Thanks for being the love of my life, I wanna marry you, ACBP. ♥

I still remember our FIRST KISS. Yeah baby, I still remember it sooooo vividly! & that's really awesome. Care for a tap-tap revenge challenge? (: Heh, you know I know. That's how I got the first kiss from you, that particular place, that particular spot, that particular feeling, that particular atmosphere, that particular moment, that particular smile, that particular shyness & that particular kiss. It made my night, that moment of love, just came rushing up to me. Hey baby, I miss that. & I'll always remember our first kiss. I love you ♥

On my lappy just to blog, and I'll be off to sleep! Because baby is already asleep, and I've nothing to do without him being around, so I'll just sleep once I'm done right here blogging! Yep. (:

Today is just simply work work and work, I mean like, I spent freaking 5hours to complete that fondant cake with make-up sets, okay it's really difficult to do. & it really takes time to do them all. But when it's done, that sense of accomplishment of creating a beautiful cake out, is totally awesome. Yup. (:

Had a small little tiff with baby on the phone when I was about to reach home, that tiff, sucks ): I really hate to quarrel with baby, I mean like, it's so unhealthy to us ! But like everyone always says, quarrels or misunderstanding between a couple is always inevitable. Yeah, which is so so true. Those things, are always coming to us, but I'm always so glad that we'll always pull through them, baby would always still try to make me smile so easily. You know, nobody could like, make me smile so easily as and when they like? Only He could. I mean, It's just so amazing. The reason behind the smile which appears on my face, is always the sweetest. (:

Well anyway, exactly 2 weeks more to our 1 year anniversary ! Holymoly, happiness strikes ! Hehehe. Hey babbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbyboy, you know something? You're my best boyfriend, & despite those unhealthy stuffs that happened between us, I've never regretted being with you or loving you ♥

Hugs aren't free. Coming from that certain person you love, hugs means a million. ♥

Ayyyyyyyyyyyyyye! Kinda mia, again. Walauuu :/ Okay, I was just tired everytime I came back home from work and stuffs! Anyway, back again today! Hehe.


Perhaps I shall just talk about the past few days, it has been quite awesome for some parts! Yup.


After Father's Day last weekend, the whole week, I think I merely just went to work? Thursday - Saturday, as usual. But I've to go back to working full-time again soon, ughhh. Hate to know the fact, but, boss said she'll be sending me for courses for sure, just that at the approriate time! Hooray, I was so happy after knowing that! Because those courses I wanna go is seriously too expensive for me to handle. :/ Gah. Thanks boss!


On the 23rd, it was such an unlucky day, like really so sway. So yeah, I'm kinda hating that day :/ Quite a few things happened, that explains why. Firstly, had a real big quarrel with baby. But we made up after that. Followed on, we went to hougang's pasarmalam, bought a new couple bracelet, but after that we sat down for baby to smoke and he took out his watch to wipe his sweat, we forgot to take the watch when we walked away. When we rushed back, the watch was just simply Gone, vanished. -.- Even after trying to search for so long, still can't be found, well so nevermind, we decided to just go. While walking back to baby's house, baby accidentally kicked and stepped onto the burned incense paper on the walking path, god. We quickly said sorry, and continue walking.


Well but after that, had a great dinner at baby's house. It was awesome. (: Sitting at the living room eating dinner together with baby was always that awesome! (: Stayed there till like almost 11pm, and baby asked me to cab back home. I was kinda afraid, because I kept on having wild thinking that if I were to take a cab back, the cab would get into an accident and crash. Don't know why, that thinking just stucked there! That's why I was really afraid, but I didn't dare to tell baby about it. So kept it till the next day before I told him. Eek. Reached home at about 1130? Yeah, and slept after awhile!


