Wednesday, June 02, 2010

Letting your loved one seek for their happiness,
then that's what really called love.



`Edited. Due to boredom, so went to edit for the sake of editing :O
But still, loves my cam-whoring photos :D

Hai darlings (:

I feels so like ranting out what's inside me, but i can't, and so maybe i won't.
Though i know bottling things up to myself is a bad thing, but no choice!
I rather keep them to myself than to see people worrying (:
Or perhaps, sometimes i don't even know what's bothering me, lol.

Mmhms. There's a reason to the title up there.
Just like the point to why i posted the recent facebook status.
Cause i just simply don't get why, is clinging onto someone a good thing?
Yah, true that i doesn't have the right to voice out anything, but really, who cares?

Ask yourself, would you be happy when you know your love one is unhappy? No.
Would you be happy when you know your love one is miserable? No.
Would you be happy if your love one can't have his/her happiness? No.
Would you be happy if your love one always been stressing over you like fuck? No.
Sorry, if it's me, i rather let him go to seek for his own happiness.
Cause none of us will gain anything by staying, only misery and tears.
If your answer to those above are all yes, then i guess you're sick in your mind.
Yaaa. Isn't loving someone is to let him/her have his/her happiness?
If all these haven't been through your mind ever before,
start thinking about it and make your decision, before it's too late.

Alrights, shall put a stop to that sudden topic above.
Mmhmm. I admit, i wasn't really in a good mood in school today.
I don't know why, don't ask, cause i wouldn't know how to answer you either ):
I suppose it's just a super sudden mood swing bahs -.- Yaa, crazy me.

Really dislikes how things can change overnight and things going on with all the,
fake smiles, fake laughter, fake kindness, fake closeness. Fuck -.-
I ain't a charity enterprise, there isn't a need for all those 'kindness donations'.
All i cherished is true things, that's all.

If you're unhappy with me, just let me know.
If you wants to gossips about me, just fucking do it right infront of me.
If you loves to badmouth me, go ahead cause it wouldn't spoil much of my reputation.
Go ahead, if you people thinks the way you thinks, i couldn't care less, i'm just me.
No point giving me attitudes and starts to guailan me like some kiddo -.-
Whatver it is, give it up. It's not like i only have you, i've others still (:

But anyway, i really appreciates certain people's care and concern towards me today.
As i said, was being moody the whole day in school by NOT talking much.
Mingxi, Siti & Ain. Thankyou very much for caring (:
I'm okay, really i am (:

Hahahahaha, yes i'm definitely okay.
Mhmm. Teacher suddenly asked if i needs any time-break for my O levels preparations.
I was like, okayyyy i don't know?
Because if i were to want the time-break, means i wouldn't be going school ._.
And means i'll also miss out my course stuffs if i were to not go school -.-
Stupid only, so hard to choose. But i guess, i'll still go school laahs.
Though i'm really stress out, i'm really afraid i couldn't cope..... Zz
Sighs ):

NEA test tomorrow, haiyo.
Hygiene, Hygiene, Hygiene!
Jiayous, all the best again people (:

I wants to go sentosa, sian.
Who else are interested? N2'06 people, yay :D
Oh, of course not forgetting my good friends from N2'09 too :D
I miss you guys, meetup one day k (:

Off to study a bit of hygiene notes, just to prepare for tomorrow's test.
I wouldn't want to fail and get monitored by people, LOL.
Ciaos.

Hey love, i love you, i hope you know, but you should know it, don't you? :D

Sunday, May 30, 2010

♥ To love and be loved.


That's how basketball tears :D

Hai darlings :D

Just came to anyhow update, for the sake of updating ahs.
Just to give a reply to someoneeeeee, hur hur.

Night class later on, sian die ):
Anyway, i also don't know what to update about -.-

kkkkkays, that's all laahs k. Heehs!
&& to someone : (You know who you are!)
Cheerup okays, don't think too much! I hopes nothing happens too.
Cause you're worrying the hell out of me by doing all those just now -.-
Kill you lor, blehs. ;eeks

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To : Melanie, Jie.

