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HELLO LITTLE EARTHLING!
(Long post today.)

It's like, SO effing fast, that one month already passed please.
February starts today, brand new month again (':

Once again, Rebecca back to her usual self :)
So, dont worry about her anymore if you did aye.
She's real okay, no more crying and emoing every night.
Be happy for her :)

Thankyou, to those who did cared and concerned.
I'm somehow touched by the number of people who cared for me, seriously i do. ;shy
Infact, i didn't realise there's so many people who cares for me until that particular day.
Yeah. Apologize for realising your care that late!
Oh wells, everyone knows i'm well-known for being slow :P

& also, sorry and thankyou, to those who reprimanded me like mad.
For doing foolish thing, cutting myself the second time because of a guy.
First was lhy, now is cl. Gah, silly me.
I know i'm real dumb for doing that, but well, what's done is done :\
I'm only having a hard time hiding it from family members, really hard.
Like you know, i've such goddamn fair skin colour, together with the red mark :\
Thank god, i doesnt have a penknife that day! If not it'll be even worse i guess.
A simple staple bullet replaced it, thankfully, i only did one, because difficult -.-
Oh wells. I know what i done, made a lot of you get mad at me.
I already promised you all, i wont do it again x.x
If not i know i'll die very badly under you dearest naggings/lectures/counselling.
I had rounds of counselling one by one, enough enough x.x ..
I learnt my lesson alrights, i wont do it again O:

To him.
I suppose, you'll still somehow read my blog randomly, or just hopped by.
Well, thank you, for leaving my life for another time?
Though times with you were happy, but that will only be kept as memories.
& now, PERHAPS i'm even more happier. (':
You wont know how i feel, because you're not being treated this way.
If you were, i bet you wont feel good anywhere either.
All along i wasnt mad at you for anything, simply just on lying to me.
Yeah, all your lies, remember what you lied to me, again and again continuously.
I wonder if there'll be a girl, who'll do all these to you, and what you would feel.
I dont know if you will regret one day for what you did or not, yeah, let's just see..
Like i told you, treasure the ones who loves you (not only girlfriend) while you can,
dont regret later on when they really left you for good and never ever come back.
Yup that's all, i'm not gonna say much and let you know everything again.
Only to know yesterday, my promised sunday, given to others to be lovey dovey with you.
Alrights. Goodbye, for good this time (:

Just randomly saw Zhixiong'DIDI plurked this a few minutes ago :
"Once you achieve something better den someone,
you den no longer need someone who used to be important to you"
& this toos :
"Upon attaining something , you let go and forget the old & useless ones ,
you look down on others and no longer talk to them!"
It's so friggin true x.x ..

Alrights, let's just start elaborating on two days back.
Since i've nothing to do, and i wont be blogging that often from today onwards.
But i'll still try to update daily when i've the time to do so aye!

Saturday, 30th January.
Woke up in the noon, facebook/plurk/bloghop all the way.
Waited for Larry'LAOPA to come find me in the noon.
Brought littlebro down for lunch, together with Larry.
So sorry, i asked you come all the way down from Bishan to Batok just to find me x.x
Ate, went back home, get the basketball and stuffs and went off.
Down to bball court, played awhile. So many adults O:
Due to his crippled leg, he didn't really scored ;x
HAHA. I was laughing like mad down there. Ops.

All the way till 7pm plus, we left for westmall.
Due to being too thirsty, rest at mac brought drinks.
Slack slack, talk cock O:
Went into westmall wander around, slacking around, went arcade.
And saw some old uncle, playing the basketball, in a relay method.
Their score at ending was like, 800+++ ? -.- Wtf please.
Seems like everyone underestimated old people, LOL.

Skipped, he left at around 9plus going 10.
I walked back home myself, bouncing the basketball like nobody's business :D
Well, thankyou Laopa, for accompanying me the whole day :)
& also, for nagging and scolding me for that cutting mark on my hand :\
Lastly, cheerup to whatever just happened alrights?
I know you'll be okay, smile :)
Loveyou a plenty aye!


Sunday, 31 January.
A day out with Rachel'PRECIOUSLOVEDARLING, and her sister to FarEastPlaze :)
Purpose was to accompany her to shop for her CNY clothes.
Met at JE platform, and trained all the way down to Orchad, long long ride.
Kept on laughing at the both of them, disturbing each other like mad O:

Heard a plenty of stuffs from her regarding some people, oh wells.
Half sad, half irritated, half angry at all those.
But anyway, i cant do anything either, so let's not bother for now.

Went up and down, up and down, still cant find a suitable one :O
& also, the prices are like, omfg ones.
Then like, abit cant afford of something like that la.
Just cant really bear to spend so much on just a piece of clothing :\
Well, back to Cottons On, bought a top at only 10 bucks, and off they go.

Haha, though it's just a walk walk around with them, worth my time (:
At least i did spent some time with darling, right? :D
Go out another time, to somewhere else! :)
Hehe. Loveyou ttm! ;mua

Was suppose to find Melanie'JIE at her workplace around Orchad.
But sadly, i dont know how to go to that place.
As i'm a direction idiot, & doesnt really like walking around Orchad ._.
I'll go missing if i'm alone you know, LOL.
So end up trained back to lakeside to dad's shop to help out.

Yeah, helped out all the way till today morning 5am plus.
Oh wells. Getting busy with the CNY stuffs (:
Come down to TamanJurongSC to buy if you're free lehs, HAHA! :D

Talked to Nicola early in the morning 6am plus.
Cause she was surprised that i'm online at such unearthly hour o.o LOL!
HAHAHAHA. Awhile and she left for school :)
And me, went to bed at 7am plus, all the way till 3pm (x
Sleeping is a good thing o.o

Alrights, nothing much already i guess.
I'm heading down to shop later on again.
Yup, wont have so much time going online the next two weeks already :(
Sad die me O:

Update soon again!
Actually i've a few stuffs to tell certain people,
but i guess i shall do it on tomorrow's post instead ._.

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