wahs sia0 sia0..ytd cant slp !
m0rninqq b0ut 5:30 dhen fall asleep.
haiz, dhen 6:30 w0ke up. -.-"
ii was really thinkinqq t0o much !!
really thinkinqq t0o much le.
oh my ! suddenly cried halfway....

why am i cryinqq ?!?!
maybe im blaminqq him for all these
but, somehow everyone thinks it's my fault
that i didnt cherish it that time.
maybe they're right !
is it me who didnt cherish it ?
ALRIGHT !! it's my fault, everythinqq is caused by me !!
if there's anythinq to blame for, come blame me for it !!
dont blame him for that, it isnt his fault anyway. IT'S MINE !!
could someone just teach me how to forget him?!?!
i really wish to forget him, but i just can't seems to do it!!!
he treats me invisible, & it applies t0 me too.
i could'nt treat him as my friend
cause he doesnt treat me as one of his!
just seems like we're total strangers to each other,
look as if we've never ever met each other before in this life,
i really dont want this anymore, i cant hold on any longer...
one day if i really can't take it any further,
maybe i'll do foolish thinqqs again.
could somebody just help me out? im terribly hurt & depressed !

he's the first who made me really know what's love is.
he's the first who let me feel there's security with him around.
he's the first who made me feel very emo easily.
he's the first who made me ever cried for a guy so terribly
he's also the first who made me start cutinqq my hand for...

thanks all my baobeiis who cares about me
ii really cant live without you guys !

wishinqq up0n the stars; h0pinqq there's miracles
*//just feel like cryinqq, could somone lend me your shoulder to lean on?

really feel like cryinqq out; maybe i'll feel better? or it won't?
who could just lend me your shoulder to lean on? T_T
wishinqq up0n the stars just to let my wishes full-filled.

i dont feel like going to the sentosa trip
it'll only make me think of all those thinqqs again
really dont want to think bout it again
whenever it comes to my mind i'll cry.
sh0uld i go for that class gatherinqq?
nevermind, end here bahs.
im seriously cryinqq !
tears been droppinqq since then ~ 12:22pm


``xia0meii; 31o8o6 *// wo ai ni