♥ I'm happy girl.



Last day of school?!? The moment I know about this, my reaction immediately is, wah serious?! :X Hahahhaa. I couldn't believe it somehow, like so suddenly, last day of school. Time really flies, don't you realize? :/

Teacher been stressing us on our attachment today, I really no mood the moment I heard it ==! Zz.

A part of me being happy that holidays are here is cus, like finally after next week's 2days of exam paper means freedom. No need to attend school again, no need stress. & best thing and happiest thing about it is, I could go find baby as and when I like, no more school's timetable to crop me up till late. Yeah, that's why I'm feeling damn happy about it.

But, another part of me, feeling upset is cus.. If exams are coming, means holidays are coming, and if holidays are coming, means attachment is coming too... Yeah, whenever I think of my IA, I'll seriously feels damn sian, damn upset.. Left around 1month and 2weeks time till IA really comes, yeah, once it come, means my time to meet baby will be definitely lesser.. Sighs, seriously spoils mood.

But, IA say long not long, say short not short, 24 weeks of work, & I'll be done with everything and completed my pastry course. I can't wait for the day to come, zz. To me, 24 weeks is still gonna be long.

Frankly speaking, I'm worried for baby. I won't be able to spend so much time with him for 24 weeks, I feels bad, seriously bad. If only I could don't go for attachment, but I can't, I don't have a choice to choose.. x.x ! Sighs..

Attachment, one week 7days, definitely will have 1 day off. & definitely can get leave, not just one day leave, but will have alot days leave. That 1 day off + those days on leave, will definitely be reserved for babyboy. Yeah, definitely. Whenever I've off day, it'll surely be spent with him, cus I promised him. I'm just afraid he might be feeling bored and whatever when I'm out working for the 24 weeks )': I seriously don't like it.. x.x

But my dearest babyboy gave me the absolute promise, gave me the confidence that he'll wait for me for 24 weeks, gave me the "at ease feeling" that he'll definitely wait for me. At least, I feels better after him saying all that to me himself.

Thanks baby, I'll definitely make it up for you after the 24 weeks that you've waited for me, I'll return you the rest of my life for 24weeks you've gave to me. My 24weeks, & baby's 2years NS in the future = in exchange of our future life = Definitely worth all the time and patience. ♥ You gave your words and promises to me, I'll definitely give you back my words and promises too. Yes, I promise, ♥

Baby, i love you, I always do. You'll always be a part of my life, that perfect piece of puzzle ♥