went sk0ol dhen ii s0 cold
kakaka. >< f0rget brinqq jacket.
haiish, dhen no choice lorhs.
morninqq cold dao...shiverinqq x.x
aftern0on hot dao...cant c0ncentrate 0n paper.
LOLS! dhen d0 halfway rest awhile. zzzz
still g0rt time narhs, nebermind.

geography sucks!
ARGH ! i dunno how to do !!
zzzz..s0 many thinqqs is on WATERFALL !
walau..f0rget everythinqq sia. sobsob
i really did study lorhs.
budden paper come, all forget. diia0s
paiiseh w0rs k0rr, wasted y0ur eff0rt. =x

chinese paper 1 ! ><
phew, lucky ytd g0rt my personal teacher
remindd me dhe letter f0rmat. LOLS!
haha! THANKS ALOTS YA ! <3333
wooo, quite difficult dhe questi0ns.
................................ !!!!!
alm0st fall asleep while d0inqq
dhen keep talkinqq wibb hadad. lols!
cos 0f dhe cher larhs. keep d0inqq funny thinqqs
lols. make us wann laugh cann0rt laugh. -.-

chinese paper 2 ! o.o
oh my ? difficult man.
lols! nebermind..try try try
budden still g0rt ask ask ask! =x
hehes. cos alot dunn0 narhs. ><
nebermind, d0 wann finish dhat time
darran k0rr keep askinqq me f0r answers.
LOLS! he ask fr0m page 1 till page 4 ! all MCQ. x.x
woooo, pr0 pr0 ! lols
might as well take my paper dhen see urself sia.

actually exam end at 1:45
zzz! dhat cher .... ?
extend 5mins extend 5mins. zzz!
extend 5mins fr0m 1:45 to 2pm.
LOLS! crazy teacher we've met. *SWAY* ~
end lia0 dhen stay in klaz awhile.
c0s i msginqq. =x dhen went t0 D&T bl0ck wibb jenna marmie
she wann find her cher. dunno wh0 lai de. lols
ha0 liao dhen went t0 dhe concourse dhere wait f0r my mummy
weee ~ wait halfway jenna went 0ff liao. diia0s.
dhen let dhe tiffany & her fren wibb me.
oh my god ! she's a nuisance ! ><
will make my blood boils. zzzz
keep complaininqq t0 me..walau..dunn0 f0r what sia.

lucky my mummy c0me le. -.-
went t0 mac wibb dhem.
argh, sian de larhs.
i eat mac eat da0 sian. dhen t0day still g0 eat.
zzzz! d0wan t0 eat de l0rhs. budden kena naqq.
diia0s. s0 i eat n0rhs. -.-
came back change cl0thes, watch tv
t0o tired t0 bathe lia0 narhs. dhen rest first.
lols! rest da0 yi ban, orhx orhx liao. o.o
diia0s..t0o tired le. >< everynight s0 late dhen slp

woke up at 8pm went t0 bathe
diia0s..finally g0rt energy lia0s.
lols. dhen 0n c0m le.
WOO ! my email..kena fl0oded. LOLS!
sophia ba0beii - 81 emails.
jiayan ba0beii - 80 emails.
meilinqq jie - 4 emails.
LOLS! weee ~ all is frenster comment
hahaha! i gort alot of WO AI NI ! xD

kkays nebermind, my gan-laoq0nq 0nline liao
LOLS! xD weee.. <333
woo.. wait not stead. lols!
wo single de hor ! blehs. xD

``xia0meii; *// we're drifting apart

weee ~ lols! reach sk0ol at 7:20 again !
LOL ! everyday same time. =x haha !
c0s ytd nite t0o late slp lia0 bahs.

MATHS

g0 lecture r0om again !
weeee ~ airc0n r0om. haha !
budden after awhile very c0ld. -.-
dhen dun care l0rhs..
& i have n0 idea wat dhe cher is teaching b0ut. lols.
s0 talk shyt wibb jenna. we're lame !
oh my ~ playing wibb dhe d0ggie ~ zzz
halfway st0p le..dhen take 0ut papers.
actually i wanted t0 draw de. >.<>actually when i t0ok my penknife,
is wanted t0 cut my hand de.
budden..wallace k0rr sitting behind me. x___X
s0 i didnt cut l0rhs. scared he sc0ld me. he l0ok fierce !!! T_T
whatm0re, th0ught 0f wat he & larry k0rr lecture me about ytd...
s0oo..in dhe end. i neber cut my handd. :)
d0nt sc0ld me if i play wibb penknife !
im already trying my best t0 st0p cutting my hand.
but cutting papers instead ~ s0 d0nt s0 fierce le larhs. :(

P.E

0n dhe way d0wn, jenna made me s0 pissed 0ff larhs.
dhen i was sh0uting back at her. -.- haizz
everytime pe less0n..ii will be very l0nely ~~
haiz..c0s zhenyi & xinyi & jenna all n0rt sp0rty de.
dhen wan g0 0ut run als0 n0b0dy peii w0.
wan play what als0 n0b0dy peii w0.. haiizzzzz
s0oo..went t0 play batmint0n wibb dhe boys l0rhs.
whatmore i can do 0ther dhen playing wibb dhe boys? x.x
it was fun larhs! hahaha ! all s0 pr0 de. :P
n0thing t0 say actually als0. haha ! s0 pe less0n shall end ~

ENGLISH

wee~ every english less0n sure very fun de.
c0s dhe cher always d0 funny acti0ns t0 make us laugh at her.
LOL! s0 stupid larhs..smth wr0ng wibb her de l0rhs. zzz
talk = sc0ld # play = sc0ld # pass things = sc0ld
aiya ! whatever we d0 also always = NAGGGGGGGGGGG ~~~
lols! 1 period g0rt 1 h0ur. x.x
in dis 1 h0ur, she cant even finish reading 1 compre passage.
diia0s..c0s she jus lyk t0 nagg at us ! lols.
haha ! dhe less0n jus ended lyk this..n0thing special

RECESS

went d0wn wibb jenna t0 eat.
x.x make me alm0st sh0ut at her again.
wat da hell ! please larhs...st0p it !
g0nna make me fed up one day !! ARGH !!
went t0 eat laksa again. x___X
there's really n0thing much t0 eat in sk0ol. -.-
nvm..eat till bell ring. diia0s..still eating WANG WANG !

CHEMISTRY

lols..i bought 4 packet. went up saw melanie jie.
c0me straight t0 me..lols~ dhen give her 0ne n0rhs.
suddenly mdm yaw came..she say "kaiizh0nqq why y0ur skirt s0 sh0rt huh?"
i was like LOL! went int0 klaz with0ut answering her. haha !
sh0rt dhen sh0rt larhs. aiyo..c0s i bec0me huaii ma. =x lols!
all dhe guys came late f0r less0n..stupid sia.
n0thing t0 say except serve them right. -.-" always c0me late f0r less0ns.
eat during less0n. :P haha ! cher sit in fr0nt me & im eating !
dhen s0 difficult t0 bite. LOL ! c0s bite lia0 sure g0rt s0und de ma.
haha ! dhen was chewing till s0 chum. lol~
eat eat eat ! :DD hahaha ! g0rt listen t0 less0n can le larhs. x]]
less0n ended~~

CHINESE

w0ah, th0ught t0day can relax de l0rhs..
lols! dhen we all d0 fileing dhe wh0le period !
diia0s..kip asking me t0 gibb 0ut all de things.
0h thanks g0odness ! im alm0st fainting ! ~.~
c0s suddenly felt sick ! ARGH !
everyday feeling sick ! h0pe exams time n0rt sick. >.<>END SK0OL

sian..g0rt chemistry remedial
melanie jie came t0 klaz & called me s0 l0ud. -.-
went 0ut find her n0rhs..sian sian
suddenly say "8 lines le h0r!"
WAD DA HELL !!! she als0 kn0w le. x.x
wallace k0rr..zzzz~ nebermind..d0nt care le.
this remedial sux man! cher als0 dunn0 teaching what de
waliao! dhen g0 through test nia..oh tian!
i actually g0t only 9 half up0n 25 ! OMGOMGOMG!!!
sian larhs..ended at 1:45.

