♥ Love blind.


What happened yesterday? A very bad day. Oh maybe, I don't even know if it's bad.

I can't really blog it out this time, cause some people might see and starts to gossips all about me again, retards. Dang~

Leave me out for all you want, I don't really want to give a fuck anymore. Hypocrites ttvm, infront of others, talk to me so nice. Behind, gossips and backstab like some motherfucker. LOL. I swear after ____ , I'll just fucking stop talking to the few of you. Let's just end everything by that deadline, for now, is still no choice. :)

Whatever ah, I don't like you either. Why must I be nice to you when you're the one who kept showing me your bitch attitude in the first place? Hahaha.

Oh wells, anyway. It's polling day today uh? But, none of my business also ah. But still, it's a boring stay home saturday. Dang~

Don't feels like going out, because of my very damn serious panda eye. Usually panda eyes are just dark eye circles. But mine, it got real worse. & now, it's swollen red. Joke ah. I've gotta sleep earlier lah ! :@

I've been facebooking almost 24/7 . LOL. Call me no life if you want, I don't fucking care anymore ._. . If by using facebook is called no life, then why are you even in my facebook friend list? Means you're also a no lifer? ^^v . Hah.

Okay, I wanna audi. Goodbye! :/

`I doubt anyone knows what's on my mind.

AWFULLY HEARTWRENCHING DAY.
Sighs, really sucha unexpected day I'm having. I don't feel like crying, I just feels like shouting. Gah.

Person A and Person B, both gave me heartaches early in the morning. Really don't know what I shoud really be feeling? I'm rather confused, somehow.

Person A, leaving for overseas trip this morning at 6am. I specially woke up at 530am just to send him a Bon Voyage text. But the reply I got back was, merely just a 3 short and simple words with 4 smiley faces. That's all. K, that's seriously the first heartache I've gotten for the day. I can't explain why, I just do feels it.

Person B, currently having his MYE. I specially stayed awake despite being so fucking sleepy after only sleeping for 2 hours. Just so that I could send him a Good morning + Good Luck text, to encourage and motivate him to do well in the paper! But yet again.. the reply I got back was, just a word and a smiley.. The second heartache I've gotten for the day. Really extremely heartache, just because he's someone very dear to me. I can't help it but to feel that ache in me unknowningly.

Sighs. There goes my day, always let anyone affects my mood so easily. Dang~ I wished I could just be stronger and not let all these little stuffs affects me, but sorry, I really can't do it. I'm too weak. Or rather, I'm just still that silly as ever, I know !

Oh wells, I'm sure by night time I'd be feeling okay. I know there'll be someone who'll make me smile later on in the day, that someone will. :)

I'm like fucking tired now seriously, only 2 hours of sleep. & I'm awake till now, school at 1130am, practical lesson somemore ! Don't know what time end school also, most probably late noon or evening 6pm again ! Dang dang dang ~ *pouts.

Most of the times, I really do loves my blog. Cus I always managed to rant as much as I want here. Doesn't matter if there's anyone who saw all those posts, at least I gets to rant them all out by typing, cause I can't find any right person to tell my heart matters to. I don't wanna add on people's burden by worrying about me, that's why I chose not to tell people my stuffs, I'd rather type or write them all out, or worst still, bottling up all of them to myself. I might burst one day :/

Alrights, off from blogger aye. Update again soon ;)
Thanks, whoever who spent time reading all my posts. Much lovelovelove to you!♥♥♥♥♥♥

`I am literally hurt? Mentally I suppose.

♥ Your love ain't comparable.


I'm sucha bad student, I knowwwwww.

I PON SCHOOL AGAIN TODAY.

Class suppose to start at 9am, and I woke up at 11am. Joke man. I'm too overly used to having morning calls that suddenly don't have it now, I kept on overslept. -.-

This week already jitao pon-ed more than 3 times of school liao siaaa, if this continues on, I think I confirm will tio debar. LOL fml. I hope my laziness don't keep acting up on me, seriously man :/

K, staying home today. Might be going out tomorrow, needa confirm with that person. Oh wells, time to go out for some chilling period.

Yesterday was really pissed off if you ever did came across my posts on Facebook? Laughs. Fuck that motherfucker for hong-ing me that way, he think very funny. Let's wait and see. :)

I'm bored at home uh, whenever I'm alone, I think I'll easily go emo. Cus I really hate that lonely feeling, who like it right! Blah. Anyway, off I go. Update again!

`I don't even show my love out anymore.