♥ Differenciate between love and hate.



Ouh, been 5 days since I last came to update. Ohkay, I'm rather busy, or rather not convenient to do so.

Yaaaa as usual, been having insomnia lately. Like seriously, it's sickening. LOL. & I'm really transforming into an owl real soon. Everyday, I sleeps in between 6am - 8am. & I wakes at 3pm - 4pm. How pig!♥

Laughs. But whatever man, it's the last week of holiday. No more chance to sleep until such a hour already, sian max.

Anyways, I'm so tempted to go iceskating, ecp cycling, bbq or whatever man. But sadly, nobody is even planning anything! Oh wells.

`I used to hate you, but now I love you.

♥ I can be happy even without you.



Awfully sick. Been down and weak since yesterday, slight fever and irritating flu falls on me. & worst still, I can't even get myself fall asleep despite being so sick. It's so sickening to keep toss and turn on bed for hours, gosh.

Isn't a good day today. The moment I woke up, I checked facebook, and saw so freaking many people posting status all about results release, and low gpa they've gotten. Like what the shit, made me so afraid to even go check my results.

But still, I just went to check it earlier on. And it's just simply, total disappointment. All my modules, I got C for them. What a joke. Causing me to have such a fucked up gpa of only, 2.167. HAHAHA, I'm so dead this time.

Forget it seriously, thinking back, I really fucking hate the reason which caused all this. Never fail, I always let someone whom randomly comes into my life, and affects my mood during any of my exam period. Laugh, I deserve this myself.

Whatever it is, no point crying over spilled milk anyway. Just gotta do harder the next time, gonna stay positive ♥

`I'll wisen up myself.

♥ You're the reason to my smiles.



Starting from yesterday, I'll only be back home earliest by 11pm. Somehow this is really tiring eh? Kay, neverminds. It's just temporary for this week only :)

A day without much frown today, I love it. Your images and memories of you are running through my mind like a free-flow, non-stop. But no choice, I've to force myself to get rid of them. Sadly, I failed to get you out of my mind. So yeah, I left it there.

At least, I made myself think back of all the happy moments which I get to spent with you. Yeah, at least those images made me smiled to myself. Knowing you once cared, oh wells.

I dread to talk to you, I'm really afraid to start the conversation again. Insomnia for nights, every single day I stayed up all the way till 7am in the morning before I finally slept. One reason is, I always make sure I see you go offline in facebook before I want to sleep. Even if we're not even talking at all, I still just want to see you go offline before I off. Silly as ever, right? :)

Another new day tomorrow, and accumulating of another of us not talking. Laughs, let it be. I'm real tired, gosh.

I feels like going out, like seriously. I shall spam going out next week! Sad case, it's the very last week of holiday next week. Aw, I've yet enjoyed myself to the fullest yet y'know! I wished holiday could be extended, wouldn't it be nice? :)

`You'll never how much effort I ever put in.