FINISH LE!!

weee ~ g0 h0me time !! lols!
called my mummy, she wan c0me fetch me.
haha. s0 after awhile c0me n0rhs.
dhen g0 fetch little br0.
fetch lia0, g0 eat lunch. zzz

AT HOME LE

came back watch tv.
dhen 0n c0m..g0 audi ~ haha ! i 0wn ppl. :P
after dhat, came 0ut..
talk t0 xinyi awhile, dhen g0 bathe le
falling asleep le sia. x.x
end here bah~ x]

wee..t0day zhun sia. 7:20am reach sch main gate !
LOL ! was running in t0 sch0ol. zzz
scared late l0rhs. -.-

D&T

t0day D&T was quite sian larhs.
budden..ii n0rt sleepy ~
haha ! finally. g0rt 1 day n0rt sleepy de.
t0day d0 practical w0rk again ~
my curcuit jus cant work ! lols!
t0day guai hor. :P listen t0 cher.
d0 w0rk..haha ! seldom so guai in D&T lesson. x]

ENGLISH

g0 d0w take b0oks..dhen saw dhe gang 0f boys ~
den hanyi ask me things..ii d0wan answer.
n0rt g0ing t0 talk t0 him again. bl0ody hell !
sian sia ! cher come in quiet quiet !
LOL! dhen brandon dhey all d0ing dhe wat . -.-"
i dunn0. lols. dhen cher kip sc0lding pe0ple
diia0s..wasted lyk alm0st half an h0ur larhs.
hahah ! guai guai ! i neber talk al0t t0day ~

RECESS

wee ~ eat laksa again !
lols..dhe laksa nice sia. x.x
zzz..ii addicted t0 laksa. omg ~

CME
dhe boys late again.
baichi 0r what?
dunn0 h0w to see which lesson mehs.
still wan late..crazy. -.-
cher never teach CME. teach us maths ~
hahaha ! went t0 dhe fr0nt t0 listen ~
dhe less0n ended s0 fast . lols!
maybe i was enjoying it, that's why s0 fast.

CHINESE

sian sian! lols!
cher gibb us wrk t0 do.
wee~ i gort g0 n0rhs.
dhen dhe 0thers all t0king b0ut things.
haiz. sian d0wan t0 j0in in.
jacks0n k0rr keep cutting hand. -.-
cant st0p him..nevermind ~
wan cut dhen cut larhs.
dhen c0me take my penknife away again
dhen we play play play..c0s i wan take back.
accidently cut ti0 my hand. -.-" zzz!
budden n0rt pain larhs..just g0rt bl0od nia.

