall you're still the best among them all.
coz you're the one who stayed with me the longest.

I know there's lots of things happening to you.
maybe you wouldnt know, same as me here.
there's really too much things happening around.
even though I had gotten my stead now,
but.. I really dont know what to do!
I think I cant even communicate with him well enough.
It's hard for me to say it here. as everyone can read yea.

I'll try my best to change class to 3n1.
3n2 really do sucks lots please!
I really hate those guys down there.
I cant stand their behaviour in class.
sometimes they will smoke in class,
but now got even worse! they sniff glue in the class!
which really make me sick of it!
though it's my class. 3n2 really sucks damn lots.

Next time dont anyhow mood swing le pls.
else you'll really lose everyone close to you.
I did it once, and i almost lose him (u know who ya)
but you were there to help me with it.
thanks for that! =]
Im really trying my best to last long with my stead.
but, i've no idea how to ! T.T
smile too, cheer up. take cares.
you dont cry also le okay?
my chubby face? its more like a pinching bag for ppl. ==
dun nidd to become bitter gourd face.

anyway, your this post really very...
dont know how to decribe.
it just made me cry when i was reading it.
I guess im touched by your words bahz.
thanks alots!
Really appreciate your love and care all this while.
would you still continue to be my only baobeii jie? =/
I wont have another baobeii sis.
there's only 1 and only place meant for you =]
take cares ya, love you loads and ever.
buhbyes! cyas.

hope things will get better when sch re-opens.
Really do hope it does!
These things are making me real sadd.

WOAHS! WOAHS! WOAHS!

FUCKED UP FUCKED UP !

why are those unhappy things kept on coming to me!
arghs, seriously sadded!!
hate my life so much ! zzzz
1st was losing a 3years friendship
2nd was losing someone?
grrs! what the fuck did i really did wrong sia?!

helping people to make things easier,
and I got accused in the end??????
whatever man! couldnt believe it!
好心没好报, the only phrase i could use to describe!
since it is meant to be like this,
I would just give up on being kind and helpful!
anything next time, i shall be unkind & unhelpful? alright!

okay la, dunno what to say bout all these things.
I wasnt in the wrong at the first place!
I hate people accusing me!
I just want her to know, i didnt say anything to harm her!
I really dun wish to lose her.
Hope everything will be fine after holidays!

Song changed ! I love this song =]
Maybe I just love being a ben dan?

冰箱结霜咖啡滚烫
煮不好最简单的早餐
我的生活是一团混乱
维持单身感觉茫然
喜不喜欢习不习惯
我总是说不出个答案
一个人来又一个人往
怎么让他流连忘返

我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖

每个早上都想赖床
没有梦是最让人沮丧
我的眼睛盯着天花板
也跑不出任何对象

我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖

take care all !
buhbyes.

♥ Rebecca

someone tell me, is this the truth ?!
on 31st august 2007 !
i lost my only jie?
oh whatever ~ ?! hope it's not true!

so u decided not to continue this friendship?
3 years, forget bout it just like this?
even though, ur post didnt write my name there.
I found out myself, by my own ways.
not becoz of the spamming parts.
I didnt do that okay!
dun believe me, i've nth to explain bout it.
I didnt spam means i didnt!
though u dunno wat's the ways i used to find out.
there's no need for u to noe either.

so u're sayin tat i backstabbed u?
jus wat thing did I backstabbed u on???
tell me la! or maybe are u talkin bout ur own thing?
the one i told wenhui bout it in geog class?!
u crazy or? what did i told him?
when did I ever ask wenhui to GANG you!?!?
when when when?!?!
dun anyhow put words into my mouth !
get ur facts right before u accuse me okay please!
i dunno who the hell told u tat i asked wenhui to gang u.
there's only 1 possibility who told u tat.
i wont say it here. dowan to cause dispute.
6th sense tells me tat, HE is the 1 who told u things!
whoever tat person told u,
fuck tat person la! spoiling relationship?

tat day u said u would go & find gang right?
& tat time, i told you, his gang is much more than urs!
am i wrong in saying tat?!
I jus merely told him tat lo please!
aiyah, i dunno wat u thinking la.
I was jus trying to help u tell wenhui not to bring gang.
coz i noe u sure lose if tat really happen.
yet u just accused me of backstabbing u?

okay fine!
u want end friendship isnt it?
I also fuck care, end jiu end.
u dun need me anymore ya?
I think i dont need u either!
slowly settle ur own things next time.
I always tried my best to help u settle ur things.
u quarrel with stead, i try to help u.
u were on cold war with samantha, i helped u.
now u 2 talking already right? that's good. grats.
and now what? u gotten back ur jie, and i've lost mine?! -.-
thinkin back why i helped u so much?!
maybe becoz u were my dearest jie at tat time?
anyway, if u wan, thx for helpin me the time i quarrelled wif him.
appreciate it alots. thanks !

since you said i backstabbed you,
den care to let me know,
wats the meaning of "BACKSTAB" in ur dictionary??!!?
coz i noe it myself, i didnt say anything to harm you!!!!!!

dont know u la.
if u dont wish to see or talk to me anymore
jus tell me, i would do as u wish!
if i ever did backstabbed u, im sorry for wat i done.
if i never did it, u should say sorry for accusing me.

hope u get things clear b4 sayin me.
make things clear first okay!
when things are really cleared, tell me bout it.
if it's really my fault, i would apologize to u.
if it isnt, den jus blame tat person who told u things!

I noe u once cared for me,
and cheer me up whenever im sad or smth,
but now.... ?
dun think there's any care towards me any longer.
haiis, u decide urself bahz.
though u noe, i really dun wish to lose u.
but...
if u seriously dowan this meii, it's fine with me.
I can accept it, will respect ur decisions.

take care,
BYE !

soooo sleepy! =/
slept at 4+am lo.
hahhas. audi mahz.
chiong till can do licence.
then went to bed. hahas.

today woke up at 9+
quite early though,
wann peii laogong mahz.
called him to chat ^^
lols. chat for sooo long!
3hours i think. =/
later bill bao then die le.

okay la. im gonna bored to death now!
boring like hell ! D:
stupiddd ! arghs.
my msn still can on lahh! tmd!
fed up liao lah! from ytd noon till now! zzz
so used web msn for the time being.
it really do sucks! hate it. so lagg de lo.
lucky laogong ask me go use ebuddy =]
it's at least better than web msn lo!
hahhas. thanks arhs.
dowan continue le. buhbyes..

♥ Rebecca