It's the start of our Mock Exams already.
Which also means, 17 more days to O levels :(
Had our English P2, Social Studies and Maths paper today.
English - Was soso, just somehow filled with chim words.
Social Studies - Only did part a & b. Essay bo touch tio -.-
Maths - Whatever, i did what i know. The rest, i gave up.

I didnt know today will be at broadcasting room, air-conditioned.
And so .. I forgot to bring my jacket along with me to school.
Goddamns, i was like shivering like what! Irritating.
I shall not forget to stuff it into my bag tonight x____o
& still, not forgetting, thanks Melanie for lending it to me for that 5minutes!♥
& also, thanks Geokting for borrowing it from her for me!♥

&, some people pissed me off today.
Those teachers, that talked to me today la. Nabei :O
You teachers mixed things up yourself, go settle it yourself.
What for push the blame onto me when things goes wrong?
I'm merely just a 5N2's class chairperson, hello?
Talk also dont know how talk properly, anyhow play finger pointing game.
Teachers big fuck -.- , leave this school also wont find you back.

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Anyways, to all those dearest readers of my blog ah.
I just wants to tell you something ... !
I might be going M.I.A again, yeah. This time for real.
No like the other time, i went soft hearted cos of my dearies' words.
Not for now. Once i'm off, i will be off, & wont be back till i wants.
I'll be off whenever i wants, so .. maybe today? Maybe tomorrow? Maybe ... Maybe ..
So sorry darlings, dearies. :O

Partly because of my dreadful O levels.
Partly because of something else which is bothering me.
I needs to take a break from everything, & i meant everything.

Regardless whether is it Friendship, Relationship.
I might have problems in both, which i dont know what i should do.
More onto relationship i guess, i'm really in a dilemma.
Sometimes i do wished i could be out of love, rather than being in such situation.
But, i'm still clear with who i'm liking now okay :\
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C. He's left with no hope to me for this life.
Nah, no way. I wouldnt turn myself back in time, never ever.
There's only one chance, missed it? It's over. :)
I never regretted, & i swear i wont.
You texted me a particular message, but till today i havent replied you yet.
I dont know what i should say, i'm just confused okay.
I might talk to you after my O, but who knows? I dont know either.
Be patient then, you're the one who owes me more. Thanks for your apologize.

L. You? Sometimes i do hope we would stop contacting.
It's difficult for me to be in such situation, between you both.
I dont want to spoil your relationship, neither do you.
I wished i could just tell you, but it's just difficult for me.
You're still my best friend after years, it's no wrong of meeting up with you.
Unless she's the one who's being over-sensitive? Then i dont know.
But, yeah whatever. I'll let you know one day, soon, real soon. :)

W. Yes, you. I'm still stucked with my words.
I wanted you to know so much, but i just seems to say it out.
I've been dragging it for so goddamn long, still nothing done.
Someone wanted to help me, yet i rejected :\ (Sorry, you know who you are!)
I'm so afraid relationship might just change when you knows :O
The feeling wouldnt be nice, you know? Grrs.
I had it once, i dont want it the second time. No way!
Anyway, just leave it la. I'm blur also :)

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Photos again :)

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Heh, i know i'm veh zilian :3
Still, i love all my cam-whoring photos. ♥
Top : Left, at NorthPoint Washroom. Right, at Westmall Red2 shop. :D
Middle : Left, at the 30storey building. Right, at home washroom. :D
Bottom : Left & Right, at parents' room. Only difference, you spot it yourself! :D

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TAG REPLIES.

Elin : Hello sweetlove, hahaa. Alrights, we will meetup :)
Zhengbiao : Hahaa, i mean after O's then maybe go meet you? :)
Raquel : Lol secretlover, what photo you mean? :O
Jingyi : Cheer up kays, i'm always here :D Loves.
Shuhua : Alrights, relink-ed & invit-ed! Lovedieyou meih :D

Ciaos.

P/S : Rebecca needs some break, from everything, everyone..

It's Lantern Festival / Mooncake festival today eh? o.o"
LOL, i dont know the correct one laaa. Jidannnnn :(
You like which one, then choose which one okay. LOLL. Anyway i just wish luh,
Happy Lantern / Mooncake festival to all !
Have fun burning candles & lanterns tonight yeah. :D (I also want play lehhhh, sadded.)
I loves to play with candles on lantern festival.

& also.
Happy Birthday, Jingyi Twinnehhhhhhh!♥
Enjoy your birthday today, have fun yeah.
&&, stop sliting yourself already. :O
Loveyou plenty, :D

Anyway, let's review.
Current time : 1.33pm.
Current mood : Energetic, no wild thinkings.

Basically, i just got back home from outside.
Yup. Woke up early morning, 9am, prepared.
Went for breakfast with parents, been ages since then.