CHEMISTRY TEST

test chemical f0rmulae.
wee ~ ii dunn0 h0w to do. LOL!
s0 copy copy copy ~ heex :P
every0ne als0 copying l0rhs. lols
~~~~ half an hour ~~~~
finish lerhs ! g0 h0me time !

END SCH0OL

my mummy c0me fetch me ~
haha ! c0s g0ing t0 fetch little br0 als0.
pass by c0me fetch me n0rhs. :P
ltr 0n went t0 eat laksa again ! hahaha !
really addicted t0 laksa sia. =x
dhen was lyk s0 spicy ! oh g0d ! lols.
nebermind..is i wan eat spicy f0od de. x]

went h0me..bathe le dhen g0 slp again
cos feeling s0 sick ! lyk fainting also.
haiz. woke up at 8:30 again ~ diia0s.
0n com..g0 online chat chat ~
b0red ~ went t0 bl0g..dhen haiz. nvm
cut hand here & there..everywhere in my blog also g0rt.
diia0s. nvm..wallace k0rr i kn0w it's you. x.x
k0rrs !! lecture me bahs. alth0ugh maybe it w0nt w0rk..
how many penknife you guys can confiscate from me ???
already cofiscated 3 0f dhem..what more you want me to do ??
maybe im losing t0o much bl0od. haiz.
nevermind...i've nothing to say.
end here bahs..n0 m0od lerhs.

``xia0meii; *// we're difting apart

t0day 7:18 dhen reach sch0ol.
diia0s..everyday s0 late dhen g0 sch0ol.
zzz ! g0 take maths b0ok lia0 BELL RING !

MATHS

sian sian sian !! t0day is miss seah teach.
zzz..dhen g0 lecture r0om. haha ! g0rt airc0n~
every0ne relaxing..n0rt even listening t0 cher larhs.
haiz..m0odswing bahs. played wibb penknife~
and jus kip cutting my hand !!
ii cut s0 many lines !!
bleed. -.- g0 wash hand c0s itchy sia.


ENGLISH

sian sian sian !!!
read newspaper f0r dhe 1 wh0le period
diia0s..dhen al0t ppl n0rt even reading larhs.
all talking talking talking..zzz
nebermind..end klaz very fast..lols.

SOCIALSTUDIES

t0day cher ask us copy things.
source based questions again~
sian sia..s0 difficult ! oh tian !
budden see dhe marks lyk s0 easy get. lols!
end less0n at 10:45! oh shyt !
dhen recess time left 15 mins. zzz !

RECESS
t0day queue s0 sh0rt.
budden jenna g0 queue dhe long one.
diia0s..c0mfirm late 0ne l0rhs..zzz
bell ring lerhs..ii haven finish my milo !
jenna als0 haben finish her f0od ! LOL
dhen ask her if she mind late f0r phyics
she say dun mind. LOL! s0 late l0rhs..heck care! :P

PHYSICS
hahaha ! went d0wn concourse ~
c0s chr chase us 0ut. lols!
late f0r klaz..haben even 5mins yet. -.-
nvm..went d0wn c0nc0urse dunn0 d0 what sia.
s0 b0red..s0 went t0 b0okshop t0 shop ~ lols.
talk ibb dhe auntie. haha ! fei hua al0t. :P
1 hour pass by jus like this ~~ haiz

was g0ing bak t0 klaz dhat time.
went t0 3N1 find melanie jie~
aiyo. jus t0ld her ii late f0r klaz nia.
dhen she and wallace k0r sc0ld me.
oh wth ~ relax larhs..late nia mahhs
you 2 late m0re than me. -.- bleahs.
ii t0day first time late l0rhs..
wallace c0me PIAK my head. diia0s.
ii g0 chase him..till 3rd fl0or.
dhen miss k0e saw me running.
wah idiot larhs..confiscate my earrings.
f*ck !! nahbeh..s0 angry larhs..
whatever..what r0le model ! im n0rt a prefect anymore !!


CHINESE

wee ~ cher gibb us sweets ~ hahaha !
budden dunn0 what sweet lai de. -.-
sticky sticky ! w0ot..er sing man. lols.
nebermind..at least she g0rt give larhs. haha
dhen all dhe irritating guys s0 dam kp larhs
shout here & there..sia0 kia one bunch !
nxt tym wan shout g0 0utside sh0ut larhs.
dhe less0n jus ended like this ~ haiz

PG

cher write test ans on dhe board.
dhen everyone copy l0rhs.
is sian de l0rhs. haizzz
was talking t0 jacks0n k0r & jiajun.
bout cutting hand thingy? =x
ask me dun cut. y0u keep cutting !!!!
talk halfway jacks0n k0r confiscate my penknife.
diia0s..dhen i was lyk begging him t0 return. -.-
stupid bastard hanyi..c0me kp me. nahbeh
ii never even talk to him larhs !!!!
say me step cute..dhen he step c0ol !!
sc0ld me s0 much..in dhe end ii cry
c0s he sc0ld me..and it really hurts me al0ts!!
s0 cant stand it larhs..
cry till very jialat ! f*ck man..
eyes s0 red ! >.< dun dare t0 g0 h0me again. -.-

went t0 westmall ~
g0 eat sakae sushi ! x.x
lols. wee ~
budden was like so sick larhs.
eat till 4+ den go home
bathe le dhen go slp till 8:30 >.<
so so so tired !! somemore having fever.
haiz...cry till g0rt fever.. zzzz

wake up den go online
chat chat chat ~
audi audi duai ~
maple maple maple ~
diia0s..den makan.
sian sian sian
offline le..
end here bahs.

``xia0meii; *// we're difting apart

x_____x im s0 tired ~
ytd slept at 4am.
yet i w0ke up at 8am in dhe m0rning
0h freak..dhe m0ment i w0ke up,
immediately a drop 0f tears came d0wn.
it didnt st0p dr0ppinq. haiz.
early m0rning & i dr0pped my tears ~
why are dhey livinq in dis way?
i jus really cant stand it. >.<

g0ing audi lerhs. sian sian sian
haha ! w0n s0 many games ~ heex
went 0n t0 maple ~
train wibb karthi.. haha
was training him while he leech ~ :P
0ff game c0me 0ut..went t0 bathe. >.<

g0ing jur0ng p0int lia0 ~ heex
haha ! went t0 eat l0ng j0hn ~ x]
it've been a few m0nths since i ate l0ng j0hn. -.-
lols! finishing le..dhen saw maggie wibb her b0yfren bahs.
i think s0..lols. she s0 chi0 sia..lols!

g0 bak le..actually wanted t0 c0me bak h0me derhs
budden my mum insist me 0n going. haiz.
s0 went wibb her n0rhs..sian sian sian !
reach dhere was s0 full lerhs n0rhs.
dhen still eat wibb my mum..

finally can cl0se sh0p liao. zzz
help my dad cl0se n0rhs..
went bak h0me at 11+
zzz...0n c0m..chat and edit bl0q.
haha..shall end here bahs. :D

``xia0meii *// we're difting apart

hahaha ! ytd so late den slp.
hmmm...3++ dhen go to bed.. =x
lol ~ dhen today woke up at 3+pm. x.x

went to jacks0n k0r de bloqq..
diia0s..stupid..junhong saying us. lols.
den i say back. -.-"
sia0 larhs..he so bhb. =x hahaha !
went bak t0 my bloqq. haha ~ g0rt ppl taqq..
hmm? foget who liao. lol ~

anyway...
paiiseh arhs sophia baobeii.
i neber go ur sch carnival. >.<
lucky i neber go. else surely see some ppl.
haiz..nvm. nxt tym go out wibb u better. :D

go eat bread. x.x
lol ~ nth else to eat le. kelian. >.<
haha ! ltr on go audi.
tot g0rt ppl online..budden none..zzz
so played awhile..den went on to maple.
sian sian sian..trained 10++%
den earn about 300+k hahaha !
so good larhs the meso there. xD
rich le rich le. :P

went on to audi again.
haha ! can tell my life is boring right ?
too bad..that's my life ~ >.<
played from 4+ to 6++. lols.
play till eyes tired larhs. x.x
so went down to have dinner. sian ~

come bak i play audi again. -.-"
tis time gort ppl online liao..lol~
haha ~ played wibb wenhuii k0r :D
he so pro.. -.- always perfect perfect..
lol! nvm..at least gort ppl play with me.
played till 10:30. >.< den go bathe. lols.
so late dhen bathe. =x heex
haha ! come out posting now. :P

hmm anything else i edit again. :D
so shall end here first ~ haha !

``xia0meii *// we're difting apart

aiyo! t0day alm0st late for sk0ol again!
everyday alm0st late..zzz !
it's jus early m0rning..and i already cried. >.<
what da hell man ! nebermind.
dont wish t0 say in my bl0q what happened... x.x

went sk0ol..g0rt prize givinq..
i dun even care bout it.. went t0 english klaz le.
s0 funny larhs dhe cher. like d0ing exercize sia.
cos she drop things nia dhen we all laugh.
diia0s..soshe kip repeatinq dhe same things.
bend d0wn take throw bend down take throw!
woah..lame sia. hu see lia0 also will laugh larhs -.-
lend penknife from jacks0n k0r. x.x
d0wan return him. :P bleahs.
wan make me short. -.-" already very short le lehs. diia0s

MATHS

on dhe way to maths klaz..
i was taking jacks0n k0r de penknife..
cutting my hand..alot of lines..
oh my goodness ! why no blood de ???? o.O
diiaos sia..walau..cut hand no blood come out..zzz
nvm..went into maths klaz le.
mr lee last day wibb us le. :(
he g0inq re-service. x.x
haiz..change cher liao..siann.
nbm..t0day guai..g0rt listen t0 cher. :)

PHYSICS !

g0rt test. haiz. dunn0 h0w to do sia.
4 page de paper. i d0 half a page nia. o.O oh tian?
sia0 larhs. do so little.
dhen can open b0ok lia0. budden i no tb. zzz
my tb g0ne..ppl t0ok it ! x.x
hais..nvm..jus try myself.
rreally no idea. diia0s.

RECESS

