haiz. everyday alm0st late f0r sk0ol. zzz
cant seems t0 sleep well.. >.<
startinq 0f dhe day, im already very m0ody.
n0rt even laughinqq. x.x

maths lesson was very b0red.
& jacks0n k0r talk t0 me nia..
dhen hanyii dhey all kip sayinqq we g0rt wat secret.
idi0t larhs. als0 n0n of his business larhs. -.-
t0day g0t geog test. stupid.
ii dun even n0e h0w to d0 narhs. haiz.
100% fail le. >.< haiz. nebermind.
everytime geog lesson, i'll be s0 dam l0nely & b0red. T_T
haizz. fated t0 be l0nely all my life. >.<

P.E time. nth f0r me to do.
so as wat i told him ytd.
went 0utside sk0ol t0 run. x.x
intend t0 try n0rt t0 think 0f things.
budden, jus cant d0 it. >.<
runninqq & cryinqq t0gether. :(
came back lia0..nth t0 do again.
sit d0wn dhere. day-dreaminqq.
k0rk0r c0me t0k t0 me..ask me wat happen. >.<
me mysef als0 dunn0 wat happen narhs.
just feeling dam m0ody & kip thinkinqq thinqs nia.
ltr on suddenly dhey all kena sc0lded by mdm fadilah. diia0s.
she s0 extra larhs. -.- c0nfiscated their EZ link cards. >.<
s0 dhey g0rt t0 stay back till 3 n0rhs. haiz
keliann..nxt time wear your PE larhs. -.-

recess time..g0 eat mee bundunq again. x.x
sian sian sian..everyday is lyk eating same thing.
went bak klaz..rush t0 dhe t0ilet t0 change.
c0me bak saw cher. ask me g0 take her radio ~ zzz
went bak t0 klaz wibb dhe radio. stupidd
dhen was lyk day-dreaminq dhe wh0le lesson?
kipp cuttinq dhat shape 0n my table. haiz.
im truly thinkinq t0o much, and tears dropped d0wn. x.x

chinese lesson was so so so bored ! x.x
t0day n0b0dy peii w0 lia0 tian. s0 very b0red n0rhs.
sit behind al0ne. listeninq t0 maii s0ngs. haizz
dhen cher suddenly call dhem c0me my table here. diia0s.
she g0 thr0ugh dhe paper..dhen walk away lia0.
ii was s0 m0ody ! x.x vandalisinqq dhe table againn.
budden, tears jus dropped d0wn again suddenly. T_T
n0b0dy cares if ii cry anyway.
nebermind. chem lesson.
went t0 dhe bak t0 sit..
haiz. s0 sian narhs.
really n0b0dy t0k t0 me. >.<
so jus went on wibb dhe lesson till sch ends n0rhs.

end sch le.
everybody g0ne...
left dhe l0nely me in klaz..
haizzz..did my D&T w0rk.
kip drawinqq...
wallace k0r came in ask me why haben g0 h0me..
dhen went out le. x.x
ltr jacks0n k0r dhey all c0me bak t0 klaz suddenly.
and s0 n0isy..i jus wan t0 have s0me peace!
cant i even have s0me?? =(

gineng k0r..x.x
stupid..wan n0e thinqqs dhen say ii his meii.
0therwise, im n0rt even his meii larhs.
was s0 fedd up wibb him..
ii always treat him as my k0r, but does he ? haiz maybe n0rt

IM JUS NORT ABLE T0 BE ANYONE'S MEI PERFECTLY..

SORRIE TO ALL MY KORS. >.<

dhey was talkinqq bout s0meone..
and suddenly gineng k0r said smth bout OBS...
i get out 0f dhe klaz immediately.. x.x
freak..i jus d0wan him t0 say out
and remind me 0f dhe thingss..that's all !

actually wanted t0 eat in sch de.
budden is like..
I KENA PANGSEII BY EVERY SINGLE ONE !
IM JUS HATING MY LIFE SO MUCH. CANT I JUS DIE OFF??
im s0 miserable everyday.. >.<

s0 nebermind..called my mum again.
& kena sc0lded. x.x
f*ck larhs. im s0 m0ody le..
still kena pangseii, kena sc0lded.
jus feel lyk crying..
reali nidd s0me c0mf0rt fr0m s0meone. x.x
dun think anyone will d0 it..nebermind.

g0rt t0 walk t0 coffee shop myself t0 find my mum.
fine ! i shall walk ALONE !
walk till dhe shelter dhere.
and saw dhe boy whom ii saw at mac dhe 0ther day.
and was s0 f*ckinq pissed off by him.
he dia0 me..nahbeh. s0 gayish larhs him..er sinqq.
s0 i dia0 him back l0rhs. -.-
better n0rt see him again..s0 GAY !

haiz..t0day cried f0r 4 times. haizzzzzzzz
n0b0dy saw, and n0b0dy cares....
reach h0me & bathed.
writinqq post. >.<
n0rt even a single laughinq w0rd i've typed in my post t0day. x.x

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you guys wan cut hand??
go ahead and cut it !
might as well just cut your wrist.
im not going to care about anyone anymore.
ive no feeling towards anyone now~
if you guys can cut, i can also cut..
cut bahs. let it bleed !
nothing much anyway.
it's just another method of losing blood..
i dun care anymore le. x___x

melanie jie, jacks0n k0r, wallace k0r, larry k0r.
dun blame me if you guys see this.
im reall going to lost my feelings soon.
end here bahs..

Love me & i'll love you twice