♥ Your love ain't comparable.


I'm sucha bad student, I knowwwwww.

I PON SCHOOL AGAIN TODAY.

Class suppose to start at 9am, and I woke up at 11am. Joke man. I'm too overly used to having morning calls that suddenly don't have it now, I kept on overslept. -.-

This week already jitao pon-ed more than 3 times of school liao siaaa, if this continues on, I think I confirm will tio debar. LOL fml. I hope my laziness don't keep acting up on me, seriously man :/

K, staying home today. Might be going out tomorrow, needa confirm with that person. Oh wells, time to go out for some chilling period.

Yesterday was really pissed off if you ever did came across my posts on Facebook? Laughs. Fuck that motherfucker for hong-ing me that way, he think very funny. Let's wait and see. :)

I'm bored at home uh, whenever I'm alone, I think I'll easily go emo. Cus I really hate that lonely feeling, who like it right! Blah. Anyway, off I go. Update again!

`I don't even show my love out anymore.

♥ Lies, you're good at it.


I keep fail at updating blog daily :@ !!

Yesterday really so tired, no time to blog! Ended school at 630pm, reached home at 8pm, like wtf -.- . Yesterday morning woke up, felt like pon-ing that 3pm class. But after thinking and thinking, end up I still decided to go :/

Thanks to pon-ing too much, I've to go. Arbo my attendance confirm cui max :O LOL. Guess everyone could tell, I'm somehow becomeing from good to bad, bad to worse. Okay, but whatever. I will know my limits anyway !

School at 12pm today, had practical. Chocolates decorations, sucks. Superb not in the right mood to draw siaas, like a fail only! So yeah, I actually gave up halfway. Oh craps. But end up, tried to continue again la, but still, shit :( Really so difficult to draw with chocolates! :@ Gah, neverminds. Jiayous!

Yesterday found out something, I was like totally stunned, totally upsets maximum. Or rather, I don't really know what should I be really feeling after finding out that fucking truth. Seriously can die. What's up with guys nowadays? Saddening much. Why so player? Nbcb, if one day you really get played, it's all that you deserved.

Sighs, my mind is somehow in a mess because of something ahhhhhh. Faints*

Kthxbye, I wanna stop blogging. Laughs, gonna facebook/audi. Ciiaos!

`Your love is all that makes me smile.

♥ Plushies are always my favourite companion.


Been rather busy nowadays, not really because of school. Rather, it's because I've been going out everyday till late night 12am or even later only then I reach home! Hahahaha. Shiok or what, it's like finally I could go out till so late, as compared to last time when I can't even go out. I just love night life. :)

Friday, was Good Friday, thus no school. So yup, obviously I went out! Haha. Went to meet online friend, Raymond. :) Went to plaza sing for movies, watched The Ultimate Winner. Nice show, but can't really be called perfect, maybe rating only 6/10 ? Laughs. I just merely love two things in that whole movie. First, those fucking nice luxury sports cars, seriously damn chio maximum. Secondly, the way the guy celebrated the girl's birthday and proposed to her. It's like damn sweet :)

Thanks him, for treating me to movie, popcorn and also the ben & jerry's icecream. Gah, actually I feels bad ah, first time meet, then let him pay everything x.x . I wanna pay, but he don't let :( I know everyone says that's gentleman, but aiyoyo :/

After movie just walked around. Oh yeah, just gotten this daughter, Eileen. Haha, she came to find us just to say hello. She's prettaye okay :3 Hehe, she's so sweet, love her. :) First day become my daughter, then next time come meet me already! :3

Trained down to Bugis to meetup with elder brother. I love him damn freaking much, he queued a damn long queue just to buy KOI for me. He bought the large cup one somemore, super sweet of him right! He's always so nice to me despite disturbing me always, hehe. Love him ttfm okay. :)

Hang out around Bugis, had dinner at Swensen's. Then head on to Desserts along the road side. Together with his WOW's friends, Hahaha. All online friends (Y) We're more to the cyber world, yay.

Saturday, went out to meet up with DerekLer, my long lost superb best primary school friend who've always been damn fucking nice to me ever, for all these years since primary school till now. Hahahaha. Well, he broke up with girlfr, so yeah, went to keep him company by making him forget everything lah, fuck the girlfr, so slut, 6 years relationship just end like that because of a new guy whom she just met. Fucker right? 6 years sia, she thought 6 days -.- .

Oh yeah, his friend, Raymond, was my gan-daddy. Yeah, so just nice met him. Haha! So funny, so coincident. :) Caught the movie, A Chinese Ghost Story. Quite nice uh that movie! Like a sweet only. Hehe. Thanks Derek, for treating me to movie, popcorn and the icecream too. Gah, I really don't know what to say after being always treated x.x . But yeah, thanks you all a million for being so gentlemen always treating me!