diia0s..wan g0 recess als0 kena piak head. -.-
went d0wn wibb jenna eat laksa. o.O
woah..spicy .. lols. lcuky g0rt milo! hahaha !
wan sit dat time, weije sitting dhere.
dhen i cant move dhe chair out little bit.
cos he t0o heavy lia0..zzz LOL! =x
so i ask him push out. :P
eat finish le went t0 b0okshop buy a new penknife. =x
dhe went back klaz le.
dhen i c0me out again. -.- go walk walk.

SOCIAL STUDIES

sian sian sian ! g0rt test..diia0s.
neber study at all. zzz dhen t0day cher s0 g0od.
let us all listen to mp3. lols.
dhen alm0st everone listening. -.-
dhen i try t0 do my test n0rhs.
and jus lyk my physics again. x.x
write so little sia. haiz. cfm fail le narhs.

END SCH
finally. sch ended.
and everyone jus rush out of dhe klaz.
so left wibb no one le. haizzz
so loney me..al0ne inside klaz.
dhen i msg ppl n0rhs. x.x s0 b0red narhs...
waitinq f0r jenna t0 finish remedial.
dhen was trying t0 use penknife t0 cut smth de.
budden..how da hell i know !
i cut my finger again..oh freak.
pain sia.. x.x dis tym bl0od much m0re than last tym de. eee
n0w i n0e, i haben lost my feelings. diia0s.
went d0wn b0okshop buy plaster.. >.<
stupid..pain pain pain !

went bak klaz dat tym.
take 0ut my phone g0rt miss call x.x was him. =x
aiyo, should've pick up dhe call. lols.
dhen g0rt ppl c0me peii w0 lia0. >.<
nvm..reach klaz.
dhen jenna dhere. go d0wn uwibb her.
eat lunch. haiz..bored bored.
and we b0th saw smth disgusting. zzz
make us alm0st lost our appetite sia. diia0s.

called my mummy.
and my br0 c0me fetch me.
reach home le..boredom starts again! dotss
went bathe le..xianq xianq lia0 n0rhs. :P
g0ing t0 play audi & maple le.
end here bahs. haha!

``xia0meii *// we're difting apart

1. Name one person who made you smile
today.
err?? jacks0n k0r! lols.

2. What were you doing a couple hours
ago?
jus keep bloqqinq..

3. What is the last thing you said
aloud?
diiao !

4. How many different things did you
drink today?
2 ? iced milo & plain water ? diia0s

5. What was the last gift you received
for your birthday?
alots x]

6. What color is your front door?
erm..blue

7. Where do you keep your change?
uhm..? pocket?

8. What was the weather like today?
sunny day hot !

9. What is the best ice cream flavor?
-chocolate mint !

10. When was the last rainbow you saw?
last month..

11. Do you have a sister?
nope! but 2 irritating brothers.

12. Do you want to cut your hair?
yarhs !

13. Are you over the age of 25?
no larhs. lols. TEENager ~

14. Do you talk a lot?
nope. =x

15. Are you ticklish?
haha ! yeahh

16. Are you typically a jealous person?
maybe bahs

17. Who's the 1ast person on your
received calls list?
jacks0n k0r !

18. What did the last text message you
received say?
"ya why?" lols!

19. Who is the shittiest person in your
life?
my 2 brother ! x.x

20. How many times have you swore
today?
not a single time

21. What is something you say a lot?
sian sian sian !

22. What is the last thing you ate?
noodles. -.-

23. Is marriage in your future?
-godd knows mann .

24. When was the last time you said "I
love you."?
to my baobeiis kors. :D

25. What should you be doing right now?
nothing but talking on da phone. lols

26. Do you have a nickname?
yupps..al0ts. x]

27. Are you a heavy sleeper?
lols. maybe ? haha !

28. Is there anyone you like right now?
i dowan le ! dont think so.. x.x

29. Are you currently depressed?
yaaaahhhhhh !!! very !

30. Did you cry today?
yep ! and 4 times. :(

haiz. everyday alm0st late f0r sk0ol. zzz
cant seems t0 sleep well.. >.<
startinq 0f dhe day, im already very m0ody.
n0rt even laughinqq. x.x

maths lesson was very b0red.
& jacks0n k0r talk t0 me nia..
dhen hanyii dhey all kip sayinqq we g0rt wat secret.
idi0t larhs. als0 n0n of his business larhs. -.-
t0day g0t geog test. stupid.
ii dun even n0e h0w to d0 narhs. haiz.
100% fail le. >.< haiz. nebermind.
everytime geog lesson, i'll be s0 dam l0nely & b0red. T_T
haizz. fated t0 be l0nely all my life. >.<

P.E time. nth f0r me to do.
so as wat i told him ytd.
went 0utside sk0ol t0 run. x.x
intend t0 try n0rt t0 think 0f things.
budden, jus cant d0 it. >.<
runninqq & cryinqq t0gether. :(
came back lia0..nth t0 do again.
sit d0wn dhere. day-dreaminqq.
k0rk0r c0me t0k t0 me..ask me wat happen. >.<
me mysef als0 dunn0 wat happen narhs.
just feeling dam m0ody & kip thinkinqq thinqs nia.
ltr on suddenly dhey all kena sc0lded by mdm fadilah. diia0s.
she s0 extra larhs. -.- c0nfiscated their EZ link cards. >.<
s0 dhey g0rt t0 stay back till 3 n0rhs. haiz
keliann..nxt time wear your PE larhs. -.-

recess time..g0 eat mee bundunq again. x.x
sian sian sian..everyday is lyk eating same thing.
went bak klaz..rush t0 dhe t0ilet t0 change.
c0me bak saw cher. ask me g0 take her radio ~ zzz
went bak t0 klaz wibb dhe radio. stupidd
dhen was lyk day-dreaminq dhe wh0le lesson?
kipp cuttinq dhat shape 0n my table. haiz.
im truly thinkinq t0o much, and tears dropped d0wn. x.x

chinese lesson was so so so bored ! x.x
t0day n0b0dy peii w0 lia0 tian. s0 very b0red n0rhs.
sit behind al0ne. listeninq t0 maii s0ngs. haizz
dhen cher suddenly call dhem c0me my table here. diia0s.
she g0 thr0ugh dhe paper..dhen walk away lia0.
ii was s0 m0ody ! x.x vandalisinqq dhe table againn.
budden, tears jus dropped d0wn again suddenly. T_T
n0b0dy cares if ii cry anyway.
nebermind. chem lesson.
went t0 dhe bak t0 sit..
haiz. s0 sian narhs.
really n0b0dy t0k t0 me. >.<
so jus went on wibb dhe lesson till sch ends n0rhs.

end sch le.
everybody g0ne...
left dhe l0nely me in klaz..
haizzz..did my D&T w0rk.
kip drawinqq...
wallace k0r came in ask me why haben g0 h0me..
dhen went out le. x.x
ltr jacks0n k0r dhey all c0me bak t0 klaz suddenly.
and s0 n0isy..i jus wan t0 have s0me peace!
cant i even have s0me?? =(

gineng k0r..x.x
stupid..wan n0e thinqqs dhen say ii his meii.
0therwise, im n0rt even his meii larhs.
was s0 fedd up wibb him..
ii always treat him as my k0r, but does he ? haiz maybe n0rt

IM JUS NORT ABLE T0 BE ANYONE'S MEI PERFECTLY..

SORRIE TO ALL MY KORS. >.<

dhey was talkinqq bout s0meone..
and suddenly gineng k0r said smth bout OBS...
i get out 0f dhe klaz immediately.. x.x
freak..i jus d0wan him t0 say out
and remind me 0f dhe thingss..that's all !

actually wanted t0 eat in sch de.
budden is like..
I KENA PANGSEII BY EVERY SINGLE ONE !
IM JUS HATING MY LIFE SO MUCH. CANT I JUS DIE OFF??
im s0 miserable everyday.. >.<

s0 nebermind..called my mum again.
& kena sc0lded. x.x
f*ck larhs. im s0 m0ody le..
still kena pangseii, kena sc0lded.
jus feel lyk crying..
reali nidd s0me c0mf0rt fr0m s0meone. x.x
dun think anyone will d0 it..nebermind.

g0rt t0 walk t0 coffee shop myself t0 find my mum.
fine ! i shall walk ALONE !
walk till dhe shelter dhere.
and saw dhe boy whom ii saw at mac dhe 0ther day.
and was s0 f*ckinq pissed off by him.
he dia0 me..nahbeh. s0 gayish larhs him..er sinqq.
s0 i dia0 him back l0rhs. -.-
better n0rt see him again..s0 GAY !

haiz..t0day cried f0r 4 times. haizzzzzzzz
n0b0dy saw, and n0b0dy cares....
reach h0me & bathed.
writinqq post. >.<
n0rt even a single laughinq w0rd i've typed in my post t0day. x.x

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you guys wan cut hand??
go ahead and cut it !
might as well just cut your wrist.
im not going to care about anyone anymore.
ive no feeling towards anyone now~
if you guys can cut, i can also cut..
cut bahs. let it bleed !
nothing much anyway.
it's just another method of losing blood..
i dun care anymore le. x___x

melanie jie, jacks0n k0r, wallace k0r, larry k0r.
dun blame me if you guys see this.
im reall going to lost my feelings soon.
end here bahs..

Love me & i'll love you twice

ii alm0st late f0r sk0ol t0day ! -.-
7:19am lia0 still outside the bus-st0p dhere.
diia0s. dhen must run lia0 n0rhs. stupid ! ~.~
kayys nbm. lucky, reach carpark 7:20am ! haha !
put d0wn maii baqq dhen sinq sonq lia0! >.<

D&T LESSON !

so b0red narhs..cher kip naqq naqq naqq ! zzz