Yup. & Yesterday, I went to work. Actually just for 3hours supposingly, but end up working the whole day because of a reason, which I cant say. Haha! But, surprinsingly, baby appeared at my shop and surprised me. Oh! I was so stun and really surprised! Gah. Hehe. But horrrr, I was actually doing a surprise gift for baby that day, a cake, his favourite oreo, didn't want him to know till the day when we're gonna celebrate our 1year. Aik, but since he was there, I can't hide it any further, so just told him about it. Eek! So anyway, we're done at the shop, and went off! Khalya longbang us a ride to hougang mall in the cab! So sweet. Hehe. So we went Hougang mall, to buy baby a wallet. Goldlion genuine leather wallet, which costs me $71.10. Haha! It's so much better than the old one which was also bought by me. Well, Glad baby is loving that wallet (:


Today! End of holiday, and start of school. So baby went to school as usual in the early morning while it's my turn to sleep in more. Met baby at like 4pm+, after buying pasar malam foods and I walk over to baby's house to wait for him. Haha! Craving for pasar malam's foods always, that's just me. :D Hmm, went to void deck and finish up our foods. & baby started doing his homework, while I was there trying to teach him when he doesn't know ^^. Hehe, loving that feeling when I could be baby's pillar of study as well. (: Though my studies aren't good, but at least I'm trying to help. (:

After finishing, went to provision shop to buy stuffs. Sat outside there to eat and drink. Yup, baby's friend still haven't reach, so we changed of plans. Went back baby's house, I waited at the staircase, while baby went in to get his bike. Yup, and went down to slack awhile. Skipped* & baby sent me to hougang mall outside after he done ordering his food. And baby went back, and I went to mrt. Hehe. Thanks baby for sending me there ! I love you !


So happy it's already the 25th of June, means it's gonna be 12th of July anytime soon! Hooray. Means it's gonna mark our 1 year anniversary together ! Oh yeah~ So excited! I'm so happy ^^. Hehe. Gotta celebrate it ! Hey baby, you're awesome, do you know that? Please know it if you doesn't know! Thanks for everything, you're my best boyfriend on earth. I love you!♥

Found this at a random web, so cute ! Hehe. Yup, It's Father's Day. & It's the best Father's Day ever in the whole list of Father's day history that my family ever had. (: Celebrate Father's day twice today, simply because, one was with baby's family, one was with my own family. Hehe. 

Had a father's day lunch together with baby's whole family, lunch at Nex's Ding Tai Fung. Hmmm, food there was yummy, & baby's mom ordered really alot! Till they're so full, and I'm sooo full too. HAHA. Oh, and first time baby's bro was together o.o . Had much laughter during the lunch though! Hehe. Like, the feeling of family, you can never describe. (:

After the lunch, baby's bro went back home. & we continued to shop shop awhile with his parents at Nex. But because I've to go back to my work place to finish up my undone cake, so we left Nex at about 3pm+, and train down to Kovan. But we're like stucked there, and we've nowhere else to go either, I wanted to go vivo, but it's too far. Hmm, so stayed at the shop all the way till 8pm, exactly like I'm working o.o . Haha! But it's different because baby was with me working together (:

After shop close, accompany baby train back to buangkok, and we slowly take a slow walk down to his house (: Hehe. I love that feeling, having a walk together hand in hand. Awesome!♥

& suddenly daddy called me, and told me he was outside my shop 0.0 . I stun, I told him I was at hougang :x So he drove over baby's house downstairs to fetch me ^^. So baby accompany me to wait for daddy to come! Whee. Like just about 5-8mins later, daddy called and say he reached. Walked over, and baby called him, and when we said bye, baby wished my daddy Happy Father's Day, and they both are like soooo cute. Hehe. Loving that feeling (:

So we went off, and baby went back his house. Went over to Serangoon/YCK area, to the House Of Seafood 180 for dinner, but waited for mummy & bros to reach there. Waited like almost 20mins lo! Rawrs. So when they reached, we went in to the restaurant! Daddy order sooo much o.o .

2 kinds of crabs, chilli and black pepper. Steamed fish. Buns. Mushroom Veg. Sharkfin soup. God :/ That dinner, costs $284. & I feels bad like, daddy paid the whole thing :/ But anyway, we had laughter throughout the whole dinner, perhaps that's worth it. Because it've been a real long time since we last ate together SO happily, as a family. Really. I miss my family dining together ♥

The reason why I value my family so much, because if it's not because of them, I wouldn't have came so far in my life. They've never gave up on me no matter how rebellious or rude I gets. Family means a lot to me, I always love them. That's why I always love to spend time together with them ♥

  

Hmmm, anyway after dining, daddy continue to drive his cab, and we send bro's girlfr home, and we headed home! I really love today's Father's Day, really to the max. I'm gonna do the same when Mother's Day come next year! I've always love my daddy, despite him being so fierce at times. But he's always my most loved daddy always. I heard of the saying which always comes from a dad, "No man is good enough for his daughter." Understands this? Heh. Daddy has always been my king. Found this below pic at facebook, & I find it awesome, so I took it ^^.

