♥ You're the reason to my smiles.



Starting from yesterday, I'll only be back home earliest by 11pm. Somehow this is really tiring eh? Kay, neverminds. It's just temporary for this week only :)

A day without much frown today, I love it. Your images and memories of you are running through my mind like a free-flow, non-stop. But no choice, I've to force myself to get rid of them. Sadly, I failed to get you out of my mind. So yeah, I left it there.

At least, I made myself think back of all the happy moments which I get to spent with you. Yeah, at least those images made me smiled to myself. Knowing you once cared, oh wells.

I dread to talk to you, I'm really afraid to start the conversation again. Insomnia for nights, every single day I stayed up all the way till 7am in the morning before I finally slept. One reason is, I always make sure I see you go offline in facebook before I want to sleep. Even if we're not even talking at all, I still just want to see you go offline before I off. Silly as ever, right? :)

Another new day tomorrow, and accumulating of another of us not talking. Laughs, let it be. I'm real tired, gosh.

I feels like going out, like seriously. I shall spam going out next week! Sad case, it's the very last week of holiday next week. Aw, I've yet enjoyed myself to the fullest yet y'know! I wished holiday could be extended, wouldn't it be nice? :)

`You'll never how much effort I ever put in.