stupid..dhen ii kena sc0ld again. -.-
watever l0rhs..nbm ! ii g0 h0me d0 !! >.<
if tml neber pass up, g0nna rinq maii parents up lia0. o.o
LOL! wan rinq dhen rinq n0rhs. diia0s.
went 0n t0 d0 0ur pratical w0rk. diia0s.
t0day im stuck ! ii just cant d0 anything right ! grr
kip thinkinq 0f dunn0 what. >.<
s0 was like helpinq 0thers t0 drill h0les on dhe w0od n0rhs.
dhen suddenly karthi came t0 me wibb a tissue paper 0n his hand. o.o
ii ask him what happen n0rhs..he say he kena burnt by dhe soldering iron!
OH GOSH ! ii kn0w dat hurts ! dhen ii ask him g0 wash n0rhs.
dhen bell rinq lia0 acc0mpany him g0 general 0ffice take medicine put.
>.< kelian sia. burnt da0 s0 many..eeyer ! er sinq n0rhs.
went t0 maths klaz wibb dat ganesh. -.- lols.

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MATHS LESSON !

t0day g0rt maths test. diia0s.
ytd neber learn at all. haiz.
dhen t0day lyk alm0st all dunn0 h0w to do larhs.
haiz. mati le narhs. x.x
nebermind. i'll try harder. -.-
sian n0rhs. test s0 l0nqq but ii still cann0t finish. LOL
s0 hand up lia0 n0rhs. >.< surely fail de.

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RECESS TIME !

went d0wn t0 canteen wibb jenna.
dhen t0day hungryy~ wann eat. :P
budden neber brinqq m0ney t0day. Y_Y
b0rr0w m0ney fr0m jenna n0rhs.
melanie jie c0me gibb me see her hand. freak larhs !
dhen ii wan g0 buy water drink. x.x
suddenly jacks0n k0r pop out. o.o
LOL! he als0 sit wibb us eat.
he cut my queue ! o.O haha !
nebermind ^^ was toking wibb jenna marhs.
goodness, i wan buy wat he als0 kn0w. -.-
buy ha0 lia0. g0 eat lerhs. haha ! t0day ii eat dam sl0w. :P
c0s after dis is english marhs. so eat sl0wer n0rhs.
s0mem0re eatinqq while chattinqq wibb jacks0n k0r. x]
s0 eat s0 sl0w. suddenly hanyii & ganq c0me lia0.
diia0s..c0me dhen take jenna's purse. lols!
ii cant help either. paiiseh w0rs. =x
finsh eating lerhs. jenna went 0ff first. d0tzz
pangseii me...diia0s. nebermind.
so went off wibb dhe guys n0rhs.
haha ! ii beat my k0r ! :P
uh oh! he surely will c0me make me bak derhs.
and he really did. diia0s..knew it
haha ! ii zao first. xP
went bak t0 class lia0.
dhen he trick me. -.-
knew if he take my baqq i'll g0 t0 him.
d0tzz. & i really did ! diia0s. s0 kena piak head by him. >.<

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ENGLISH LESSON !

haha ! t0day dat cher ask us where 0ut hw !
n0b0dy d0ne except f0r 1 or 2 ppl did. haha !
stupid dhen everyone was lyk usinq dhe same excuse t0 haii w0 larhs !
see dhe chairman als0 neber d0..diia0s ! dhen cher c0me sc0ld me. grr
s0 went in-fr0nt stand n0rhs. sian man.
i was still j0kinqq ar0und. :P didnt care b0ut cher. =x
heex. tok wibb dhe 3 gurls & k0rk0r. dhen kip laughinqq. -.-
dhen cher s0 angry.
whatever larhs. say me. u're gettinqq fr0m badd t0 w0rse.
haha! i admit! IM REALLY GETTINGG FR0M BAD T0 W0RSE ! :D
went bak t0 0ur place. g0 find newspaper cut cut ! >.<
stupid..hanyii & ginenq c0me make my pencil b0x lyk sia0. zzz
bell rinq lerhs!

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CHINESE LESSON !

b0red b0red b0red !
chat chat wibb k0r again.
c0s n0b0dy t0 chat wibb lia0. >.<
dhe gurls all chattinqq t0gether dunn0 b0ut what.
so i neber g0 tok wibb dhem n0rhs.
d0 c0rrection again. listeninqq s0ngs. x]
dhen hanyii t0ok away. -.-
i didnt wan t0 angry de n0rhs.
budden s0metimes he jus make me fed up.
0r maybe im jus thinkinqq b0ut smth else. >.<
s0 went away t0 dhe bak & d0 maii w0rk.
finally d0 finish lia0. left last 5mins t0 sch end.
budden ltr latiff c0minqq in. haiz sian narhs. got t0 stay back

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END SCHOOL LE !

d0 dhe w0rk. dhen hand up.
s0 cang0 0ff le n0rhs.
budden still wan t0 stay bak.
g0 d0wn dhe tym, saw 3N1 s0 many ppl standinqq 0utside.
surely is neber d0 w0rk de larhs. haha.
went 0utside dhe mama shop buy thinqs.
i no m0ney s0 cann0rt buy. >.<
it was s0 dam fun ! dhe rain s0 heavy !
haha ! wind s0 str0ng sia. dhen 0ut skirt s0 funny. LOL
dhen i was playinqq wibb my umbrella under dhe rain. >.<
hahaha ! so funn !
c0me bak dat tym, dhey went up first.
c0s i makinq maii umbrella. :P
on dhe way up, wenhuii k0r call me. o.o
dhen dunn0 he say what. >.< lols.
nebermind..went up.
inside klaz g0t ppl again.
jacks0n k0r, hanyii, gineng & firdaus.
crystal came up wibb me. finally she n0e me. lols!
she's been findinq me f0r s0 l0nqq budden dunn0 who. :P
called my bro. and g0t fed up. s0 m0od swinqqq !!! x.x
dhey wann t0 c0me fetch me. haiz!! can stay bak lia0. >.<

dhen t0ok all dhe b0oks to locker.
shyt. f0rget brinqq dhe key wibb me.
dhen carried s0 many books somemore.
zzzz. went bak up again. diia0s.
tis tym took my baqq wibb me lia0.
dhen jenna dunn0 say what larhs
dhen i s0 angry s0 walk off !
take m0ney fr0m mummy dhen g0 buy f0od.
msging ppl. xD heex.
reach h0me lia0..haiz.
bathe le..dhen fall asleep till 7+
d0tz..dhen wake up 0n c0m n0rhs.
:D wrintinqq post le l0rhs. haiz. b0red.
end here bahs. heex.

Love me & i'll love you twice

yohs ! x]
today D&T kene scolded again. lol~
cos of dhe hw which ii neber do finish since jan ! x.x
haha ! nevermind..let her scold n0rhs. tml dhen pass up.

ENGLISH TIME !! READ READ VERY FUN LESSON TODAY ! LOL !!
cher haben cme, so went 0ut wibb jenna walk walk. heex
c0me bak tt tym, she stand at dhe d0or dhere. -.-
so funnie larhs. a klaz 0f 40 becme klaz of 20+
LOL ! s0 many haben cme bak. haha !
she teach halfway dhen dhey all c0me bak liao.
aiyo, dhey cme bak dhen she still say she dun believe dhem. -.-
she herself finding trouble larhs. zzz
ask dhem to go d0wn. diia0s.
ltr 0n ask us d0 w0rk. >.< all 0f us neber do.
only g0rt a jenna d0ing. zzz ! so ii dun care her liao.

zili g0 thr0w dhe ball t0 brandon. LOL
ferdinand saw bt dunn0 hu thr0w de. haha !
dhen dhe fun c0mes ~ hahaha !!
c0s we kip bluffing cher we dunn0 hu thr0w de. LOL !
dhen suddenly wenweii say KNN ! LOL !
ferdinand suddenly lyk sia0? -.-
says"YOU SAID VULGARITIES!" and kip repeating it. LOL?

oh whatever larhs.
knew she w0uld say "i go call mr latiff c0me" -.-"
sia0 man..everytime LATIFF LATIFF .. zzz !
she going tt tym say us:"THIS CLASSWONT LEARN !!" x3 times LOL LARHS !
everyone was laughing till sia0. hahahha !
all dhe guys suddenly stand up tuqq in shirt ! LOL LOL LOL !!
dhen some started to make story to help brandon..
-.-" put the ball inside the dustbin outside dhe klaz. diia0s.
mr neo came up. o.o ! ask brandon where dhe ball !
he say dunno..neo said" nvm, dowan gibb me dhe ball, i'll gibb u dhe cane" LOL~
den all dhe fun stop here. hahhaa ! so all ran for recess ~ x.x

RECESS TIME !
went to eat wibb jenna again.
haha ! t0day i g0rt eat 0rhs.
c0s dhe queue very sh0rt.
den somemore feel hungry le. x.x
haha ! finish lia0 went bak klaz.
going hall ltr

ASSEMBLY TIME !
t0day assembly b0red narhs.
diia0s. 12th prefectorial board. -.-
too bad im not a prefect liao ! hahah !
sat behind wallace k0r. x.x!
he's so funny..cant stand him. =x
g0ing t0 end tt tym, i go beat him. o.o
he say beat harder. lol~
den i orhs 0kays. :D
dhen was lyk massaging his back f0r him narhs. x.x
lol~ went bak klaz tt tym, he beat me back..d0tzz
wallace k0r ! rmb u beat me ! bleahs. xD haha !

CHINESE TIME !
went bak klaz listening t0 my MP4 ! :]
till cher c0me. dhen was lyk s0 b0red n0rhs.
c0me bak tt tym, saw gineng k0r so angry. o.o?
gosh. i nvr see him so angry bef0re. >.<
he was lyk g0ing t0 cry n0rhs. x.x
g0 bak my place sit. jacks0n k0r c0me sit infr0nt of me.
heex. c0me chat wibb me. :P c0s very b0red.
dhen b0th playing wibb penknife together. LOL ! fun n0rhs. :DD
he cut my hand ! o.o LOL ! no larhs jkjk ! he jus poke. not pain also. nvm ^^
dhen st0p talking le. c0s nidd d0 w0rk lia0. x.x get back test. 23 half upon 50 !
oh tian..im de-proving. :( ii nidd s0me0ne t0 gibb me tuiti0n ! LOL xP
gineng dey all c0me back say, dey all ti0 suspend f0r 4 days ! x.x
haiz, i suddenly sian dia0. x.x
