31st may ! last day of the month !
ehhs, today suppose to go out de lehhs!
but then, mummy like dont like me go !
zzz! in the end, i never go out.
cause dont know if she let anot ~
sorry melanie jie & the others ! =x
next time then go ice-skate again bah (:

so stayed home the whole day loh.
haiz. it's real boredd !
always comp comp comp !! -.-
see liao eyes also blur le lah !
tml darran kor birthday le ! haha
lucky holiday, else kena birthday bash ! l0ls
not by girls, is by those siao kia. LOL =x
haha end here ! (:


``xiaomeii; 31o8o6 *// wo ai ni

yesterday night was really a bad day for me !
i cried the whole night ! bloody hell ! eyes swollen !
just hate my father! at least i got pass my overall !
somemore get 12th in class ! argh!
scold scold scold! very nice to scold mehs? zzz
always stress me! now what? cham liao lah!
want me get 60marks or higher for every subject !
oh wtf ! how can i possibly get so high marks !
argh! stressing me like hell ! chinese & dnt maybe can
if want my maths 60+, GO DIE LAH ! crazy !
my maths from primary 1 been failing like shyt !

nevermind ! let's not talk about it anymore !
woots. stayed home all day long!
good - can play comp !
bad - very sian ! nothing to eat also !
LOL ! always has it's bad & good points!
so nevermind loh. just pass the day normally (:

lovinqq my dearest kor always; loves you lots! :D

``xiaomeii; 31o8o6 *// wo ai ni

everyday woke up in the afternoon ! l0ls :D
cause everyday slept at morning =x
so afternoon then wake up loh
haha. alright ! today was boredd
nothing to do at home, just play comp.
that's all ! was really boredd can !

night time liaos! parents came home !
kays, im real scared now ! -.-
cause going to let my dad see report book !
argh ! i shall off comp now !
end here bahs ! (:

lovinqq my dearest k0r always; loves you lots! :D


``xiaomeii; 31o8o6 *//wo ai ni

today was suppose to go down withmy mummy de
budden morninqq cant wake up. diiaos
cos of ytd sleepinqq so late norhhs. (>.<) !
nevermindd dhen. so stay at home today !
today never eat dao anything !
woahh. hungryyyyyyy ~~~
oh goodness! till night time still haven eat arhhs.
nevermindd. use comp till night time
go find sonqqs! woots. finally, i found narhhs!
i love this song soooo much !!!

If i were blue,would you be there for me.
And whisper in my ears,that's okay.
Would you stand by me,let me hold you tight.
And say you love me one more time.
If i feel good,would you slow dance with me.
And touch my lips with tender loving care.
Would you die for me; Would you run with me.
And never look back.

Would you be there to love, to be with me.
Would you swear that your love is always true.
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away.
Would you be there to love,to be with me.
Would you swear that your love is always true.
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away.
Would you be there....
If i moody would you still think of me, and wish that you can hold me now.

Would you die for me,
Would you run with me, all the way.
Would you be there to love, to be with me.
Would you swear that your love is always true.
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away.
Would you be there to save my soul tonight.
Would you swear that your love is always true.
Would you say that you'll always be there, to kiss my pain away.
Would you be there to love, to be with me.
Would you swear that your love is always true.
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away.
Would you be there to save my soul tonight.
Would you swear that your love is always true.
Would you say that you'll always be there, to kiss my pain away.
Would you be there....For me ~

this song is just too touching.
hope he's still there for me;

lovinqq my dearest kor always; loves you lots! (x



``xia0meii; 31o8o6 *// wo ai ni

woots, today neber go sk0ol again.
lols! budden this time is not purposely de.
cos morningg not feelingg well narhhs.
aiyooo, today need go ngee ann poly de.
but neber go skool. dotzz
sowiie melanie jie !! =x
suppose to peii ni de -.-

woke upat 1pm. wow
went to fetch little bro.
siann..go eat lunch le
wah piangg..idiot larhhs!!
bloody hell, my 2 brothers.
bully me narhhs. x___X !
come back dowan talk to dhem liaos.
argh...always make me wan to cry.
BOOZ! hate them lots!! -.-

night time le. sian liaos.
end off blogging arhhs.
haha! buhbye! (:

lovinqq my dearest k0r always; <33 uii lots!