Just to reply back to your special post for me @ your blog.
Due to your comments unable to type so long ah, ahahah!
Yaaaa, so, here's the long reply which i'm referring to k!

Awwww, so sweet of you huh! Always featured me in your posts! Loveyou laahs (:
Mmhmms, yeah luh. True that we've not been talking to each other much lately!
So sorry aye, everyone of us been busy with school works so much, tests & exams,
stressing the hell out of me also. Zz.

Yaaa, i do reads your blog too, just to update myself all about you. *wink wink.
But whatever it may be, dont worry alrights, we wouldn't drift apart!
We're the best sisters, remember? HAHAHA :D

Like you said, nobody understands you better than i do!
Of course i'll not give up this special placing to others laah, damn honoured leh!
Hohoho! So, don't think too much okays!

Anyway, yaaa! Sentosa outing again with our usual N2's sentosa enthu people again?
I really miss those trips out to sentosa together too!
Hurhur. Set a date, ask me again! I'll try my very best to make it during holidays! (:
Don't put it on 12 or 13 june enough, cos i'm going sentosa with my class on that day.
Okay, lastly before i stop typing, missyou sister! ;mua

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Ohhhhhhh yeah, i forget to mention one thing.

`I don't entertains no-lifers whom stalks my blog all day long :D

Doneeeee, off to play game.
Ciaos.

♥ Having you by my side, i'm contented enough (:

Saturday, May 29, 2010

I'll always be there for you, regardless whether you're mine or other's (:









Hello little earthling! (:

Once again, back to updating!
As you can see, I've changed my blogskin, like finally!
I've been wanting to change, but no time to do so, plus I'm lazy too!
But, I still managed to change it today lah! :D
Heehees, hopefully it's a nice one again (:
Changed the biography part to paragraph type too, seems to be better! Heh.
Just a short intro, find out the rest yourself! (:

Actually, I'm using my phone to blog again. Lols
Yaaaa, quite troublesome, but neverminds! Rather be troublesome than blog dead :/
Hahahah, uploaded those photos in advance just now while changing skin.
So now just come type type type only :D

Yup yup, as you can see, those photos are lovely right?!
Of course they are, got me inside leh! Hahahahah, bhb! Joking only, don't take it seriously hor ;x
But yeah, first 2 photos, are taken during the last day of our orientation camp @ discovery centre (:
I really miss the camp so much lah please!
I wished the camp was 3d2n, instead of 2d1n, so short! -.-
Gees. When is there such thing again? Hmms.
Or perhaps, our own class chalet?!?!?! O:

And and, last 2 photos, taken during practical about a month ago.
Hmms, had much fun with that group of people previously (:
But we won't be having that fun again, cause we've all been separated into 2 groups. How saddening ):
Oh wells. No choice, nothing we could do to change teacher's mind. ;crys
Whatever, live with it O:
Yaaa, anyway, spot me in the photos. Heehees! :D

Alrights, I'm currently damn freaking bored to the max max max!
Unable to text with him, the feeling really do sucks like hell.
Been almost 5hours, since the last text! Aiks, I really miss you.
Knowing he's out with girlfriend, simply just can't help in getting jealous ><" .
Eeks, so sorry, I'm feeling jealous over your going out with her again x;
But anyway, hope you enjoyed instead of frowning all day luhs! O:
And, just got to know from Mingxi and Yaojie about tomorrow, I guess you're gonna be upsets again! ):
Aiyo, I also sian-ed all the way, not sian half this time :/
But if tomorrow really can't, then go on Monday nor, no choice! O:
Hope you won't be frowning after knowing they can't make it ):

Okay, I'm really missing you like hell.
Until you wouldn't know how much I am doing so! O:
Just wished my phone would rings all of a sudden with you contact name popped out right now, this moment!
Gees.

Ohhhhh yeah. I'm so elated that they supports me to be with you x;
Teehees. I wished upon a shooting star, for whatever I wished to come true! (:
Wishing well, wishing box, whatever it takes for my wishes to be granted k ! :D

Okays, long post with phone again!
Time to run I guess, plus also, time to go night-dream infront of tv again :/
Blah blah blah, ciaos!

Oh darling, you'll be the only one I love.