finish c0rrecti0n lia0..dhen c0ntinue talking wibb jacks0n k0r. :D

END SCHOOL LE !
stayed at klaz..listening MP4 again. x.x
dhen hanyii talking 0n da ph0ne till s0 angry. -.-
cant hear the song. LOL dhen nvm. >.<
after tt, dhey went off..
& asked me t0 help dhem take care thier baqq till dhey c0me back. x.x
LOL ! dhen i okay l0rhs. c0s alm0st all my k0r. >.< help dhem larhs h0r? :P
g0ing t0 2 lia0..den me & xinyi g0 eat.
i finish first. so went up klaz.
jus nice..jacks0n k0r & gineng k0r & wenhuii k0r on thier way to klaz also.
dhen i sit d0wn..under fan ! so dam hot man ! x.x
dhen wenhuii .. zzz pervert larhs !! diia0s.
nebermind ! er sing b0d0h ! :(
i g0 d0wnstairs wibb dhem, den i go take E maths bk gibb Melissa.

gibb lia0..g0 bak klaz.
take management dairy g0 0ffice put.
saw al0t ppl dhere. o.o
jacks0n k0r & gineng k0r & wenhuii k0r & weiwen & Brandon & wallace
and hanyii wibb his parents + mrs quek + mr chun + miss koe talking. x.x
i went 0ff le. g0 bak klaz again. haha ! i love my klaz man ! xD
saw marcus c0ming bak als0. haha !
after awhile jacks0n k0r c0me bak klaz alone. o.o
haha ! c0me peii w0 lia0 tian again. :P thank you w0rs. heex.

tok t0k t0k. & i draw my dnt. 2++ lia0s!
budden draw halfway stop le. dhen t0k wibb him. :DD
kip toking b0ut our sadd things. :(
haiz, nvm..we smsing. haha !
he t0ok my phone see see. lol~
dhen suddenly play wibb the camera. o.o
w0ah. i siam ! xP haha !
he say wan take ph0t0. den use my ph0ne take n0rhs.
budden my phone camera sucks! lol.
we t0ok 2 ph0tos using my phone. haha !
1st time to0k phot0 wibb him. :P
ltr on he use his phone lia0. LOL!
negative 1 ! o.o take lia0 s0 blury .. LOL

kays. we're b0red till s0 lame ! hahaha !
so stop taking. i d0 my d&t again. x.x
so he was playing wibb penknife again? diia0s.
come "cut" me again ! hahaha ! not pain. :P
aiyo, k0r arhs. dont cut y0ur hand le narhs. >.<
then h0r, stop using HIS NAME to make me. -.-"
OH GOD ! HE TOOK MY KEYS!! LOL~
dhen went off wibb his baqq. haha! i f0ll0wed him d0wn.
t0 his l0cker put bks. see la so good. meii peii you g0 d0wn put bks. LOL xD jkjk
den to office find if gineng dey all there ma. NOT THERE !
called dhem, said at mac. -.-"

so..hmm..asked me if i wan g0 home le ma. 3++ le
budden my key wibb u hw t0 g0 h0me. LOL !
so decided t0 walk wibb him to mac..
went there, still d0wan return me my keys. diia0s.
hmm there g0rt wenhuii k0r, hanyii, weiwen, brandon.
diia0s. why gibb t0 hanyii. d0tzzz nvm ! x.x
so i sit there wait wait wait !!
lols larhs..wait till s0 l0ng n0rhs pls.
ask him g0 buy f0od eat first. -.-"
i sit dhere wait n0rhs..haha !
ltr on got a guy thr0w chili packet to me..
w0ah NB BODOH ! alm0st hit me. freako gayy !!

ltr all of dhem went off t0 dunn0 where lia0. 4++ le
left me and jacks0n k0r there. x.x
haha ! we talk again ! budden again and always same topic ! LOL
lyk telling xin shi liddat n0rhs. haha !
he finally eat finish le ! lols!
and ask me call hanyii. -.-"
bleahs. i call lia0. dey say dey c0ming bak.
so we chat while waiting. xP
all c0me le. so we off went out of mac.
dey discussing where to go. diia0s.
so i surely is follow jackson k0r de ma, cos my keys. -.-
lols! so walk together to bus-stop n0rhs.
chatting while walking. x.x so much to talk bout h0r? xD haha
alm0st reaching lia0, den my bus come ! hahah!
heng arhs..my bus come. else surely wont so fast take bak my keys. haha !
oh ya. jacks0n k0r ! thanks f0r chatting wibb me the wh0le day ! heex. <33

came back h0me, sit d0wn watch tv awhile.
dhen go bathe le..
now writing tis post ! heex.
today story very l0ng hor? haha ! cos al0t things happen marhs. :P
end here bahs. nth to say lia0..finger cut pain..-.- hand tired als0 le.
so stop now ! :D buhbye !

<33 my ba0beiis k0r f0revers :P heex

-*-*- miserable lief you've gave me

today so bored lehs.
CME do nth !
physics do nth except fr copying ans? -.-
chem got small test. like dunno sia. >.<
wahpianqq ehhs. ii was doing smth..
den felt sudden pain on my finger..
oh shyt ! my finger tio cut..lols!
dunno cut by wat thing sia.
PLS ARHS MY BAOBEIIS, IS NOT I PURPOSELY USE PENKNIFE DE. DUN MISTAKEN ! x___X

*pain pain pain* !!! the blood ozing out ! lols!
so er sing, so much blood ! hahaha ! wo ren ! x.x

recess..NEBER EAT AGAIN!! =x
Socialstudies! listen to cher..she was so angry. -.-
woah ! throw marker, whiteboard duster. LOL !

english cher neber come ! lols~
den mrs quek suddenly pop out. -.-
scold everyone. diiaos.
ask who the class chairperson ! zzz
i always the one tio ! x.x stupid class.
whatever lorhs. i cnt gibb permission.
but den i still gib them. bleahs. xP

maths lucky no test. lol~
else everyone sure mati. :P
heex. so tml den test.
but i also sure mati de la. lol
end sch le..bt got stay back awhile
for learning chapter 6 ! x.x
my mummy called me. lols. cher in front of me. -.-
lesson end liao !
go home time ! but went westmall instead
go find my mummy. x.x budden got scolded by bro

oh bloody hell ! i was jus merely too tred after the walking !
and asked my mummy help me buy things eat.
dhen he like what..jealous or whatever larhs.
dhen come scold me..wah nb ..so angry larhs.
-.-" nvm! ignored !

reach home liao..bathe finish le :]
now writing this post. hahaha !
going to play games liao~
after games is....D&T HW !! x.x
sian sian sian ! nebermind !
end here bahs. :]

``missing him everyday ;



-*-*- miserable life you've gave me -*-*-

woah ! ytd slp at 4:30am !
woot LOLS ! went airport !
den went mustafa centre buy things !
den come home..play maple, play audi !

lols play till 3+..was going to slp liao
den kena disturb by brother !
make till i cry ! zzz bloody hell ! idiot !

x.x woke up at 12+ ! haha !
bathe le..going east coast park le !
heex. parents jus came back want to bring us go out play !

woah! went dhere play wif the helicopter.. zzz lame !
nvm.. -.- ltr on went on to roller blading ! hahaha ! FUN !
henqq ii neber fall d0wn..lols! x] else injuries all over. =x
played for 3hours ! oh my ! leqq pain sia..lols..
g0 eat mac ! :] hehe !

after mac, went hospital ! x.x !
go visit relative.
& tt's the time i wanted to watch tv ! zzz
new police story ! grr..nice show.
starting was watching in the car..
ltr on..watching in the hospital..
ltr on..watching in the car again !
reach hawker center..watch again ! lols!
wan to watch a show so ma fan. -.-"

haiya. nvm.
eat the seafood..zzz
so full narhs. hate being so full ! :[
reach home le..go bathe ! :D
finish come out play audi & maple !
quit liao..come bloqqinq ! hehe
kip replying the taqqs ! lols!

so late le..bout 1am +
only got like so few ppl online. >.<
so talked wibb larry kor and jackson & sophia baobeii ! :D
haha ! talk till 1:35am !! talk somemore tml late for sch liao. x]

actually dowan slp..but mummy nagging ! grr
com off ! lights off ! BED TIME
lols! orhx orhx liao. >.<

end here ! :D
buhbye


``missing him everyday ;



-*-*- miserable life you've gave me -*-*-

41 facts, 26 secrets about me

---Today did you---

1. Talk to a boy/girl you like ? nope! nobody called me. x.x
2. Learn anything new? err nope.
3.Talked to an ex? nope..we nvr talk le.. x.x
4.Miss someone? yupps. him. =(


---Last Person Who---

5.Laid in your bed? me the only one
6. Made you cry? him & the only him.
7. You went to the movies with? none. nvr watch movies
8. Went to the mall with you? nvr went mall today.
9. You showered with? myself duh
10. Made you laugh? err..nobody. x.x
11. Hugged you? nobody hugged me !

---General stuff---

16. Favorite location? home bahs.
17.Tattoo? nope. it's sucks
18. What are you most scared of thissecond? loneliness ~
19. Where do you want to get married? lols! dunno !
21. Does anyone like you? nobody ! other than all my kors & jies
22. Do you like being around people? sometimes..must see who are those ppl
23.Have you ever cried? yarhs of cos..almost every single day.
24. Are you lonely right now? yarhs. dam lonely