Parents off to work. There i walked to anonymous's house.
Yeah he's goddamn slow, so went up to his house.
Watched tv while waiting for him to be done. Tsk

Done. Bused back to 272 area, saw Ms Seah on bus :( !
I wonder what she'll be thinking after seeing me, whateverr.
Reached, bought his breakfast, off we went to void-deck.
Took out my book, studied myself while he's eating.
Anyway, thanks to anonymous for accompany me. :)

Halfway, something happened, so he went off first.
Sent me back home, and off he goes. Aiyoyoo
Just hope he's alright? Seems to be serious :\

Will be continuing with my revision later on, yup.
O levels are arriving, 19 more days to go.
Everyone has already started counting down, oh great.
It's getting scarier each day when we minus one from that number.
But still, good lucks to whole 5N faculty. :D

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Yesterday, studied in school till 4pm plus.
Walked to westmall meet mum, wanted to collect phone.
But something cropped up, yet again. Lawls
So neverminds, told mum next week then. :)

Went for lunch, but didnt ate. Moodless ah.
Halfway while mum and littlebro eating, saw anonymous :O
& surprisingly is, i didnt know my mum recognize him -.-
Lol, he greeted my mum, my mum also talked to him. Wth
I shocked for that few seconds, and continue back day-dreaming. Lol

After lunch, went shopping around in westmall.
Went to Red 2, mum bought clothes for me again :D
Off we went back home, changed, followed littlebro to his school.
For some lantern festival celebrations. Super boring -.-
Back home at 8pm plus, skipped. Slept early :)

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Another overdue photos.

Top : Westmall's Arcade. & That 30storey bulding.
Bottom : At Blk 136+ , reflections.

TAG REPLIES.

Jingyi : Cannot see how laaa, my god. Stop sliting yourself D:
Junhui : Hello hello. :D Ps ah, i relinked you already.!
Sophia : Lmaos, you say stead jiu stead ah? I'm lazy also. LOL. You toohs! :D
Elin : No nor, you then. :D Hahaa, loveyoutooh. :D
Rachel : Alrights darling, i'll try yeah. Just cant stop thinking. Loveyoutooh! :D
Esther : SteadStead! :O , things running through my mind. Hah, loveyoutooh, muacks :3
Zhengbiao : Lol, sure not? Hahaha. After O levels then see how bah. :\

Ciaos.

P/S : That's the end of everything, full stop, i really wants to gives you up, boy.

HurHur. I'm getting so depressed & emotional nowadays.
I been crying at night while on bed, & in school as well. What's wrong with me -.-
I seriously dont know what i should do about it.
Headache like shiat okay, mind been running wild recently.

Like i said. I'm on the brink of giving up.
I'm sick and tired of it already, really.
Everyday been just thinking and thinking, nothing changes.
Waste of time, isnt it? -.-

Should i, or should i not? I really have no freaking idea.
Shucks. Shall leave it to fate then, i gives up. :)

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I had quite a moody day in school today laa.
I dont know what i thinking today, my mind kept on going wild.
I merely kept quiet for the whole day, refuse to talk much to people.
Zz, sorry yeah people.

D&T : Played with Hadad's phone, not listening to teacher.
English : Half asleep, half browsing through geography textbook.
Recess : Didnt ate, no appetite.
Social Studies : Almost fell asleep, again.
Maths : Yes, i slept during lesson. Couldnt take it.
Chemistry Remedial : Revision on practical stuffs.

Ended. Stayed back in class, studied all by myself.
Nah, i'm not feeling lonely. I prefer to study myself in class,
if there's people with me, i'll just start talking without thinking. Yup.
All the way until 4pm plus, walked to library find Melanie & clique.
Bored die, all haven finish studying. Played with Melanie's phone, thanks yah.

Left school at 6pm i think, school was closing.
Walked back home, at last i can. Took my own sweet time to walk.
Reached home at 7pm. & thanks to that person who accompany me in smsing. :)

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Yesterday? Pe lesson was great, though my leg was in great pain.
I endured that pain, and went ahead with going wild with basketball.
No more PE lesson in secondary school life anymore, sadded.
Let's hope there's no side effect that's gonna happen to my leg ah. :\

Stayed back in school for MT intensive remedial, back home at 4pm plus.
Watched tv. Bathed. Watch tv again. Waiting for people.

Went to slack at void deck with anonymous person again. :)
Though it's just slacking, i had much fun bickering around la hor.
Gosh. One thing i dont like about bicker, is i always lose -.- !
Wangbadan. My talking skills not good, you people always bully me. LOL x.x

Back homed. & blahblahblah, skipped*
Changed and bused to batok mrt with anonymous and littlebro.
Hah. Remember your "tickets" are with me, i shall increase the number of it ;x
Trained down to bugis with littlebro to meet mum.
Blahblahblah, nothing much happened. So, that's all.
Lastly, mum bought me the bangle again. Black coloured this time, thanks loads!

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2 photos first, i'm lazy.


I'm just being random :)

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TAG REPLIES.

Stacia : Hey precious, heh. Tagged toos, loves.
Rachel : Oks Oks. Hahaa, yeah lo. Dont bother him alr. Luvdieyoutoohs :D
Caryl : Hehh, same same. Much Loves. :D
Junhui : Hellohs, :D
Kaili : Hello Sweetie. :)
Elin : SweetLovee, you then chio. Hah, i'm not. :D Lovees.
Winston : Hey, thanks for tagging! Good lucks for O's man :D
Zhengbiao : Ohhh, that time you saw me. But i never saw you laa -.- ! & i'm different from my photos :(
Sophia : Baobeiiiiii! Not larry laa. LOLL, someone whom i'm crushing on -.- !
Racheal : Hello Meih ! Lovees. :)
Jingyi : Heh, twinnehs :D

Ciaos.

P/S : Mark that spot, get my feelings right can you? I doubt you could.