Hey Daddy, Happy Father's Day, I love you. ♥

Distance never separates two hearts that really care, just like me and baby. (: We might be living reallllll far apart, one north one west, but it'll never separate us. (:

Awesome day spent today. Though at work, but baby was there. The most awesome part was, when I taught baby how to do piping skills on the cake! (: So so glad that baby actually wanna learn. Hehe.

Tiring day though. & I smells like DURIAN even till now. Because of the durian cakes I did just now, ohgod. I hate the smell, really very much. Disgusting ): No matter how I try to wash my hands, it's still full of Durian smell ! Aaaaah ._.

Okay anyway. There's work tomorrow, okay boring ): I'm so tired.
HATE WAKING UP EARLY ! x.x ... Gah.

Well, overall, today was just a good day, with love! :D

12th, Happy 11th Monthsary! ♥

to the one and only dearest boy I've always only been loving, for the past whole 11months journey down. Everyday whenever I wakes up, the first thing I do is always unlock my phone and text him, I've never failed to do so. Or even call him the moment I reached home, instead of doing what I'm supposed to do - Call my mum. Whatever I do, I'll always think of you first. Maybe you couldn't see it, yeah, you wouldn't know I've always been placing you above all. Like you too.

I've always been loving you, showing you how much I ever love you. Perhaps I don't express the same way as you, or how others express their love, but whatever I do to express my love, that's my way of expressing. I've never been good at expressing myself, so please forgive me if I didn't do well.

For all these while, my everyday has always been circling with you, just you. I might be working, might be traveling all around back and forth by myself, might have a random long-lost chat with a normal guy-friend, might randomly receive unknown numbers text trying to chat with me. But all these, are just nothing. All you ever need to know is, You, are always the only one.

I love my family, just like how I love you, because I've always wanted you to become a part of my family. I would never compare my family and you, my whole entire life, the most I ever loved has always been my family and you. The closest love ever exists on earth.

Regardless of anything, I always love you.

I really thanks you a freaking lots, for everything you've done. Be it good or bad, it's all from you. Good ones, I'll always remember and keep it in my heart. Bad ones, I'll remember it too, but on the part where it'll be gone and forgotten. At least those good & bad made me got closer to knowing you deeper and deeper each and every time.

Quarrels and fights are always inevitable. Nobody loves quarrels or fights, miscommunications or misunderstandings. But we can always prevent it, when two of us are understanding enough to just say Sorry and give in, in a sincere way, instead of like "whatever kind of attitude". Yeah of course, we won't be happy if that's the way. :/ Maybe it gonna takes time, but I'm sure and confident enough that we would make it. (:

Put that aside. Things that you've gave in, I always know. I don't show it, but I know. You always surprise me with lots of things, that I'll easily be smiling or laughing like crazy, or sometimes so surprised that I actually cried straight infront of you. Hah. I miss that! ^^. Yes, I always know the good side of you, everyone has a good and a bad side, it's up to us to find it out and accept it, or ignore it. Not just me, you've your worse temper, anger, attitude too, but baby, I accepted it. Still hoping you'll change, maybe not for me, but for your own good and future. I've never once said to leave you because of all those nonsense, because I simply want you in my life.

But baby, just to remind you, you're always the greatest boy I ever had. (:
Thanks love.

Happy 11th Monthsary, AdenChiaBP. ♥

♥ You and I, always gonna be Us.

Just a random picture I found online which I find it nice (: Yup.

I think I didn't blogged yesterday? Hm. Because yesterday was totally a fucked up day, I was so stressed till I actually cried, over what? Over work. Fuck the work, customers complaint calls the whole day, I was so stressed, till I almost burst. But even till now, I'm still in that trouble. Haven't seems to get out yet. Ohwells..


