♥Love of my life.



My dearest boy, AdenCBP. ♥

If only you could read this post right now and sleep well. But I know, the fact is you can't.. Sighs. It's already like 3am in the morning, & I still can't get to sleep.. I really can't stop crying & worrying about you. Each and every second, the only thing which is on my mind is just all these questions,

"How are you doing in there?"
"Are you still alright?"
"Did anyone bully or beat you up?"
"Is there anyone to take care of you in there?"
"When will you ever be out? 2weeks' time, it's long for you.."

I'm really thinking and thinking, I just can't stop. You're just in my mind. I really really really hope you'd be alright, safe and sound.. Be back to my side in a perfectly fine condition.. (':

Your mom called me up, and talk with me on the phone for 30mins. We're just talking about you, saying how much we miss you, wondering how are you doing, worrying for you, awaiting for you return in 14days' time.. Both of us are really really worried about you. & of course not forgetting your brother too.

Baby, you're inside now. & you really have no idea how much we're worrying and caring for you outside. Same goes, we're outside now, we really have no idea how much you're suffering inside.. But please know that, we're ALL waiting for your return. Our hearts are all aching so fucking badly, your mom, texted me and say she can't stop crying. But just nice, I was crying non stop when she texted me.

Baby, we all hope that you'd take this as a lesson learnt, dont make the same mistakes again alright? Everyone around you are giving you a chance to repent, be good silly. Still, thanks baby, you acted strong infront of me when on the phone, in order to let me be strong. You're so noble, thanks a lot silly.

But still, I'm weak, you know I cry easily. & I just can't stop. The moment I think of how you're doing, I would just cry. I can't get to sleep in peace.. I miss all your goodnights texts, and all your jokes. Baby, come back and joke with me as much as you can.. I really miss you so much..

Please come back asap, 14days, I'll count down. & baby know what, it's just nice the 12th. (:

I'll be waiting for you my dear, I love you. ♥