seriously, i dont know whats going on between you & me.
are you going to be angry with me for the rest of your life
just becoz i ignored you for that past few days?
okay, im really sorry about that !
i've my reasons for ignoring you alright.
hope you will understand luh.
but you wouldnt let me say out my reasons,
and asked me to leave you alone.
what you expect me to do?

i really dont know whats going on with you.
you are the one who said was feeling down,
yet you could play till so happily when you're in school?
is that what you called feeling down?
if it is, i've nothing to comment bout it lo.

now it looks as if, you wants me to suffer eh?
since i suffer and you dont even care,
okay then, i shall just suffer till the day you're back to normal.
i know i promised you i wont cut my hand anymore,
but would you even care bout me now?
even if i cut myself again, you also wont care bout it ya?
if you ever care bout me again, i would be more than happier.
all i want was you to be happy and not angry or sad!
but what you think bout it!
i care for you but yet you heck care me!
you really hurt me luhh, whats wrong with me caring for you?
just tell me luh, what did i really do wrong!?!?!
i know i was in the wrong to ignore you without telling you the reason.

cant you think of how i felt when you asked me to leave you alone?
when im like so cared bout you.
after all, im still a girl can!
my emotions is much more weaker luh!

are you just going to end it just like that?
since the day you became my most baobeii kor,
i cared for you everytime.
it's almost one year luhh!
and you could just forget everything???
if you really wish to stop knowing this mei, it's up to you.
but i still hope you wont ba.

really there's nothing i could do now,
since that you are so angry with me.
and wants me to leave you alone...
i shall leave you alone for now.
you want to cool down ya? let you cool down ba.
when you okay le then tell me.
i hope you wont make me have false hope again.
since 31o8o6...you never been angry with me for once.
remember cheering you up that day
which made you to be my kor.
although im not a good joker but
whenever you sad, i will try my best to cheer you up.
haiis, i really dont know what to say le.

you want forget the past 11months, just tell me ba.
if you ever read this, thanks.
if not, i can only say something bout it.
really no hope between us le.
i wont forget the happy times.

it's up to you now le ba.
the most i could suffer is only 35 days.
after 35days, is the day which we both waited for so long.
and it's a promised you would be with me till that day.
when you're happy, i will follow suit.
but now is you angry, i wont be feeling good okay.
whatever it is, im really sorry for ignoring you...
if we ever get back to normal, i wont do it again.

sorry for whatever i did to make you upset.
sorry for ignoring you too much the other time.
i've got my reasons for doing it. i meant well.
seriously regretted ignoring you luhh...
please, let's get back to normal can?





bye.