Yep, guess what?
I'm moody once again.
I cried once again.
I failed once again.

I tried my very best to hold back my tears.
But, it still came flowing down.
Tears been flowing non-stop, just like a running tap.
Few minutes, it'll come.

I cant stop thinking.
Why must things end up in this way?
How can just a simple sentence, destroy my 4months of love?
It's so unreasonable, unpredictable, unexpected.
Dont you think likewise? It's so not worth!
What a big shock i've gotten early in the morning.

Tell me why? Nobody could ever explain.
I've been crying for the past 2hours.
I dont know what i can do, but wait.
Wait till the night..

I rather your mum call me, & gives me a big scolding
than you being in a difficult position in between us.
Seeing you so xinku, my heart aches.

We been through many ups & downs together for the past 4months.
Been together so happily. Carry on..?
I know it'll be hard to manage..
with all those pressure that you got from your mum.
I know we can manage it, we can do it.
No matter how hard it's going to be,
we just have to persist on to get what we wished for.

Even though it'll be a BIG problem for us this time round..
Surely it's not going to beat us so easily?
Are we the kind of losing to problems easily?
Let's keep think of a way to solve this matter?
Can we, can we?

I really hope you wouldnt be so cruel to me.
At least, give both of us a chance.
I'm not giving up no matter what.
It's your decision yet again..
Please.. dont make me lose hope again.

Remember all our happy times..?
Playgrounds, Cinemas, House.
Or even. That memorable pasar malam trip with you.
&, wandering about HDB blocks?
Dont you remember how much fun we had together?
Think about all these!
I really cant afford to lose you.. D:

I love you, that's all i really know.
It's the fact that will never ever change.
You'll always be my baby.