♥Don't fucking judge me if you don't know me.



Hai, my lovely blog.

Apologies, I neglected you for days because of a guy yet again. Argh. I'm in a miserable state too, sighs.

Just on the 8th of april, I went down to parkway kpool with a bunch of funny crazy little people, all guys though. But yeah, they're all damn fun and lovable. Made me laugh and laugh non-stop the whole night. Someone got dared to kiss me, and yeah, end up he really did kissed me. Great or what, cause he's the one I like.

Yeah. He hugged me on the bus journey from parkway all the way to bedok inter, I was feeling so oh damn nice, being hugged by a guy I like. After we went separate ways, I texted him. & we texts all the way..

& yup, end up, he finally asked me for stead. I was like, wow so happy. So, of course, I accepted duh. Yaaaa, feels so awesome when he's finally my boyfriend. Even though he's 4years younger than me, but like seriously, who cares about age la fuck.

09042011, 1201pm. Supa loved moment ever. BUT. Sadly. We only lasted for 3days, 3days of such damn happiness, & I swear it's really happiness moments. He cares for me like how much my family cares for me. Totally sweet ttm :') But well, the fact is that, we ended.

Yaaa, as usual, I cried so damn much, didn't slept for 2 nights. Didn't ate for 2 days. Didn't attend school. I'm so silly as ever, but oh wells. I'm okay now, I suppose. As I promised him and manymany others, I WILL BE OKAY, AND I MEAN IT. :)

I told myself this :

Even married couples do quarrels and have misunderstanding, so what's the big deal about our teenage love quarrels/fights/arguments/misunderstanding or even breakups? It's just a part and parcel of life. You gotta know that some people in your life are just meant to be your friends, so just treasure that special friendship well enough and I'm sure you'll be happy for life. :>

& yes, I'll definitely be okay anytime from now. People who was worried for me, thanks a million. Appreciates your care and concern, love you all. ♥

No worries, I won't cry again. Though he isn't my boyfriend now, but at least he's still my greatest wondeful favourite kor. So loving this special sibling relationship with him, LOL. Awesome max okay, don't jealous I've such nice brother :P

Hai, cheerful Rebecca is back on track again k! :)
Alrighty, perhaps I should end here. I'm so tired, I shall go slack at facebook! Hehe. Will update again, someday. :P

`You were the best boyfriend and brother I ever had, thanks for everything! :D

♥ Hey player, actually you've already lost the game.



It's fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ! But still, boring. LOL.

Okay somehow, I'm heading down to parkway kpool later in the eveing. Surprising? Yes. Somehow, I don't really feel like going because of something. But I promised people that I'd go, so no choice got to go.

Guess I'll be back home LATE today again? Cus parkway is like at the other side of Singapore from where I'm staying, takes me roughly an hour to reach home! Laughs.

Anyways.. left only TWO more days of holidays. !#$#!%$%!$ ~ Shit man, time flies. So fast holiday ending, argh :(

Okay, I shall stop here. I update 2 posts today, whee~ `I just love the way you lie, because you fail big time.

♥ Happy Birthday JordyAngAngAng.



Here's a random photo we took in school when our lecturer was late for class for more than an hour. Laughs. Anyway, love this photo. :)

It's his birthday today, but unfortunately, we can't really celebrate it as his dad passed away earlier this February. Hais, life's so unpredictable. But still, admire his will of being strong despite such a huge blow on him. Hope he'll be feeling better :)

Gonna go out to find them at cityhall now, I'm somehow late, but neverminds. Was supposed to join them for lunch together, but wasn't feeling well when I woke up this morning. Sighs, kept on falling sick. :(

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Okay, I forgot to publish this post yesterday after I finished typing. LOL, sotong. So yeah, I shall continue update from here since it's meant for yesterday's.

Trained down to cityhall and met them at citylink mall. Walked around, and to marina square. Somehow all of us got stucked at the prizestage area, playing ufo catchers. & sadly, everyone of us wasted our money, cus none of us gotten anything -.- Kns.

Off to superbowl, due to the crazy price there, $3 per game, we merely played one. So boring, why so ex ! After bowling, went to arcade to play daytona. It's like so freaking fun to have 8people playing daytona together ^^ .

Went out of marina square and started spamming photos. Yaa, everyone trying to do funny pose, so cute. Will upload them to facebook soon :) Went off first with my elderbrother cus he came to find me, yups. He brought me to eat pasta ! Hehe. After pasta, anderson's ice cream ! Supa nice nice nice (Y) ~

Back home right after that cus he's super tired already :)

Oh wells. For the past few days which I didn't update, even though it's just staying home. With my elderbrother, he's such a joker who never fails to make me laugh. Hehe, love him max !

& of course not forgetting, it's not only JordyAng's birthday.

It's 3 other of my good good friend's birthday.

Happy Birthday Cyrus Lee Wei Kai, ♥

Happy Birthday Leow Han yi , ♥

Happy Birthday Hadad , ♥

You guys are important to me, hope you guys had a great birthday out there with whoever you celebrated it with. Like seriously, hoping to meet all of you up! Yup, Happy Birthday once again. :)

`I'm no longer in your love game, please go.