Monday, March 15, 2010


`I treasure and love them both like there's no tomorrow :>

Hai, Hai.

I simply love above photos a lot :)
Lovely daddy and mummy of mine, endless love.
;luvs

Basically, i've to make a trip down to the healthcare centre tomorrow.
Purpose to collect my health report from them, oh mys.
Hopefully the report is a pleasant one, or rather a good news to me.
I wouldn't know what to do if it's an unpleasant outcome ohs.

For a few times, i told my mummy, i wanted to change my name.
As in, the irritating chinese name which i'm having now.
Though it sound nice to some people, but i just don't know why, it doesn't to me.
Or perhaps, it's because it's a initially a guy's name.
&, i'm very sensitive to people fooling around with my name, rather, i hate it.
Yes, you know how irritating is it of having your own name being played?
I'll not hesitate to get harsh on you if you play with my name,
no matter how close you are to me. Yes, i wouldn't give face.
Because that's one thing i totally hate in my life, sorry :)
But afterall, Rebecca still sounds nicer :3

Blog readers, aren't leaving me tag like usual :(
Always left just like that, tsk tsk.
So bad of you! Hahaha.
Don't so bad la, leave a tag before you go oks! :P

I haven't been blog hopping around for a time.
Many people aren't updating blog as usual, just like me.
Perhaps everyone are just getting bored of blogging? Tsk.

Now, i really understands to why, "I don't trust guys".
Things are just proving me RIGHT, and not proving me WRONG.
Get that? Situations are all the same in the end :)
Thanks god, i didn't trusted any of you. (Refers to that group of guys)
You're just a bunch of hypocrites, who doesn't mean what you say :)
Want me to trust you? Prove it to me by 'mean what you say' then,
if not, don't bother wasting time on me bah.
Simply because, my trust in guys, aren't as high as previously anymore, sorry :)

Well well. I've something to rant about below.
Don't wish to see, don't scroll down oks :)








To that someone.
I seriously, don't know how to trust you again.
If that's what you're gonna do to me again and again,
i'm really considering whether you're still my friend or not.
Or rather a closer relationship, whether you're still my gan or not.
Quit it, i had enough of your hypocrites action and words.
Go ahead with your fucking lovey thing, like as if i care.
Just stop lying to me, it totally sucks oks.
I wouldn't mind others, but seriously not lies, whatmore it's from you.
Yes. I'm thinking if i should continue trusting you or should i stop.
You're getting on my nerves oks, i'm enduring my anger with you.
I wouldn't want things to turn out nasty between us both, by confronting.
No way. I do treasure my ganship with you, but if you don't, i see no point in it.
On this side, you're ranting all sort of rubbish about (insertname),
yet on the other side, you're cuddling all those mushy stuffs with (insertname).
Don't be a hypocrite to me, because hypocrites are just what i hates.
Thankyous, (insertname). ;luvs


To another someone.
Yes, like i said, i'm giving it up, once and for all.
Your attitude towards me changed so fucking drastically, till i couldn't take it.
Fuckyou. I'm not your punching bag, for you to let out anger on.
Find yourself another girl, she's so much better what right?
Think i care? Sorry to let you down, i don't.
You're always assuming things on your own, without sparing a thought for me.
You were once lovely, but like i mentioned, ONCE. So you're NOT now.
Your friends? Nah. They're just fooling around with me as well, i know well.
Now, get lost and lead your own life, since you too, couldn't be bothered with me.
Good then, we're quits. Normal friends it shall be, thankyous :)


TAG REPLIES.

Elin : Haha, alrights i will too! Hehe. I'm not chiobu luh, aiyo.
Kaili : Tsk tsk, so lazy ah you. Not really boring la, quite fun :)
Steffie : Hello honeycandy! Hehe, tagged back :D I'm not chio, you are leh! :3

Ciaos.

P.S : Love me for a reason, let the reason be me.

Saturday, March 13, 2010


`Smiles, are always the cure from you. :>

Hai.

By the way, anyone have problem viewing my blog? Gah.
It's totally freaking me out, with what Melanie is saying. LOL
Is my blog really having problem with the boxes position? ._.
Or is it only she's having that problem viewing :O
Weird please. So confused o.o
Let me know if you also have the same problem when you're at my blog!
Thanks a plenty :)

A day out with Melanie & JingJing yesterday.
Both lovely jie of mine, hoho.
They're always the creator of my laughters :)

Yesterday was BBSS's X-Country day, so we decided to make a trip down.
Venue are always the same, never changed after years. Japanese Garden.
Went around seeking for our beloved teachers, took photos & chit chat.
Aw. I really do miss school & teachers!

After X-country, headed on to IT show @ CityHall.
Before that, lunched at MarinaSquare. & not forgetting, Cam-whoring session.
After all the cam-whoring madness, off to IT show at last.
Rounds of walking, rounds of talking from those promoters, we went off.
Skipped. 4pm, we left as i've to rush back home.

&, i'll never ever take 106 back home ever again. Perhaps in the night, i will.
Yesterday's idea of taking 106 back, is totally a wrong idea.
Was rushing for time, yet there's heavy traffic jam, & bumping into all RED lights.
Reached home like, 1 hour time please, it's like wtf -.-
Ran back home right after i alighted, & got some sort of 'scoldings / naggings' ._.
Gah. I'm so not gonna take that bus home from there ever again man, omg.

