♥Don't fucking judge me if you don't know me.



Hai, my lovely blog.

Apologies, I neglected you for days because of a guy yet again. Argh. I'm in a miserable state too, sighs.

Just on the 8th of april, I went down to parkway kpool with a bunch of funny crazy little people, all guys though. But yeah, they're all damn fun and lovable. Made me laugh and laugh non-stop the whole night. Someone got dared to kiss me, and yeah, end up he really did kissed me. Great or what, cause he's the one I like.

Yeah. He hugged me on the bus journey from parkway all the way to bedok inter, I was feeling so oh damn nice, being hugged by a guy I like. After we went separate ways, I texted him. & we texts all the way..

& yup, end up, he finally asked me for stead. I was like, wow so happy. So, of course, I accepted duh. Yaaaa, feels so awesome when he's finally my boyfriend. Even though he's 4years younger than me, but like seriously, who cares about age la fuck.

09042011, 1201pm. Supa loved moment ever. BUT. Sadly. We only lasted for 3days, 3days of such damn happiness, & I swear it's really happiness moments. He cares for me like how much my family cares for me. Totally sweet ttm :') But well, the fact is that, we ended.

Yaaa, as usual, I cried so damn much, didn't slept for 2 nights. Didn't ate for 2 days. Didn't attend school. I'm so silly as ever, but oh wells. I'm okay now, I suppose. As I promised him and manymany others, I WILL BE OKAY, AND I MEAN IT. :)

I told myself this :

Even married couples do quarrels and have misunderstanding, so what's the big deal about our teenage love quarrels/fights/arguments/misunderstanding or even breakups? It's just a part and parcel of life. You gotta know that some people in your life are just meant to be your friends, so just treasure that special friendship well enough and I'm sure you'll be happy for life. :>

& yes, I'll definitely be okay anytime from now. People who was worried for me, thanks a million. Appreciates your care and concern, love you all. ♥

No worries, I won't cry again. Though he isn't my boyfriend now, but at least he's still my greatest wondeful favourite kor. So loving this special sibling relationship with him, LOL. Awesome max okay, don't jealous I've such nice brother :P

Hai, cheerful Rebecca is back on track again k! :)
Alrighty, perhaps I should end here. I'm so tired, I shall go slack at facebook! Hehe. Will update again, someday. :P

`You were the best boyfriend and brother I ever had, thanks for everything! :D