Anyway, today was a great day, sooooooooo much better than yesterday. Because today no work, and a whole day out with baby, and his parents (:

Woke up at 730 when baby called me, yeah I was like dead tired, I don't even know what I was talking when baby called. :/ But still, I dragged myself out of the bed despite being way tired, I still got myself to bathe, prepare and leave house by 815am.

I slept the whole journey on the train, like really, first time I ever slept on the train till really over. That I almost missed my stop because I was deep asleep. Reached my stop, and I slowly walk down to baby's house. Reached at like 930am? Spam called baby, but baby didn't pick up at all, only until the 8th call. Waited downstairs for 15mins, I almost fell asleep ._. . & baby still suddenly a bit not happy because I know I was not talking in a happy tone, I was like, what? x.x . But anyway, baby asked me go up after that (:

Cabal for awhile while waiting for baby's dad to be back home from work. Left house at about like 1+ I think? Went to AMK to eat sushi, I forget the restaurant name :O ! Hmm, yeah ate sooooo much, I was bloated :x But it was a great meal together though (:

After eating, went back to hougang mall, shopping all around. And bought stuffs. Went to find skinny jeans with baby, while he was trying, I went to paid money without telling him :x Hehehehe! & when he came out and ask the uncle how much, the uncle told him that I already paid, HAHA, that moment, was so nice :p Looking at baby's surprised face, hehehehhee. So cute :3

After that, went to puffpuff, and went back to collect the jeans and back to hougang mall to find his parents at NTUC, was shopping for groceries (: Kinda playing all around in there ah ._. . Hahahah, even baby's dad, so funny, still play hide-n-seek/catching with us. Hahaha!

Yup, after those buying, went back home, helped to carry all those stuffs back up. & started to cabal again, till like about 8pm, I stopped playing and just rest. But I just dozed off :/ & this baby, was looking at me dozing away on the chair! :$ Aik. He didn't wake me up, but sat there to look at me instead. Eek :x Hehe.

Yup, so baby ride me to mrt station at about 845pm. & he rode back home (:
Thanks baby, today was totally an awesome day out together! Really enjoyed myself. Gonna see you tomorrow again for cycling after so long, hoorays! :D Happy happy! I had a great day the whole of today, really loved. I love you dearie, you're always my precious (: ♥

♥ Nothing called fairytale exits, there's only one thing existing, which is You.

I've always been a nuisance, making you unhappy, being a bitch, or even causing trouble for you all the times without me knowing. Yes, I know it's hard work loving me, but I'm so glad you don't mind at all. (:

I had a terrible day today starting from morning. Because my eyes hurts so much that I really just kept on tearing, it's like, making me feel like crying out so badly because of the pain I'm having the whole day, but well, I can say that till now the pain is still there. x.x

Didn't smile the whole morning, till noon. All the way until the moment I saw baby appearing right infront of me at the back of my working place, I mean like, waaaaa, so surprised. Immediately I asked baby why is he there, he replied, "Because you said you weren't smiling for the whole day, so I came specially to make you smile." You know, at the point of time, that particular moment, my heart totally melted, I was so touched, that baby actually said that. My day was totally shit, only until baby came and said that to me, my day just simply turned brighter right away. Seriously, I'm really happy. (:

Hmm, after all those, chilled at the backyard of the shop, but all along I can already see Sophia being kinda unhappy or something because I broke the rules once again, but I didn't really wanted to bother about it at that moment, so I just continued sitting at the back accompanying baby and not do any work. 

But something just went wrong, and we had a small tiff. So baby just stood up and walk away, I mean, walk out of the shop ): I went immediately downnnnnnnnnnnn, till I broke down right away, I cried. & Sophia came talking to me, that baby has to understand that I'm working under someone. & Khalya told me the reason for my probation, I could understand. Just that, I don't feel good being under probation after all that I've done, those hard works I've put in at this shop, trying to make all those special cakes looks perfect as much as possible, racking my brains. Seriously, the pay isn't high at all, that's the point that sometimes I just doesn't feel like doing anything at work. -.-

Anyway, back to that. Baby went off, & I cried for like 10mins, and I've no choice but to brace myself up, wipe all my tears and go back to the kitchen to finish my customized cake, because it's already late, & I wanna go home early to accompany baby, that's the only thing on my mind. So I wipe it all away, tho I'm still feeling real down, but I have to do that cake. I tried to think of all the happy stuffs with baby, I smiled. 