Slack around, went to Roger's house, another my online friend, which is also Derek's friend. LOL. But we know damn long already la :) Hm, slack awhile at his house, played with Derek's iphone to facebook, thanks uh! As it's somehow late, 11pm already! Raymond daddy drived Derek back home first cus he gotta rush home. After that, he drived me home. Hehe, thanks daddy. :)

Sunday, rest at home, at last ! :D

Monday which is yesterday, I pon PE lesson cus I overslept for 2 hours! PE class starts at 930am, yet I woke up at 11am. LOL. Just nice PE lesson ended then I wake up (Y) . Power right me. LOL. Went to school for the second lesson, 1pm. Hahaha! Go school just to play CLAY, then end school. Shiok or what. Cus we've clay modelling workshop, so fun hurh. We've to use clay to make out something that gotta do with pastries. I MADE A CUTE LITTLE HEART SHAPED CAKE! :D

Today, mum went genting! :( I skipped school again. I didn't went to school for the first 2 lessons. 9am to 1pm lesson, I stayed home. (Y) . LOL. So I went to school for the whatever Food recycle programme I have. But I seriously regretted la, fuck. Handle with fermented soil and whatever shit stuffs, made me almost vomitted like seriously.. I didn't expect it to be this way.. Sighs. I wanna back out! :(

And so yeah, obviously, I ran away from it again. I came back home while my friends still continue with it. Oh wells, sorry. I really couldn't take it uh.

Boring la this few days, sian maximum. Something wrong with me, but I don't know what. So don't need ask ^^.

Shall update tomorrow bah, hehe.

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♥ Topsy-Turvy life always.



Welllllooos, late update yet again! Whoops, but whatever. :D

Past few days, I've been, yeah like what many of you said, EMO-ING. Yah lah, indeed I am really emo-ing the past few days. But awhile happy, awhile upset. A bit screwed up daily life of mine eh? Indeed, fml.

Suddenly really got my life screwed up, I don't know why. LOL. Fuck it lah, can't be bothered much anymore. Life's always fucked up, right? So, forget it! Move on with life no matter whatever things happen!

Horh? I'm always that cheerful Rebecca you people know, yes I will be back. I wanna smile like how I always did, I will. :)

Anyway, had Chocolate Inscription Practical Test today. It's like, omgzxc ! Hands trembling like whoaaaa, stress ley! :( Gotta use chocolates to write words such as "Happy Birthday" & "Congratulations" . Tsk tsk tsk, it's damn freaking fun, but at the same time, damn freaking stress. Hahaha! But we still managed to write it out nicely lah, shiok!

I took with and without effects, hehe.
Show you my masterpiece, hohoho :P






Looks easy to write horh!? But sorry, it's difficult when it's your FIRST TIME doing! Must keep practice and practice! Wished one day I could do it so freely like how my teacher did, perfect! (Y)

Hehe, that's what I had for my test today, hopefully I could get an A or B for this ah. Chocolates Chocolates is always loved! :D

Anyway, I was so damn angry today, but I kept it inside lah, didn't really told anyone. Fuck that person, who always pangseh me. Like seriously, fuck you. Y'know I really hate people to pangseh me, and yet you still keep doing so to me! It's like, waa you purposely sibo?! Next time I pangseh you, you mai kp me okay! Hate you max sia. The furious thing is, IT'S NOT THE FIRST YOU SAID SORRY TO ME! Zz.

Damn you :( I am nice to you, but I ain't nice to bully ley, idiot. Don't ever do it again, like seriously. Arbo I really will stop talking to you AGAIN. You should know I really will do that, because I did it to you before once, because you pangseh-ed me for another person. Last time, I'm serious. :)

Okay, I shall go off now. Like bored! Omgzxc. Shall migrate to facebook again :P Hehehe, anything find me at facebook hurh. I'll be there! :)

`My heart wandered off to somewhere, to find a place that wouldnt abandon it again.

♥Don't fucking judge me if you don't know me.



Hai, my lovely blog.

Apologies, I neglected you for days because of a guy yet again. Argh. I'm in a miserable state too, sighs.

Just on the 8th of april, I went down to parkway kpool with a bunch of funny crazy little people, all guys though. But yeah, they're all damn fun and lovable. Made me laugh and laugh non-stop the whole night. Someone got dared to kiss me, and yeah, end up he really did kissed me. Great or what, cause he's the one I like.

Yeah. He hugged me on the bus journey from parkway all the way to bedok inter, I was feeling so oh damn nice, being hugged by a guy I like. After we went separate ways, I texted him. & we texts all the way..

& yup, end up, he finally asked me for stead. I was like, wow so happy. So, of course, I accepted duh. Yaaaa, feels so awesome when he's finally my boyfriend. Even though he's 4years younger than me, but like seriously, who cares about age la fuck.

