`♥ Happy 18th Birthday, JasmineTay.




Hello (:

Went to school today, finally after getting 2 weeks off from school due to O's.
Really miss school a lot, damn lot.

PE in the morning, completed my Napfa 5 Stations.
Holyyy, everything deproved sia, sadded.

Situp : 33 times.
Standing Board Jump : 174cm.
Shutter Run : 11secs.
Sit and Reach : 36cm.
Inclined Pull-ups : 39 times.

Ah, indeed I'm not really happy with these though :/
Lols. But oh wells, can't redo all these.
I wants to re-run my napfa 2.4km run ! :O
3 weeks ago ran, 17mins plus, totally suck, lol.
Thanks to visiting the toilet in the midst of running -.-

Initially wanted to run 2.4 today, I tried, after 1 round under the sun,
I cmi, end up no choice gotta tell teacher I try again next week :/
So end up, I continue running 2 more rounds for fun, exercise!
Hehehe. But just right after 3rd round ended, I felt so damn dizzy~
Crap leys, almost black out again. -.-

Skipped*
Went to spam water, rest awhile, & played badminton with others. (:
Been long since I last played badminton aaah~ Funfun :D
Tired like mad please.

Lifeskills lesson, talked about love marriage and etc.
Totally spoils my mood, to the very fucking max.
Just because it simply reminds me of tons and tons of things. Sighs -.-
So yeah, turned face to the back, and not listen to teacher.
Doing my own things, playing my own phone games.
Just trying to distract myself.
Whatmore, I doubt I even did manage to forget him at all.
Seriously, it's taking more time than what I expected.. -.-
Oks, oh wells.

Ended school at 11am, trained to cck lot one.
They had lunch, and we went up to the open-space.
Pop Jasmine a surprise with that little cake, she almost cried? Hah (Y).
Yups, sang song, made wishes, and etc.
Gave her the birthday present, a damn huge hello kitty.
Awww, I love hello kitty :O ! So darn cute ttfm! :D Heheheh.
Yup so, slacked there for awhile, and off we go.
Went around window shopping and etc.
Once again, happy birthday Jasmine, may all her wishes come true! (:

Time to go, bid goodbye.
I really hate bidding goodbye to people whom I doesn't wants to bid goodbye to.. :/
Looking at him, but I still gotta bid goodbye. Oh wells.
I'm really so confused oks. Maybe or perhaps,
I really still loves him, oh mys god.

K, end here.
Ciaos.

`It's so hard. But loving you is just so easy, and simple, 3 words.

♥ I'm finally back from MIA-ing.

Oh, it has been 2 long months since I last updated my blog.
Yes, I went on a MIA trip to somewhere peaceful :/
But anyway, I'm fine now though (:
Everything has ended, yes everything.
I hope I really did gave up on everything, cause I ain't sure myself either.
Oh wells, forget it (:

& yes yes.
O levels has officially ended on Friday!
I'm so freeeeeeeeeeeeeeee from exams, happy die~
No more maths, no more science ~
Laughs, finally can have more fun :D

Oks, just be a short post today.
Since it's the first day I came back @.@ !
I'm tired, even after waking up in the noon.

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
I'm thinking of someone, I don't know why.
Heh.

Ciaos.

`He's the one who made me smile, he's also the one who made me cry. I don't need it no more. (:

Hello wello,

I finally, at last after so long, decided to log-in to my blogger account.
Sorry for not replying to all those tags and not blogging.
Wasn't really in the right state of mind for the past one whole month.
Yeah, breaking up with boyfriend was never a good thing.
It'll just directly breaks me down, to the maximum.
Even resorting to being damn emotional and shuts me off from everything.

Yep, just because of such huge attack,
I stopped going to my night class, for a month.
Laughs. That's real dumb, I know.

Anyway, I ain't feeling any where better even till now.
Everyday I've to face the guy I once loved so deeply with.
The guy I once said so many times of "I love you" to.
It's really a awkward feeling! :(

I'm trying so fucking hard to go forget about everything.
It's like asking me to end my own life, needs so much courage.
Sighs, really really difficult to let go.

I still don't know why, why I can't even forget him even till now.
Like seriously, I've no idea at all.
Always been telling myself to forget about him, but end up I always fail to do so.
Sometimes really pissed off with myself.

I know I'm letting my friends down by doing so.
But please forgive me, I'm really having a hard time to control my own feelings, mind and heart.
Whenever I'm at school, I will think of him, because school been the place I know him.
Whenever I'm at home, I will think of him, because I can never get texts from him.
Whenever I'm in mrt, I will think of him, because mrt was the place where I get to hug him so tightly.
Whenever I'm on bus, I will think of him, because bus was the place where he insists I put on safety belt.
Whenever I'm at orchard, I will think of him, because it's the place where we both walked around for 8hours.
Whenever I'm in cinema, I will think of him, because I miss the moment in there with him.
Whenever I'm on the street, I will think of him, because I will never fail to see the word Eunos.
Whenever I'm using the comp, I will think of him, because of facebook.
Whenever I'm using facebook, I will think of him, because we used to play interviews.
There's many more.. I can never finish listing them out.
Just in conclusion, whatever I do, wherever I go, I will just thinks of him.

Please, just help me get out of this illusion.
I'm really suffering, or maybe not suffering.
Just that, being stucked in the world full of him.
I don't know how to explain the feeling.
Sometimes it's nice, sometimes it's terrible.

Oh wells.
Anyway, exams just finished yesterday.
Effective communication paper - Easy peasy.
Introduction to baking science paper - Difficult like fuck.
Pastry basics paper - Still manageable.
Cake mixing and baking paper - Manageable, only dies on one question.

Well, I did studied for this exam.
I really hope I could pass them all.
Cause I definitely have no interest in retaking any of the module at all.

Talking abour retaking, I'm really regretting on retaking my O levels.
Practically a waste of time, fuck it.
I'm already giving up on them, Maths & Science.
Only pinning hopes on English, Chinese & Combine Humanities.
Gonna study for them the next few weeks.
Fuck, O levels are like less than a month's time.
Sighs. Jiayou.

Alrights.
I shall stop here, cause I'm using phone to blog.
Blogging at a basketball court at yewtee, even nice.
Hahaha. Heading to grandma house for lantern later on (;
Shall go enjoy burning of candles and playing of fire. Hehe.
Tags will be replied soon, I promise, when I use a comp to visits mu blog.
Goodnights, Goodbye. <: