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Greetings loves.
It's the last day of 2009, isn't it like, damn fast?
Somehow, i find this year passes damn fast, really fast.
Was just remembering like as though yesterday was my first day of Sec 5.
Where i was having fun, joy & laughter with friends in school.
Now, already one year passed, aiyo.
Recap, since it's the last day of the year.
January.
Just got into secondary 5, and everything was different.
Whereby everyone will get worried with studies for O levels.
Yet me, on the other hand, wasnt in the bit of scared & worried.
Still went into relationship rather than studies.
Yes, fell in love with that person, & life goes on as usual.
Failing every class tests, that's me ever since sec 3 onwards.
February.
ChineseNewYear, went around getting red packets, how happy.
Even till now, i've yet opened any of my 2009's chinese new year's red packets, lol.
Realised it yesterday anyway, haha! Never intend to open yet though.
March.
Nothing much, just that, 1st term of school has ended.
1 week holiday, went genting with family, had much fun.
Just after that holiday, it's common test, if i'm not wrong.
Yup, i kinda failed it? As usual, not surprising at all.
Still, i'm not in a bit of being afraid of my O's. How funny.
April.
Already the fourth month, things still remains the same.
Results are still as worse as before, not a bit of improvement.
Oh wells, blame myself for not getting anxious about it.
All along i've no that bit of interest in studying.
May, June, July.
Tests and tests, worksheets and worksheets.
That's what we did in school for that few weeks.
& thanks to someone, i was hurt damn deeply.
That i couldnt think of anything, or whatever.
Yes, breakup, it's a worst thing to happen.
Took me a long long time to force myself to put it aside.
Sat for the first time of O's chinese paper.
August.
Gotten back the O's chinese paper results, B3.
Utterly disappointed in myself, for getting such lousy result for chinese.
What to do? What's done been done anyway.
Started to feel scared and anxious about the other paper of O's.
Yes, started to study study study, chiong study alone in class after school.
Forced myself to put aside my emotions and stuffs, and concentrate on study first.
Good that i managed to did that, happy for myself.
Thanks to that few people, who kept me going in studying, encouraging me always.
Thank you very much, that i actually did heed you people's advice.
September, October.
O levels officially started.
Memorizing skills are tested, and my memory do sucks to the max.
Stayed up till morning to memorize everything, just the day before that paper.
Yes, i didnt slept for a few nights just because i wanted to memorize things in.
Goddamn. I hope nobody does the same thing as me, chionging like mad.
Blame myself for these, for slacking throughout the whole 3 years.
That's why have to memorize everything in just one night before paper.
But afterall, i still managed to do. At least papers are do-able, to me.
Hopefully i'll get the results i hoped for.
&, i thanks another guy for being there for me during my O's.
Without his motivations, i wouldnt have the mood to do anything.
Though i hurt you in the end, but i doesnt mean to.
Yes still, thank you.
December.
Most memorable thing, my birthday celebration over at grandma house.
I love the presents, especially that baby minnie. Ps, not saying i dont like others.
& obviously, 'Thankyou' to larry, william & zhihui for that throwing into pool.
How much fun you guys had that day eh, hahaha! Mad guys, tsk.
Great birthday i had, thank you to those people who went.
& those wishes at everywhere i receieved.
Boring christmas though, without parents around in singapore.
Oh wells. Now that they're back on the last day, wont be counting down too.
Not really into the 'counting down' interest eh, hah.
Shall just play some movies and watch it together with family,
that's heart warming enough to be able to watch movies together :)
Special thanks to some people.
Thanks Melanie : For being there for me always, & encouraging me to study.
Thanks Wallace : For making me smile always, & motivating me to study.
Thanks Larry : For caring me always, & studying with me, though you disturbs me.
Thanks Hadad : For cheering me up whenever i'm upset, & studying with me.
Thanks Hanyi : For slacking at hdb with me, & listening to me talking rubbish.
Thanks Cyrus : For letting me feel loved, though you hurt me in the end.
Thanks Winston : For letting me feel loved too, though it's also a short period.
Thanks Derek : For your love, though i didnt give anything in return, not even love.
Thanks Halfy : For always teaching me stuffs which i doesnt know.
Thanks Sophia : For being there to talk nonsense with me, & caring for me.
Thanks Esther : For featuring me always in her blog, & being a good steadstead.
Thanks Rachel : For caring about me, & keep giving positive comments one me, tsk.
Thanks Huixin : For helping me to settle some stuffs, & being a nice nuer to me.
Okay, that's all i suppose.
I not sure who i left out, or did i not.
Still, appreciates everything you people did for me this year :D
Loves, Loves.
Yes, conclusion.
Many happy things happened, but many unhappy things happened too.
But for this year, i guess, unhappy things happens more than happy ones.
I hate how much my family has turned into now, a very cold family.
I hate how much i failed for being people's girlfriend.
I hate how much i made people upset and stuffs.
But i do loves the people who loves me :)
However, let's hope for a better year of 2010 which is in 20mins time.
Hopefully, happy occasions, events and stuffs will occur more.
Best of lucks to everyone out there eh, lead a better year.
Lastly, Happy new year :D
Tags reply another day kay? Ps, rushing for time.
& i'm SO glad that the passerby is gone for good :)
Ciaos.
P.S : Love? Just a game.