25. Song stuck in your head? yarhs..lots~
26. Been on radio/TV? o.o nope.
28. Ever liked someone who treated youlike crap? yarhs.
30. what color shirt are you wearingright now? red ! :]
31. Name three things that you do everyday? bathe, play com, sleep.
32. How much cash do you have on youright now? err ?? lots? lol~
33. Are you bored? yarhs. very very very !
35. Who got you to join Myspace? alot seh..all invite me. x.x
38. What web site do you visit themost? friendster, my blog
39. Do you have plants in your room? nope! lols!
41. Who was the last person to hug you? nobody ! x.x

---SECRETS---

1.WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT? me, myself, nothing else.
2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURETAKEN? sentosa ! x.x i miss it
4.WHAT'S YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIPSTATUS? single and HATE it..
5. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN? yeah, i will. :]
6. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD. moody ! sadd ! stress ! lonely ! x.x
7. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION? x.x dunno...
8. HOW ARE THINGS IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP? nothing much ! single !
10. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME? i would treasure that relationship ! :[
11. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONEDAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE? hamster ! lols
12. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE? err, dont think so !
16. NAME SOMEONE WITH THE SAME B-DAYAS YOU? have ! but i dunno tat person ! lols
17. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF ALARGE AUDIENCE? nope ! haha !
18. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICEABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX ? erm? if he's gd or not.. lols
19. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROMSTARBUCKS? dun really go to starbucks
20. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DRUNKEN WEEK? nope! haha !
21. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES ORTV SHOWS? yarhs ! heex
23. NAME SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOUTODAY? erm, nothing.
24. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE? malay ! chinese ! english ! lol ~
25. IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW? yeah, him and always ! :]
26. WHAT HURTS YOU AT THE MOMENT? nothing much..the scar hurt me !



41 facts, 26 secrets about me

haha ! ytd slept at 3am. x.x
woke up at 2pm. lols!
dam tired le. haha !

on my com ! and went to my bloqq !!
and what i saw ?? oh my god !
who's yourEX YourEx???
lol la ! tryingto figure it out ! x.x
can the person just KINDLY tell me ?~.~
it's o difficult to guess lorhs. lol !

so went on to audi ! :]
haha ! played 4 games....& lose all. lols.
jus wake up, finger jamm arhs ! lols !!
played 2 games wibb wenhuii kor. :]
he's so pro. x.x blehs. x)) haha !
next time must win him. zzz

after tat brought my little bro go eat mac !
lols.came back le..sit in front of com again. lols
played maple le..haha !
yeah, im finally 6x !! gratz myself. lol ~
can slack liao. x.x hmmm....maybe not. -.-

went in maple..and play play play. zzz
so bored narhs. played wibb melanie jie awhile nia !
den she dunno go where. zzz
went to find marcus..dotzz
nvm..ii went to find my baobeii ! sophia ! lol.
haha ! slacking and training her at the same time. lol ~
and she lvled at the dogsss ! skeleton ? er sing n0rhs plsss.

so ii off after tat le. hehex
now writing this post ! :]
parents coming back sg today..dotzz
no more FREEDOM le ! oh my ~
later going to fetch them! x.x

haiz, bored bored bored !!
nvm..i shall end this post ! quite long liao. lol ~
buhbye ! <33>

``missing someone badly

-*-*- miserable life you've gave me -*-*-

x.x today almost late again. lols.
this week is really a tired week for me.
even though there's nth for me to do.
but it's still a tired week. :[

haiz, reach sch liao go to class.
immediately sit down. and lie on my table. x.x
soo sooo soooo tired !! :[
haiz, nbm. got to hang on !
bell ring go down assembly !
today got photo shoot of the whole sch. diiaos
so lame la. as if can see everyone like tat. lols.
all snatching for a good position to stand. diiao ~

went back for geog lesson.
haha ! today ii guaii. x]
gort listen to teacher talking ! :]
but im jus trying to err...
sort of, using other things to distract my attention. x.x
cos i keep on thinking of sad things. then will cry. =x
so listen to teacher loh. haiz.

english lesson.
lols. today all came back to class.
nobody went to latiff. haha !
and got lots of jokes again ! hahaha ! fun. x.x
chem lesson bored. dowan say bout it ! haha !

recess time !
neber eat again. x.x
haiz, dunno wat to eat narhs.
eat dao sian..zzz
went back class. den came out again.
go walk walk alone again ! :]
cos nobody cares bout me. x]
so i go walk alone better.

physics lesson !
went to labb again ! hahaha !
junhong wanted to see at my place.
but i dowan let him sit. bleh !
who ask him always bully me. x] hahaha !
so gineng & weiwen sit at my row there.
aiya, physics lesson was suppose to do experiments
but instead of doing it, i'm al wet !! zzzz
thanks to darran, rasheed, alif, gineng, weiwen and junhong !! diiao

siao de lor. zzz !
playing wif water. dotzzz
haiz, stupid ! gineng & weiwen took my $2 !! T_T
basket ! lols. return me larhs ! :[
nvm..ltr jackson they all came our place.
dots. come here play water again !
wapiangg ehhs. x.x im all wet le la !
nebermind ! grrr. lols.
went back to class for standby. x.x

kays. finish ! done !
went to eat wibb zhenyii & xinyii ! :]
eat finish liao went back to class..
on our way up, i saw wenhuii kor. talking with miss seah. o.o
somemore heard our class got lots of boy's voice. lol ~
went in saw...erm....jackson, hanyii, weiwen. -.-
diiaos. kays nvm.
so hot !...sit under the fan first. x.x
lols. msging bro while playing wif my pen-knife.
trying to cut myself again ! hahaha ! =x
i got cut ma ? x] hahaha
i think someone saw me cutting. UH OH !!

my elder bro come liao.
so i went off first ! :]
went to lianhua pri to find my little bro. x.x
nb ! find almost the whole school la ! cant see him. zzz
nvm ! come out tat time saw rasheed and luqman they all.
diiao. noe wat dey say ? --> "ehhs, u also go friday prayers arhs?"
LOL ! i was like "DIIAOS ! "
den dey nid umbrella cos it was raining so dam heavy.
den i lend dem lor. haha ! wo shi hao ren hor ! x] lols.

nvm. so came back home.
bathe liao. so now posting this n0rhs. ! :] heex
i shall end here bahs. x]
im missing someone terribly ! :[

-*-*- miserable life you've gave me -*-*-

back to posting !
today, woke up late.
ALMOST late for school. oh gosh ! ><
but dhen lucky neber late narhs. lols.

geog lesson !
aiyo, tis lesson is always our so called "free period"
lols. amost everyone neber listen to cher de. -.-"
class was so dam noisy..zzz
kays, i was like trying to listen but cant hear. lols!
so played with my penknife again. hahaha !
almost cut my finger again like last time. x.x diiaos
play play play !! play till bell ring, still playing. x]
everywhere i go, i sure take my penknife with me. lols.
scared kena confiscate by my baobeiis again. ><
scared of them liao narhs. x.x

recess time !
neber go eat. =x
trying to er du zi..lols!
haiz, nvm. hungry then hungry lor. wont die de hor ? =x
went to class pack my baqq first, cos after tat was physics.
place my physics books on my table and went out walk walk.

went into the toilet for fun. lols
always doing same thing. x.x
came out liao, suddenly got ppl talked to me. o.o
turned back and saw wenhuii kor. x.x!!!
he asked me i still got cut my hand anot. =x
i dunno what to say. just say nth. lols.
aiyo, show him my hand loh.
x.x ! he say:"ni zai ge duo yi chi, ni jiu zhi dao!" omg ?
then walked away. =(
i didnt noe why he say tis to me for? o.o