Packed things, and off. Almost late for my night class.
But luckily, teacher isn't there yet.
Chat with Peilin like so mad please, simply laughing away the whole lesson.
& there's 3 other girls, damn lame ttm.
For nothing keep diao us, like as if we care. LOL
Also dont know if they went there for lesson, or for match-making session eh.
Makeup until so thick, wear until so less. LOL crap.
Off to train with her, took different train and off :D

Yesterday was indeed a tiring day, i couldnt help falling asleep.
Woke up at 7plus, out whole day till 11plus till i'm homed.
Cam-whoring while walking the whole day, is considered tiring afterall!
Gosh. Totally dead beat, so i woke up at 2pm plus today :\
Blah blah blah .

I really dont understand why.
Your attitude towards me, changed so drastically.
Is it just because of what i did wrong in the past?
Like i said, all i could say is sorry, that's all.
I really dont know how to make it up to you,
when you arent giving me a chance to even talk nicely with you.
Or even, you arent giving me the chance of having a long talk like the past.
I wanted to miss you, but you dont allow me to, mentally.
I seriously dont want to give it up, again.
Or rather i really should give it up and move on :')
Tell me, because i'm really in a dilemma. Sorry.

TAG REPLIES.

Kaili : You ah. Ask me find you, you never go! Tsk.
Nicola : Hihihihihi, thankyous for welcomeing! Hehe. I'll try aye :\
Yanru : Honeybee, loveyoutoos. haha :D
Jingwen : Hehe. Thanks secretaffair! ;mua
Shuhua : Meih meih, relink-ed! ;luvs

Ciaos.

P.S : It's always circling around, that i didnt realise it's going rounds.

Thursday, March 11, 2010


`I love above photos, a lot a lot. &, That's just the Rebecca you all knew :>

Greeeeeeeeeeeeeetings, darling(s) !
Welcome me back to blogging, would you? Haha!
Yes yes, i'm finally back to blogging after going MIA for like, 27/2 to 11/3.
Go calculate how many days yourself! Quite a long period, mmhmm.

Anybody miss me? ;hoho.
Well, i shall speak my mind first then.
Yes, indeed i miss-ed a lot of you lovelies!

Urhmmmmmm, who who?
Caryl'Lovebug. Cheryl'Airen. Esther'SteadStead. Hanyi'Candylover.
Jolyn'Cupcake. Kaili'Sweetie. Larry'Laopa. Melanie'Jie. Nicola'Mei.
Rachel'PreciousLove. Raquel'Secretlover. Serene'Nuer. Stacia'Precious.
Sophia'Baobei. Yuuri'Sister. Yunyi'Kiddopartner.
(If you didn't realise, it's by alphabetic order aye.)

`Yup, no doubt, i miss them dearly :)
Infact, i miss you ALL.
Dont be disheartened if your name aren't up there,
because i miss you too oks! ;luvs

As you saw with your own eyeeeeees, i've changed my blogskin again!
HAHAHA. I love changing blogskin, again & again.
As for now, i'm really in love with this skin oks.
It's so simple, & greyish black in colour :)
;luvs luvs .

Oks. I can't promise, that i wouldn't go on MIA the second time :\
Yeah, depends on the situation aye.
Simply because i doesn't have as much free time as usual, ahhhhhh.
It's driving me crazy, soon.

Well well, i super love the photo @ profile column! ;hehe
Whenever i've a trip up to genting, mum will never fail to get me a new teddybear :)
& surely, i do love that new teddy that joined my teddybear club at home!
I've tons of teddies & plushies, do you describe that as childish?
HAHA. If you think so, then too bad. Sorry, i don't think so at all.
I find it rather lovely, heart-warming to be able to cuddle with tons of them at night!
Simply because, they're all given to me by people who're dear to me :)
I appreciates their gift so much, that i wouldnt hesitate to cuddle with them to sleep!
I'll definitely keep them with me for years, surely will :)

Frankly speaking, i've been pondering over some matters over & over again.
I don't know if i'm right in doing so, but can't help it.
I never thought we would fall out of place, after being that close.
I know i let you down in the past, but i didn't mean to.
Wouldn't seek your forgiveness, just seeking for your chat.
You know i'm referring to you, i know you know !
Others who doesn't know who i'm referring to, i won't be revealing, sorry! :)

Oks. Next.
My dearest Larry'Laopa, will be leaving for Japan next week :(
Time flies, was still thinking you just told me recently.
Yet your trip is here, next week already! How fast.
I'm so so so so so gonna miss die you oks! Mai say i boxim, if not you die! ;x
Nobody there for me to guailan to for the period when you're away :(
Nobody there for me to disturb with being 'upset' :(
Faster come back oks, dont get seduced by japanese girls leh, i know they damn chio.
LOLLLLL. Oks, you know i'm joking right?! HAHA.
Talk to you again when you're back! I want to be the first to know you're back! (x
Lalalalaaas. ;luvs

TAG REPLIES.

Rachel : Oh darling, i've gone back to blogging! Hehe. Tagged :) ;luvs
Nicola : Hai meimei, i'm back to blogging & i'm quite cheered up alr! Hee. ;luvs
Joey : Thanks nuer, i'm quite cheered up now! Dont worry, hehe. Loveyou!
Yanru : Hello Honeybeee, thanks for tagging. Tag you back! ;luvs
Stacia : Hello precious oh precious! How're you lately?! Missdieyou! ;luvs
Raquel : Hey secretlover, i wouldnt forget you my dear. Tagback! Hee. ;luvs
Jingwen : Thanks secretaffair for the tag, tag you back! Hehe. ;luvs
Yingjing : Hey babyloveee, thanks for tagging aye! How're you?! ;luvs
Elin : Hello sweetlove, it's okay. Jiayous on studies alrights? Haha!
Kaili : Hey sweetie, imy! I'm quite cheered up, thanks! Seeyousoon, luvs.

Ciaos.

P.S : There's always these things called, Love, Care & Concern, in my mind :)