``xia0meii; 31o8o6 *// wo ai ni

tuesday & im blur ! lols
dunno today got what subject.
xinyi say firt lesson D&T
my first reaction -> O.O OMG ?
lols. funnie narhhs. reacted like this
because..i never do the homework. lols
went to genting & forget about everything :P


and is like everyone was soo lucky !
we dun have lesson ! LOLS!
cos the workshop, no table no chairs.
haha! so no lesson! free period for 2hours!
woots, shi0k sia! xD

sit inside class d0 n0thinqq.
cos very h0t arhhs! sit under dhe fan !
runninqq here & there with melanie jie. -.-
after dhat, went t0 3N1
to watch CHARLOTTE'S WEB ! (correct spellinq?) lols!
dunno what lai de. so never watch.
was smsinqq, press halfway... zzz

always wann t0 take my phone.
n0thinqq t0 see narhhs..aiyoooo
dun snatch my phone liaos.
that one my baobeii arhhs!
cant live without it de hor. x)
lols! btw, dun hua yi wo liao. -.-
i dun have stead narhhs !
haiyooo, if have comfirm tell you (:
relax narhhs. oh my god !
btw, melanie jie !! zzzz
why you take photo ?! lols! bleahs

later on english lesson was enojoyingg!
cos cher gibb us do word search !!
haha! my favourite narhhs, so fun to find words.
so fast dhen finish liaos. hehe xD

after dhat all those lessons.
was so boredd de lehhs.
n0thingg to do liaos.
cme lesson get our class photos!
i look so weird in dhe photo. x.x
chinese lesson do n0thingg.

bell ringg liao dhen went toilet wibb jenna marmie
zhenyi followed behind. lols.
after dhat, xinyi came in also. LOLS!
1 go all go. haha! xinyi came & tell us smth
everyone kena chased out of class by weikangg
lols! faster go back see what happen n0rhhs.
aiyooo. dhey quarrel again. this time jialat narhhs
throw table..wow ~ table throw dao wai dia0. o.O !
woo, he strongg sia. oh my...

aiya. nvm..school end liaos.
stay back in skool..takingg down all the papers.
zzz. ma fan lahh ! why this school must move ?!?! -.-
haishh...went home after dhat. sian sian sian !!
always kena nagg by elder bro. wtf lah. zzz

go take a nap! so tired today.
8pm woke up. =x
go bathe. dhen use com dunno do what.
time for m to go slp liaos narhs.
1++ le. lols =x buhbye !

wee ~ t0day n0 paper !
s0 n0 nidd g0 sk0ol !
use c0m till late late ! :D
4+ dhen g0 t0 bedd ~
w0ke up in dhe aftern0on. lols
haha..wake up nvr eat dhen 0n c0m le

chat wibb wallace k0rr awhile.
he keep c0mf0rtinqq me. ><
den c0mf0rt halfway..ii cried. x.x
haiz..nvm ~ thanks f0r c0mf0rtinqq !! :DD
and y0ur "sh0ulder" ! haha! <333>

chat chat ! dhen g0 maple play
hmm t0day al0t ppl 0nline sia.
played wibb melanie jie, yihao, wenbin, winston!
went piggy beach train dhem. aiyaaa
ltr all dhe pigs flyinqq all ar0und dhe map!
LOLS! NICE LEHHS! FLYINGG PIGGYS !
hahahha !! :DD came 0ut dhen chat da0 night time lia0s

g0 c0ok maggie mee eat ><
aiya..n0thinqq t0 eat. diia0s
s0 anyh0w eat anythinqq narhhs
budden ltr 10+ mummy called back h0me.
dhey say wann g0 lau pa sat eat satay ! lols!
satay clubbb ~ hehes. ha0 l0rhs, dhen g0 eat ~ haha!
keep smsinqq while eatinqq. =x lols.
dhen kena nagg by daddie! haha!
an an an ! ba0 le mei you? LOLS !
hai mei you lahh ! haha! :DD

c0me back dhen still chattinqq
dhen awhile m0re g0 t0 bed le
c0s it's already 1+ am !
dhen cann0t sleep !!!
DIIAOS ! AGAIN!
dunn0 what's wr0nqq wibb me this few days.
every night cann0t sleep sia. OH MY GOD !! x.x
s0 w0ke up on com again t0 write thi post. lols.
kkay narhhs..gtg t0 bed again le.

``xia0meii; 31o8o6 *// wo ai ni

wahs sia0 sia0..ytd cant slp !
m0rninqq b0ut 5:30 dhen fall asleep.
haiz, dhen 6:30 w0ke up. -.-"
ii was really thinkinqq t0o much !!
really thinkinqq t0o much le.
oh my ! suddenly cried halfway....

why am i cryinqq ?!?!
maybe im blaminqq him for all these
but, somehow everyone thinks it's my fault
that i didnt cherish it that time.
maybe they're right !
is it me who didnt cherish it ?
ALRIGHT !! it's my fault, everythinqq is caused by me !!
if there's anythinq to blame for, come blame me for it !!
dont blame him for that, it isnt his fault anyway. IT'S MINE !!
could someone just teach me how to forget him?!?!
i really wish to forget him, but i just can't seems to do it!!!
he treats me invisible, & it applies t0 me too.
i could'nt treat him as my friend
cause he doesnt treat me as one of his!
just seems like we're total strangers to each other,
look as if we've never ever met each other before in this life,
i really dont want this anymore, i cant hold on any longer...
one day if i really can't take it any further,
maybe i'll do foolish thinqqs again.
could somebody just help me out? im terribly hurt & depressed !

