Hello ♥

Happy 4th month anniversary YiweiDawugui! ♥

No mood for anything right now.
I had such a fcuking bad day in school.
wished nothing of such things actually happened.

why? why? why?
anyone can answer me? I guess none.
im so being hurt this morning.
so sorry, i cried in school today.
i just merely couldnt take it.
i know damn clear that im weak,
someone who always cry no matter what happen.
so what? Try being in my position if you dont understand.

with those words, with this matter.
for being in between the both of you.
i had enough of this kind of lame stuffs.

I didnt blame anyone of you.
im just being damn upset about it.
why cant we just be friends?
is it really that hard?
If it is, why even bother to quarrel?
not as if quarrelling will make you more happy.

two being my best friends, going to end friendship.
how do you even expect me to heck care about it?
i dont wish anyone to end any friendship, whatmore is almost 4years.

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Jenna ;
I know you're angry about that matter.
If i were you, i would be as angry as you.
even if you doesnt bother about that friendship, keep it to yourself next time.
that sentence you said to me in class today,
it's really hurting, even though it's not meant for me.
maybe you might say im thinking too much?
No, im not at all. you can say that about melanie's friendship with you.
who knows when you'll do the same to me as well? I really dont know.
well, you can just say that im afraid of losing you as my friend?
whatever it is, i just dont wish you to end friendship anyhow. Not worth at all.
Anyway, i didnt know my friendship with you is that weak.
after saying that sentence, you just walked off to find zhenyi.
you didnt even care about my feelings by doing so.
being your friend for almost 4 whole years, im not as important.
you made me felt as though, im really NOTHING to you after this 4 years.
nevermind then, since it is. I wouldnt ask for much from you again.
second time im in cold war with you cos of FRIENDS.
I wished there's no more third time. Please.
Lastly, im not mad at you just now.
wanted to have my own peace for the last few periods only.

If you still treat me as your friend, talk to me in msn after you finish reading.

If you doesnt, i cant do anything. tkcares.

Melanie ;
You too, angry because of that post.
Same here, i would get angry if i saw that as well.
but what you tag at her blog, is also kinda .. not right?
she wrote that, you doesnt have to say in that way mah.
Im not siding her now. Just saying the fact.
she's not wrong by being angry about what you said luh.
you're also not wrong at all lah.

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Im not siding anyone.
dont mistaken me.
both also wrong, both also right.
settle it yourself.
whatever i said today, are all RUBBISH okay?
Take it as i never mention anything before.
I wasted all my energy, all my tears.
I tried my very best today, but to no avail.
Im sorry for whatever i did, whatever i said.

I give up on everything, Sorry.

Im not any great friend that you guys should have.

I failed as a friend of everyone.
IM NOT GOING TO CARE ANYMORE.!
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Anyway, thanks to the following people for today.
Melanie, Eileen, JingJing, Geokting, Hadad, Saheera, Xinyi, Sangeetha, Aisyah
Hafizah, Jasmine, Hanyi, Jackson, Gineng, Mark, Yinqi.
thanks all for comforting me when im upset (:
you guys are a great friend. thanks lots

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Photos talk (:


Zilian(: ___&& didi took while i combing my hair :\


My unbake chocochip muffins. Look so weird :X

Tags Replies! ♥

Sharifah : Lols. where got sehs. Yeah, your face funny :X
Larryk0r : Where got, dont anyhow say. I never pon last time! Anw, mai flood (:
MelanieJie : I dont know.
SherminQinren : hahahh. Happy 1 Month anniversary! ♥
JoeyNuer : Helloo nuer! :D
Zhengbiao : Lols. Okays okays, you very good. Of cos remember your birthday luh :D
Huichen : Relink-ed already! (: Fast hor? :D
YiweiDawugui : No, im not luh. haiyoh. Anyway, dont forget what i said yesterday xP
Huiyi : hahhs. welcome luhs! (:
Shufong : Yeah, this friday. hah why?

Felicia : Hmm alrights, studies for now. Gathering Later (:

Alrights.
♥BYE