It's the last day of 2009, isn't it like, damn fast?
Somehow, i find this year passes damn fast, really fast.
Was just remembering like as though yesterday was my first day of Sec 5.
Where i was having fun, joy & laughter with friends in school.
Now, already one year passed, aiyo.
Recap, since it's the last day of the year.
January.
Just got into secondary 5, and everything was different.
Whereby everyone will get worried with studies for O levels.
Yet me, on the other hand, wasnt in the bit of scared & worried.
Still went into relationship rather than studies.
Yes, fell in love with that person, & life goes on as usual.
Failing every class tests, that's me ever since sec 3 onwards.
February.
ChineseNewYear, went around getting red packets, how happy.
Even till now, i've yet opened any of my 2009's chinese new year's red packets, lol.
Realised it yesterday anyway, haha! Never intend to open yet though.
March.
Nothing much, just that, 1st term of school has ended.
1 week holiday, went genting with family, had much fun.
Just after that holiday, it's common test, if i'm not wrong.
Yup, i kinda failed it? As usual, not surprising at all.
Still, i'm not in a bit of being afraid of my O's. How funny.
April.
Already the fourth month, things still remains the same.
Results are still as worse as before, not a bit of improvement.
Oh wells, blame myself for not getting anxious about it.
All along i've no that bit of interest in studying.
May, June, July.
Tests and tests, worksheets and worksheets.
That's what we did in school for that few weeks.
& thanks to someone, i was hurt damn deeply.
That i couldnt think of anything, or whatever.
Yes, breakup, it's a worst thing to happen.
Took me a long long time to force myself to put it aside.
Sat for the first time of O's chinese paper.
August.
Gotten back the O's chinese paper results, B3.
Utterly disappointed in myself, for getting such lousy result for chinese.
What to do? What's done been done anyway.
Started to feel scared and anxious about the other paper of O's.
Yes, started to study study study, chiong study alone in class after school.
Forced myself to put aside my emotions and stuffs, and concentrate on study first.
Good that i managed to did that, happy for myself.
Thanks to that few people, who kept me going in studying, encouraging me always.
Thank you very much, that i actually did heed you people's advice.
September, October.
O levels officially started.
Memorizing skills are tested, and my memory do sucks to the max.
Stayed up till morning to memorize everything, just the day before that paper.
Yes, i didnt slept for a few nights just because i wanted to memorize things in.
Goddamn. I hope nobody does the same thing as me, chionging like mad.
Blame myself for these, for slacking throughout the whole 3 years.
That's why have to memorize everything in just one night before paper.
But afterall, i still managed to do. At least papers are do-able, to me.
Hopefully i'll get the results i hoped for.
&, i thanks another guy for being there for me during my O's.
Without his motivations, i wouldnt have the mood to do anything.
Though i hurt you in the end, but i doesnt mean to.
Yes still, thank you.
December.
Most memorable thing, my birthday celebration over at grandma house.
I love the presents, especially that baby minnie. Ps, not saying i dont like others.
& obviously, 'Thankyou' to larry, william & zhihui for that throwing into pool.
How much fun you guys had that day eh, hahaha! Mad guys, tsk.
Great birthday i had, thank you to those people who went.
& those wishes at everywhere i receieved.
Boring christmas though, without parents around in singapore.
Oh wells. Now that they're back on the last day, wont be counting down too.
Not really into the 'counting down' interest eh, hah.
Shall just play some movies and watch it together with family,
that's heart warming enough to be able to watch movies together :)
Special thanks to some people.
Thanks Melanie : For being there for me always, & encouraging me to study.
Thanks Wallace : For making me smile always, & motivating me to study.
Thanks Larry : For caring me always, & studying with me, though you disturbs me.
Thanks Hadad : For cheering me up whenever i'm upset, & studying with me.
Thanks Hanyi : For slacking at hdb with me, & listening to me talking rubbish.
Thanks Cyrus : For letting me feel loved, though you hurt me in the end.
Thanks Winston : For letting me feel loved too, though it's also a short period.
Thanks Derek : For your love, though i didnt give anything in return, not even love.
Thanks Halfy : For always teaching me stuffs which i doesnt know.
Thanks Sophia : For being there to talk nonsense with me, & caring for me.
Thanks Esther : For featuring me always in her blog, & being a good steadstead.
Thanks Rachel : For caring about me, & keep giving positive comments one me, tsk.
Thanks Huixin : For helping me to settle some stuffs, & being a nice nuer to me.
Okay, that's all i suppose.
I not sure who i left out, or did i not.
Still, appreciates everything you people did for me this year :D
Loves, Loves.
Yes, conclusion.
Many happy things happened, but many unhappy things happened too.
But for this year, i guess, unhappy things happens more than happy ones.
I hate how much my family has turned into now, a very cold family.
I hate how much i failed for being people's girlfriend.
I hate how much i made people upset and stuffs.
But i do loves the people who loves me :)
However, let's hope for a better year of 2010 which is in 20mins time.
Hopefully, happy occasions, events and stuffs will occur more.
Best of lucks to everyone out there eh, lead a better year.
Lastly, Happy new year :D
Tags reply another day kay? Ps, rushing for time.
& i'm SO glad that the passerby is gone for good :)
Ciaos.
P.S : Love? Just a game.
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