really confused...maybe i just mistaken him the other time. =x
woahh, kays. this is like the 4th person to say that to me??? x.x

why !! i cant seems to find anyone who cares bout me.
whenever i cut my hand, my baobeiis will cares.
when i dun, nobody cares. zzz!
wat kind of dao li is this la. x.x
haiz, nvm...
anyway, the scar on my hand...
i dun think it will be gone..
jus let me keep it as a memory ba..
total cuts..alot le. x.x 7 lines in total ! oh my god ! =x

physics went to dhe labb ~
sit wibb jenna marmie !
haha ! listen to teacher while talking also. lols.
listen finish liao. den i play penknife again. lol !
okays this time really really hengggg. lol ~
cos almost cut right into my hand..woahhh.. oO

tmd, tat weikanqq. think he gangster so wat la.
jus merely went to jasmine dhere ask smth nia !
see me buay song? den dun see la !
nahbeh, as if i see him shuang liddat la..
who the hell asked him to even see me !!!
gangster so what? wan sth say till so nice...
else shout here & there at ppl nia.
wat biqq deal...i cant shout mehs ?
if see me buay song, jus get the fuck out of my sight !!
dun ever come & bother me wif all tat fucking attitude !
if you give me, then i will give you too.


chinese lesson ~
teacher gave us some very lame riddle. oh gosh.
cant take it..it was like so dam LAME la..lol
nvm, but at least still got ppl listening to her. haha !

social studies ~
haiya, this lesson is always the boring one also. lols!
cos window close, door close, lights off !
woah, as if we are in the cinema loh. haha !
but too bad arhs, no aircon. x]

end school le ~
raining soo soo soo heavily ! woots
good better than sunny day. so hot ! x.x
went to eat wibb xin yi.
eat mee bundung ! ><
spicy again. crazy le. lols!
haha ! eat liao den go home.
aunt came fetch me ! heex
came back home and bathe.
right here writing this post norhs.

heex end here. nth else to say le !
:] happy on the outside, sad in the heart ! :[

-*-*- miserable life you've gave me -*-*-

1st lesson maths !
so boring~
budden, today smth wrong wif mr lee ?
so angry. woah, seldom see him angry de.
konqq bu loh..

P.E time !
played batminton wif fizah awhile.
den suddenly no mood, told her ii dowan play alr.
sit there day-dreaming again ~
was really day-dreaming !
ppl talk to me, ii cant even hear. >.<
ever since tat day, im really thinking too much..
which even result in cutting my hand and crying every single day. x___X
haizzzzzzz !!!! no use de..kena *IGNORED* !!! NVM !!!

english lesson !
wapiang, cant stand the cher la..
always call me..was lyk no mood to go to her la !
she told me, "ask those fellows to get out of the class now."
zzz !! cant she jus call herself ?!
nb. always latiff here latiff there..
take mr latiff as her shield nia.. -.-

Recess time !
went to eat if jenna
alamak. everyday eating same thing. zzz
sian le la.
after we finish, jenna went to buy smth for fizah.
so i told her ii go up first le.
ii went to the classroom de staircase there.
sit there day-dreaming. =x
ii was holding the pen-knife nia lor.
cos ii scared ltr someone CONFISCATE again. x__X
im not cutting !! -.-
dun anyhow say narhs.
bell ring ! still sitting there..
awhile more then go back class.

chemistry lesson !
woah bored bored bored you know?!
was acting "guai" listening to cher teaching..
cos got a dunno who sitting behind me. -.-
haiz dunno is WHO said smth ! that it wun happen in class again de lor.
oh watever, always say say nia. ~.~

MT again !
got test, never learn...
then was copying. =x
nvm, act guaii again.
so tat teacher wun always look at me.
haha ! it really works.

go canteen eat wif jenna & xinyii.
finish liao, all went back class.
awhile more, jenna left. xinyii also left.
so ii alone. went back class to see if zhenyii was still there.
indeed she was ! but still other ppl inside.
wallace & ganesh. x.x
shouldnt have let wallace saw me. x.x !!!
haiyo, sorry..dun angry with me. >.<

ltr aunt called me, so ii gtg le.
haiz, went grandma hse..
fall asleep. x.x
tis few days was really dam tired.
came back home, bathe finish le !
so writing the post now. =]

-*-*- miserable life you've gave me -*-*-

today no cme lesson.
3n1 also no lesson.
so almost the whole n1 came to n2. diiaos.
den the class was like soooo noisy !
ii cant even have some peace of my own ! x.x

wallace !! x.x
confiscate my penknife again. haiz.
2nd penknife tio confiscate by him. .....
ii know he meant well. >.<
was spending so much time trying to get it back from him.
zzz. ii dun hav 2 reasons to give you. =[
aiya, nvm. thanks for confiscating the RUSTY de. x.x

after tat, wenhuii came again !! zzzz !!!
break my blade for nth la !! walau..
can tell he dun even care ii cut my hand.
why did he like always wanting to break my blade ?!! -.-
so now wat ? GONE CASE ! no blade le..really dun hav liao.
ii was so angry & sadd or watever la.
walk out of the class. yea, nobody even cares. see ! x.x

haiya, den i dun care le.
ii noe wallace kor & melanie jie meant well by doing tat..
but ii dun think he's the same..
ltr most irritating thing is..
that group of boys was actually smoking in the class !!!
woah, ii was like wtf??? when hadad told me. x.x
they're simply crazy over smoking !! zzz...

while everyone was busy chatting happily.
no one was like caring bout me..
ii secretly went to 4T1 classroom to cry... >.<
dun even noe the reason why..
whenever ii see the scar on my hand, comfirm cry. x.x
cme lesson end le..
so MT liao..
haiz, bored again.
was listening to cher talking non-stop.
while the others was chit chatting non-stop. -.-

end schh le ~
stayed back for nth..
cos dun feel like going back home..
haiz, went walk walk alone again..
tears was dropping down non-stop.. x.x
haiz, then went to eat with xinyii.
eat mee soto ! and ask the auntie put lots lots lots of la jiao ! x.x
sort of torturing myself using spicy ?? cos ii dun eat spicy food.. >.<
wahh, was like soo dam LA lor.. x___X
nvm, ii wanted it to be this way, and it works. =]
after eat finish, ii went to buy a new PENKNIFE !!! =x
ii swear ii didnt cut my hand with that penknife after ii bought it !

buy finish le go back class awhile..
den came down again.. dotsss
cos 2pm le, time for me to go back.
saw melanie jie they all.
sit with them for nth.. zzzz
was like so sian la..nvm.
ii went back instead. -.-

went out took 178 go dad's shop again !
woah, went there.
did nth..watch tv till ii actually fall asleep. lols.
keep slping .. =x haha !
till night time, help bro close shop.. >.<
came back home le !
go bathe and now writing the post. =]

everyday before ii go to bedd.
surely tio combo by 2 of my baobeiis . -.-"
today tio combo by ziloon kor & larry kor..
woahh, cant argue with them narhs..
zzzz, always lose de.. =[
arguing pro. x.x
always combo me...lols.
ii lose liao. so "buhbye baobeiis" x]
haha ! run first hor ? blehs.
end here bahs. =]

-*-*- miserable life you've gave me -*-*-

1pm then wake up. lols.
went to bathe, now going to westmall le. x]
ltr finish shopping, come back home.
do smth wibb the things ii bought.
dhen head on to shop liao. haiz

there's smth which ii long wanted to say.
nvm, it wont work anyway. ]=
anyway, hope __ will know [:
ii shall end here dhen.

-*-*- miserable life you've gave me -*-*-

today hanyii birthday. o.o

hanyii, happy birthday !! (:

good luck in everything wors.

may your wishes come true ! take cares !

suddenly i realised smth, haiz.

but i cant tell him le narhs. aiyo. *confused*

today cant online, sian.

cause went to dad's shop.

till now then came home.

just reach home, bates finish ><

going to slp soon le bahs. haiz.

ytd so late den slp.
cannot go to slp. ><
cos i keep thinking i let them down.
haiz, sorry. really.
i dun have pen-knife liao.
i cant cut anymore. so dun worry le.
unless ii go buy another blade. =x
anyway, no mood to post also.
i shall end here dhen.
folding stars. x] buhbye

-*-*- miserable life you've gave me -*-*-