Halfway through when I was doing the cake, baby just suddenly pop right back infront of me again, with 2 bags of stuffs he bought for me, so suddenly!! Gosh, I gotten another surprised another time! I was like, whuuuuuuut!? I seriously just wanna jump up and hug baby to say thank you, he's really sweet okay. (: After passing me, he just went off again, & I was stun again, but I was rushing something so I couldn't run out ): So yes, I quickly continue my stuffs just so that I could end asap, but without knowing, baby was all along at the backyard, sitting there waiting for me, & I actually didn't see. God, I'm so blind for goodness sake :/

So I hurried all my stuffs, and got baby's help on certain things, thank god baby was there. Really thanks alot. So packed everything and done at about 830pm. It was so late, so we rushed out to cab, and had a quarrel over the phone with my mum, but baby cheered me up. Thanks baby. Cab him home, and I continue to cab home. (: Game with baby till now, after blogging and it's time to sleep (:

Hey baby,

I must admit you're really one sweet guy, I sincerely thank you for everything you've ever done for me. Even tho we're quarreling, you still did so much things for me, even to the extent of going to the mall and buy all the stuffs I wanted, I'm always on your mind. (': Thanks baby, I'm really really touched and appreciating everything that you did. All these, will always be kept in my heart, I'd never ever forget them. Thanks alot. I love you, really way way way much. You're just one awesome guy, I love everything that you done. People might misunderstood you for being bad to me, but they gotta know how much good things you've did for me, really. Thanks a freaking hell lots , my dearest boy ever . I love you ♥

♥ Baby, you light my world like nobody else. 

 Isn't it cute? When your boyfriend kiss you this way. & obviously without saying, I love it when baby does that (: I'd simply just smile like how the girl smiles. It's just a great feeling (: I miss baby.

Tiring day,  really tired out. I'm really having lack of sleep, really. My eyes are so swollen, so tired and swollen that it kept on tearing on its own, which really hurts my eyes, plus I'm wearing contact lens. Seriously not good. I want my sufficient sleep.. Working life = sucks much. I really need more rest.

Was playing game, but I was so tired that I actually closed my eyes to play. God, can you like imagine how tired I am? I've never done that. & it's kinda pretty serious if I do. ._. But, I still did tahan and chiong my level, by leveling twice straight. (:

Today wasn't a good day, at all. Everything is simply just going against me. Like seriously. The thought of going home when I end work, was so happy. But it didn't turned out very good either. Well, it's okay, I don't wanna continue saying (: Nobody's wrong, so it's okay.

I'm just really tired out from work, sleeping during late midnight between 1-2am, and have to wake up few hours later at 9am, and work for 9 whole hours. My body couldn't take this any much longer, I could withstand all these tiredness, but I know I'm a weak person, I fall sick easily. Getting insufficient sleep, always has been one of the cause for my prone to sickness, including my sensitive nose. Understand me. It's not I don't wanna stay up late. I wished I could. I'm trying my best, if you could actually sees it. I did. I'm sorry. 

Anyway, can't wait for next monday to come. I'd be loving it, so much so much. (: I miss my boy.

Ciaos for now, it's gonna be 12am again. Goodnights (:

♥ I'm at the payphone, trying to call home. All my of change I spent on you. 

 

I want you, not only for today, not only for tomorrow, not only for the next following weeks to go, but for the rest of my life, I just want you. Hold my hand, I'll always be holding yours tightly and walk through the roads ahead of us.

I've no work today! Which is a good thing, because I finally can sleep in late. I'm really not an early person, I can't wake up early, I'll feels sick without getting enough rest. I'm that type of person, I really can't wake up early. I'll feel real weird and unwell. Put it simply, I'm just someone who wakes up late. Just not the same time as what others describe as early.

Hmmmm, today hurrr. Baby was suppose to come my house to find me after his program ends. But it ended late today, I had this idea of surprising him by popping out infront of him at mcys, so I quickly just prepared and left house to train down to redhill. I rushed so fast, that I reach by exactly 4pm. But baby still not done T.T ! So I waited there till like, 440pm+ . Baby finally came out, together with his friends o.o .