09042011, 1201pm. Supa loved moment ever. BUT. Sadly. We only lasted for 3days, 3days of such damn happiness, & I swear it's really happiness moments. He cares for me like how much my family cares for me. Totally sweet ttm :') But well, the fact is that, we ended.

Yaaa, as usual, I cried so damn much, didn't slept for 2 nights. Didn't ate for 2 days. Didn't attend school. I'm so silly as ever, but oh wells. I'm okay now, I suppose. As I promised him and manymany others, I WILL BE OKAY, AND I MEAN IT. :)

I told myself this :

Even married couples do quarrels and have misunderstanding, so what's the big deal about our teenage love quarrels/fights/arguments/misunderstanding or even breakups? It's just a part and parcel of life. You gotta know that some people in your life are just meant to be your friends, so just treasure that special friendship well enough and I'm sure you'll be happy for life. :>

& yes, I'll definitely be okay anytime from now. People who was worried for me, thanks a million. Appreciates your care and concern, love you all. ♥

No worries, I won't cry again. Though he isn't my boyfriend now, but at least he's still my greatest wondeful favourite kor. So loving this special sibling relationship with him, LOL. Awesome max okay, don't jealous I've such nice brother :P

Hai, cheerful Rebecca is back on track again k! :)
Alrighty, perhaps I should end here. I'm so tired, I shall go slack at facebook! Hehe. Will update again, someday. :P

`You were the best boyfriend and brother I ever had, thanks for everything! :D

♥ Hey player, actually you've already lost the game.



It's fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ! But still, boring. LOL.

Okay somehow, I'm heading down to parkway kpool later in the eveing. Surprising? Yes. Somehow, I don't really feel like going because of something. But I promised people that I'd go, so no choice got to go.

Guess I'll be back home LATE today again? Cus parkway is like at the other side of Singapore from where I'm staying, takes me roughly an hour to reach home! Laughs.

Anyways.. left only TWO more days of holidays. !#$#!%$%!$ ~ Shit man, time flies. So fast holiday ending, argh :(

Okay, I shall stop here. I update 2 posts today, whee~ `I just love the way you lie, because you fail big time.

♥ Happy Birthday JordyAngAngAng.



Here's a random photo we took in school when our lecturer was late for class for more than an hour. Laughs. Anyway, love this photo. :)

It's his birthday today, but unfortunately, we can't really celebrate it as his dad passed away earlier this February. Hais, life's so unpredictable. But still, admire his will of being strong despite such a huge blow on him. Hope he'll be feeling better :)

Gonna go out to find them at cityhall now, I'm somehow late, but neverminds. Was supposed to join them for lunch together, but wasn't feeling well when I woke up this morning. Sighs, kept on falling sick. :(

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Okay, I forgot to publish this post yesterday after I finished typing. LOL, sotong. So yeah, I shall continue update from here since it's meant for yesterday's.

Trained down to cityhall and met them at citylink mall. Walked around, and to marina square. Somehow all of us got stucked at the prizestage area, playing ufo catchers. & sadly, everyone of us wasted our money, cus none of us gotten anything -.- Kns.

Off to superbowl, due to the crazy price there, $3 per game, we merely played one. So boring, why so ex ! After bowling, went to arcade to play daytona. It's like so freaking fun to have 8people playing daytona together ^^ .

Went out of marina square and started spamming photos. Yaa, everyone trying to do funny pose, so cute. Will upload them to facebook soon :) Went off first with my elderbrother cus he came to find me, yups. He brought me to eat pasta ! Hehe. After pasta, anderson's ice cream ! Supa nice nice nice (Y) ~

Back home right after that cus he's super tired already :)

Oh wells. For the past few days which I didn't update, even though it's just staying home. With my elderbrother, he's such a joker who never fails to make me laugh. Hehe, love him max !

& of course not forgetting, it's not only JordyAng's birthday.

It's 3 other of my good good friend's birthday.

Happy Birthday Cyrus Lee Wei Kai, ♥

Happy Birthday Leow Han yi , ♥

Happy Birthday Hadad , ♥

You guys are important to me, hope you guys had a great birthday out there with whoever you celebrated it with. Like seriously, hoping to meet all of you up! Yup, Happy Birthday once again. :)

`I'm no longer in your love game, please go.

♥ Differenciate between love and hate.



Ouh, been 5 days since I last came to update. Ohkay, I'm rather busy, or rather not convenient to do so.

Yaaaa as usual, been having insomnia lately. Like seriously, it's sickening. LOL. & I'm really transforming into an owl real soon. Everyday, I sleeps in between 6am - 8am. & I wakes at 3pm - 4pm. How pig!♥

Laughs. But whatever man, it's the last week of holiday. No more chance to sleep until such a hour already, sian max.

Anyways, I'm so tempted to go iceskating, ecp cycling, bbq or whatever man. But sadly, nobody is even planning anything! Oh wells.

`I used to hate you, but now I love you.