AWFULLY HEARTWRENCHING DAY.
Sighs, really sucha unexpected day I'm having. I don't feel like crying, I just feels like shouting. Gah.

Person A and Person B, both gave me heartaches early in the morning. Really don't know what I shoud really be feeling? I'm rather confused, somehow.

Person A, leaving for overseas trip this morning at 6am. I specially woke up at 530am just to send him a Bon Voyage text. But the reply I got back was, merely just a 3 short and simple words with 4 smiley faces. That's all. K, that's seriously the first heartache I've gotten for the day. I can't explain why, I just do feels it.

Person B, currently having his MYE. I specially stayed awake despite being so fucking sleepy after only sleeping for 2 hours. Just so that I could send him a Good morning + Good Luck text, to encourage and motivate him to do well in the paper! But yet again.. the reply I got back was, just a word and a smiley.. The second heartache I've gotten for the day. Really extremely heartache, just because he's someone very dear to me. I can't help it but to feel that ache in me unknowningly.

Sighs. There goes my day, always let anyone affects my mood so easily. Dang~ I wished I could just be stronger and not let all these little stuffs affects me, but sorry, I really can't do it. I'm too weak. Or rather, I'm just still that silly as ever, I know !

Oh wells, I'm sure by night time I'd be feeling okay. I know there'll be someone who'll make me smile later on in the day, that someone will. :)

I'm like fucking tired now seriously, only 2 hours of sleep. & I'm awake till now, school at 1130am, practical lesson somemore ! Don't know what time end school also, most probably late noon or evening 6pm again ! Dang dang dang ~ *pouts.

Most of the times, I really do loves my blog. Cus I always managed to rant as much as I want here. Doesn't matter if there's anyone who saw all those posts, at least I gets to rant them all out by typing, cause I can't find any right person to tell my heart matters to. I don't wanna add on people's burden by worrying about me, that's why I chose not to tell people my stuffs, I'd rather type or write them all out, or worst still, bottling up all of them to myself. I might burst one day :/

Alrights, off from blogger aye. Update again soon ;)
Thanks, whoever who spent time reading all my posts. Much lovelovelove to you!♥♥♥♥♥♥

`I am literally hurt? Mentally I suppose.