Cab back my house, then after that cab back to baby's house, for dinner! Whee. Baby's mom cooked and asked me up for dinner (: Hehe. So happy whenever that happens. It's just, awesome. (: She cooked so much today, specially that soup! Bak kut teh ^^v . Superbly awesomely nice. :D

After dinner, baby quickly send me to mrt before 9pm. Ride me to mrt station ^^. Love it when baby ride me all over. Because I can hold him tight ! :3

Anyway, I had fun today. Joy and laughters. Everything. Was a wonderful day, thanks to baby. Hey baby, thanks for everything, I really appreciates them all. I might not express myself well fully, but please know that I do. (: I love you, so much. Thanks!♥

Hmmm, guess that's all for today! It's getting late, 12:10am now! Okay, midnight, aaaaah. I've work tomorrow again, awww tired ==" . Gotta sleep, 9hours of work. goddamn it!

Goodnights, ciaos first now!
Goodbye (:

♥ I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough.

 

AdenChiaBP! That's for you (:

Everyday, I'll always have this 1 thing 2 do, 3 words 4 you, & that's simply, I love you.

Each and every day since the 12th of July last year, I've never failed to say at least once of "I love you" to you, at most, is sooooo many times a day. Haha! But I just love doing so, because that's just what I'm always feeling everyday whenever I wakes up or goes to sleep. Yes, you're always on my mind no matter how much things I've to worry about. (:

So, let's talk about today! Actually nothing much, except for just working. & currently just done gaming with baby in cabal, yup. Still on the phone with him, while I'm here blogging this, before he sleeps! Hehe. Today's work totally is like, crap! Everyone's baking = fail. Something is wrong with today's atmosphere or something, how come everyone bake fail when we were extra careful with all the procedures already. Hurrrr~

Anyway, finally gonna get to see baby tomorrow. Okay, I'm like reallllllllllll happy about it okay. It's like, freaking 1 whole week without meeting him already! God. That explains why I'm soooooo happy! (:

11th monthsary is coming in exactly just a week time, I'm so happy, really way way happy. No words could describe my feeling I'm having, I couldn't express myself out, just simply, Happy. (:

Yup okay, perhaps that's all for today? Just a rough update, because I don't wanna be lazy to update ^^. Hehe. Gonna sleep early, I'm so tired that my eyes are hurting. :/ ! Goodnights love! (:

♥ Summer paradise with you.


After half a year of not blogging, I'm back here blogging once again. Okay, blogger changed, I'm trying to get used to it anyway. Got over controlled by my laziness back then, that explains why I stopped blogging. Well, shall just hope I won't be lazy again ^^ At least there's this one person who's always motivating me to blog, because he wanna read, right ACBP!? ^^. Doesn't know who ACBP is? He's my boyfriend, my loveliest boyfriend. We've been together for 10months+, just 8more days to our 11th monthsary. He's just that someone I love, always. Despite everything, nothing's gonna change my love for him. Yup, never. Okay so it's just yet another simple blogskin, I anyhow edited o.o . New songs up, all my favourite songs, still so many more, but I'm really tired trying to add songs in because the player web keep having problems, so there's only 58songs in there ^^. Oh yah, and tagboard, changed to another one, gotta click the link there, and go over to the tagboard itself, I think that's better than the previous ones I always use! Hehe. Leave me a tag alright? ^^.


Hmm, okay. That's my favourite photo from the Graduation day (: I've already graduated from my ITE course, so yeah, I really don't know where to go next. I feels like studying, but those fees are just way way way expensive. So, I'm currently working, yet again. So boring, really hate to work ): But I've really got no choice, I can't depend on my parents for so long, because I'm already turning 20 this year?!?! Fug. Gotta work and save up some money for my own. Cus I really really really wanna study further, because I'm interested in furthering my studies. Just some financial matter (; Wellllll, there's work tomorrow, which sucks, I swear. But, there's money to earn, so gotta persists on. Jiayou! (:

Okay, time to go play cabal with baby now, ciaos first ^^.