he's the first who made me really know what's love is.
he's the first who let me feel there's security with him around.
he's the first who made me feel very emo easily.
he's the first who made me ever cried for a guy so terribly
he's also the first who made me start cutinqq my hand for...

thanks all my baobeiis who cares about me
ii really cant live without you guys !

wishinqq up0n the stars; h0pinqq there's miracles
*//just feel like cryinqq, could somone lend me your shoulder to lean on?

really feel like cryinqq out; maybe i'll feel better? or it won't?
who could just lend me your shoulder to lean on? T_T
wishinqq up0n the stars just to let my wishes full-filled.

i dont feel like going to the sentosa trip
it'll only make me think of all those thinqqs again
really dont want to think bout it again
whenever it comes to my mind i'll cry.
sh0uld i go for that class gatherinqq?
nevermind, end here bahs.
im seriously cryinqq !
tears been droppinqq since then ~ 12:22pm


``xia0meii; 31o8o6 *// wo ai ni

oh my...today listeninqq suckss !!
all the option all came out in dhe passage
zzzz..30mins exams ~
ended at 8:10 +

actually was suppose to go out with
melanie & eileen & jing & stella & wanting de
budden cann0t g0 s0 far lahh !! x.x
so sorrie my ba0beiis jie. ><

went t0 find xinyi & yingqi
was still early...s0 went t0 mac
go eat breakfast ! x)
eat da0 9+ dhen yingqi went h0me
me & xinyi plan t0 walk da0 westmall
haha! from mac walk t0 westmall ~
ehhs. sia lah..HOT WEATHER !!!
diia0s...reach h0me g0 rest lia0s. -.-

br0 went 0ut ~~~
bef0re he went 0ff, he open 300 let me watch
LOLS! M18 SHOW !!! OH MY ~
sia lah...nice show indeed !
w0o0o ~ hand & legs & head all kena cut. LOLS!
watch finish went bathe le.
c0me write all these post
x.x 3 days de post.
phew ~ hand tired le. ><
g0 play maple..dhen kena ks.
that guy hum ji..zhao le ! lols!!
came 0ut g0 make bl0qqie. hehes

my dearest ba0beii k0rr, thanks fer ur sh0ulder
you wanted to lend me. =)
i know you care for me the most amonq all my k0rs

monday monday monday !
ehhs? sian...g0t sch0ol again
n0wadays d0nt feel like g0inqq t0 sch0ol.
lols. haiz. cos of smth lah !
make me s0 hate g0inqq t0 sk0ol liaos.

D&T paper was dam difficult sia !
w0ots, al0t dunn0 how to do.
lols. dunn0 still can pass an0t
when i have s0 much BLANKS
lol~ aiya, pray hard that i'll pass lorhs. x)

everythinqq ends at ab0ut 9+
actually wanted t0 go mac wibb xinyi de
budden..call my mum, dhey wan c0me fetch me
lols. s0 haiz, nvm l0rhs..nxt time dhen f0l0w dhen g0
went back c0nc0urse there, saw jingjing !
haha! she waitinqq f0r melanie jie. o.o
-.-" wait da0 s0 HOT
sian sian sian ! t0ok 0ut my n0teb0ok
and erase smth x.x really d0wan t0 rmb it anym0re !
haiz, went t0 buy mil0 drink t0 c0ol d0wn. x___X
awhile m0re then parents c0me lia0s
went t0 makan !w0ots, ate LAKSA again
haha! s0 niceeee xD <333>
budden eat halfway cried. zzzz
haizzz, sian d0wan write her what happen. -.-

went back dad'sh0p..at 12pm fall asleep..
lols! w0ke up at 8pm. O.O wahhh
8hours 0f slp. lols. im just t0o tired b0ut everythinqqs
w0ke up watch tv..watch lia0 dhen cl0se sh0p le
c0s ii lunch & dinner als0 haven eat. -.-
s0 went t0 eat ~ NASI LEMAK wee ~

ha0 le lah..reach h0me b0ut 11+
haiz..sia lah ! played maple till 1:30am
dhen g0 0rhx 0rhx. haiizzz
t0day n0b0dy peii w0 chat chat. x.x
g0 0rhx 0rhx lia0s. buhbye

``xia0meii; 31o8o6 *// wo ai ni

wee t0day sunday ~
budden still very sian larhs !
lols stayed h0me all day
my daily routine...?
chat - bloqqinqq - Audition - Maple - chat - slp
lols! aiya, nth better t0 do!
cannot go out, cannot do what !
argh, life's is so meaningless. x___X
shall continue with my aily routine le
sooo, end here ? hehes buhbye ~

``xia0meii; 31o8o6 *// wo ai ni

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