Wednesday, June 02, 2010

Letting your loved one seek for their happiness,
then that's what really called love.



`Edited. Due to boredom, so went to edit for the sake of editing :O
But still, loves my cam-whoring photos :D

Hai darlings (:

I feels so like ranting out what's inside me, but i can't, and so maybe i won't.
Though i know bottling things up to myself is a bad thing, but no choice!
I rather keep them to myself than to see people worrying (:
Or perhaps, sometimes i don't even know what's bothering me, lol.

Mmhms. There's a reason to the title up there.
Just like the point to why i posted the recent facebook status.
Cause i just simply don't get why, is clinging onto someone a good thing?
Yah, true that i doesn't have the right to voice out anything, but really, who cares?

Ask yourself, would you be happy when you know your love one is unhappy? No.
Would you be happy when you know your love one is miserable? No.
Would you be happy if your love one can't have his/her happiness? No.
Would you be happy if your love one always been stressing over you like fuck? No.
Sorry, if it's me, i rather let him go to seek for his own happiness.
Cause none of us will gain anything by staying, only misery and tears.
If your answer to those above are all yes, then i guess you're sick in your mind.
Yaaa. Isn't loving someone is to let him/her have his/her happiness?
If all these haven't been through your mind ever before,
start thinking about it and make your decision, before it's too late.

Alrights, shall put a stop to that sudden topic above.
Mmhmm. I admit, i wasn't really in a good mood in school today.
I don't know why, don't ask, cause i wouldn't know how to answer you either ):
I suppose it's just a super sudden mood swing bahs -.- Yaa, crazy me.

Really dislikes how things can change overnight and things going on with all the,
fake smiles, fake laughter, fake kindness, fake closeness. Fuck -.-
I ain't a charity enterprise, there isn't a need for all those 'kindness donations'.
All i cherished is true things, that's all.

If you're unhappy with me, just let me know.
If you wants to gossips about me, just fucking do it right infront of me.
If you loves to badmouth me, go ahead cause it wouldn't spoil much of my reputation.
Go ahead, if you people thinks the way you thinks, i couldn't care less, i'm just me.
No point giving me attitudes and starts to guailan me like some kiddo -.-
Whatver it is, give it up. It's not like i only have you, i've others still (:

But anyway, i really appreciates certain people's care and concern towards me today.
As i said, was being moody the whole day in school by NOT talking much.
Mingxi, Siti & Ain. Thankyou very much for caring (:
I'm okay, really i am (:

Hahahahaha, yes i'm definitely okay.
Mhmm. Teacher suddenly asked if i needs any time-break for my O levels preparations.
I was like, okayyyy i don't know?
Because if i were to want the time-break, means i wouldn't be going school ._.
And means i'll also miss out my course stuffs if i were to not go school -.-
Stupid only, so hard to choose. But i guess, i'll still go school laahs.
Though i'm really stress out, i'm really afraid i couldn't cope..... Zz
Sighs ):

NEA test tomorrow, haiyo.
Hygiene, Hygiene, Hygiene!
Jiayous, all the best again people (:

I wants to go sentosa, sian.
Who else are interested? N2'06 people, yay :D
Oh, of course not forgetting my good friends from N2'09 too :D
I miss you guys, meetup one day k (:

Off to study a bit of hygiene notes, just to prepare for tomorrow's test.
I wouldn't want to fail and get monitored by people, LOL.
Ciaos.

Hey love, i love you, i hope you know, but you should know it, don't you? :D

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