♥ You and I, always gonna be Us.

Just a random picture I found online which I find it nice (: Yup.

I think I didn't blogged yesterday? Hm. Because yesterday was totally a fucked up day, I was so stressed till I actually cried, over what? Over work. Fuck the work, customers complaint calls the whole day, I was so stressed, till I almost burst. But even till now, I'm still in that trouble. Haven't seems to get out yet. Ohwells..


Anyway, today was a great day, sooooooooo much better than yesterday. Because today no work, and a whole day out with baby, and his parents (:

Woke up at 730 when baby called me, yeah I was like dead tired, I don't even know what I was talking when baby called. :/ But still, I dragged myself out of the bed despite being way tired, I still got myself to bathe, prepare and leave house by 815am.

I slept the whole journey on the train, like really, first time I ever slept on the train till really over. That I almost missed my stop because I was deep asleep. Reached my stop, and I slowly walk down to baby's house. Reached at like 930am? Spam called baby, but baby didn't pick up at all, only until the 8th call. Waited downstairs for 15mins, I almost fell asleep ._. . & baby still suddenly a bit not happy because I know I was not talking in a happy tone, I was like, what? x.x . But anyway, baby asked me go up after that (:

Cabal for awhile while waiting for baby's dad to be back home from work. Left house at about like 1+ I think? Went to AMK to eat sushi, I forget the restaurant name :O ! Hmm, yeah ate sooooo much, I was bloated :x But it was a great meal together though (:

After eating, went back to hougang mall, shopping all around. And bought stuffs. Went to find skinny jeans with baby, while he was trying, I went to paid money without telling him :x Hehehehe! & when he came out and ask the uncle how much, the uncle told him that I already paid, HAHA, that moment, was so nice :p Looking at baby's surprised face, hehehehhee. So cute :3

After that, went to puffpuff, and went back to collect the jeans and back to hougang mall to find his parents at NTUC, was shopping for groceries (: Kinda playing all around in there ah ._. . Hahahah, even baby's dad, so funny, still play hide-n-seek/catching with us. Hahaha!

Yup, after those buying, went back home, helped to carry all those stuffs back up. & started to cabal again, till like about 8pm, I stopped playing and just rest. But I just dozed off :/ & this baby, was looking at me dozing away on the chair! :$ Aik. He didn't wake me up, but sat there to look at me instead. Eek :x Hehe.

Yup, so baby ride me to mrt station at about 845pm. & he rode back home (:
Thanks baby, today was totally an awesome day out together! Really enjoyed myself. Gonna see you tomorrow again for cycling after so long, hoorays! :D Happy happy! I had a great day the whole of today, really loved. I love you dearie, you're always my precious (: ♥

♥ Nothing called fairytale exits, there's only one thing existing, which is You.

I've always been a nuisance, making you unhappy, being a bitch, or even causing trouble for you all the times without me knowing. Yes, I know it's hard work loving me, but I'm so glad you don't mind at all. (:

I had a terrible day today starting from morning. Because my eyes hurts so much that I really just kept on tearing, it's like, making me feel like crying out so badly because of the pain I'm having the whole day, but well, I can say that till now the pain is still there. x.x

Didn't smile the whole morning, till noon. All the way until the moment I saw baby appearing right infront of me at the back of my working place, I mean like, waaaaa, so surprised. Immediately I asked baby why is he there, he replied, "Because you said you weren't smiling for the whole day, so I came specially to make you smile." You know, at the point of time, that particular moment, my heart totally melted, I was so touched, that baby actually said that. My day was totally shit, only until baby came and said that to me, my day just simply turned brighter right away. Seriously, I'm really happy. (:

Hmm, after all those, chilled at the backyard of the shop, but all along I can already see Sophia being kinda unhappy or something because I broke the rules once again, but I didn't really wanted to bother about it at that moment, so I just continued sitting at the back accompanying baby and not do any work. 

But something just went wrong, and we had a small tiff. So baby just stood up and walk away, I mean, walk out of the shop ): I went immediately downnnnnnnnnnnn, till I broke down right away, I cried. & Sophia came talking to me, that baby has to understand that I'm working under someone. & Khalya told me the reason for my probation, I could understand. Just that, I don't feel good being under probation after all that I've done, those hard works I've put in at this shop, trying to make all those special cakes looks perfect as much as possible, racking my brains. Seriously, the pay isn't high at all, that's the point that sometimes I just doesn't feel like doing anything at work. -.-

Anyway, back to that. Baby went off, & I cried for like 10mins, and I've no choice but to brace myself up, wipe all my tears and go back to the kitchen to finish my customized cake, because it's already late, & I wanna go home early to accompany baby, that's the only thing on my mind. So I wipe it all away, tho I'm still feeling real down, but I have to do that cake. I tried to think of all the happy stuffs with baby, I smiled. 

Halfway through when I was doing the cake, baby just suddenly pop right back infront of me again, with 2 bags of stuffs he bought for me, so suddenly!! Gosh, I gotten another surprised another time! I was like, whuuuuuuut!? I seriously just wanna jump up and hug baby to say thank you, he's really sweet okay. (: After passing me, he just went off again, & I was stun again, but I was rushing something so I couldn't run out ): So yes, I quickly continue my stuffs just so that I could end asap, but without knowing, baby was all along at the backyard, sitting there waiting for me, & I actually didn't see. God, I'm so blind for goodness sake :/

So I hurried all my stuffs, and got baby's help on certain things, thank god baby was there. Really thanks alot. So packed everything and done at about 830pm. It was so late, so we rushed out to cab, and had a quarrel over the phone with my mum, but baby cheered me up. Thanks baby. Cab him home, and I continue to cab home. (: Game with baby till now, after blogging and it's time to sleep (:

Hey baby,

I must admit you're really one sweet guy, I sincerely thank you for everything you've ever done for me. Even tho we're quarreling, you still did so much things for me, even to the extent of going to the mall and buy all the stuffs I wanted, I'm always on your mind. (': Thanks baby, I'm really really touched and appreciating everything that you did. All these, will always be kept in my heart, I'd never ever forget them. Thanks alot. I love you, really way way way much. You're just one awesome guy, I love everything that you done. People might misunderstood you for being bad to me, but they gotta know how much good things you've did for me, really. Thanks a freaking hell lots , my dearest boy ever . I love you ♥

♥ Baby, you light my world like nobody else. 

 Isn't it cute? When your boyfriend kiss you this way. & obviously without saying, I love it when baby does that (: I'd simply just smile like how the girl smiles. It's just a great feeling (: I miss baby.

Tiring day,  really tired out. I'm really having lack of sleep, really. My eyes are so swollen, so tired and swollen that it kept on tearing on its own, which really hurts my eyes, plus I'm wearing contact lens. Seriously not good. I want my sufficient sleep.. Working life = sucks much. I really need more rest.

Was playing game, but I was so tired that I actually closed my eyes to play. God, can you like imagine how tired I am? I've never done that. & it's kinda pretty serious if I do. ._. But, I still did tahan and chiong my level, by leveling twice straight. (:

Today wasn't a good day, at all. Everything is simply just going against me. Like seriously. The thought of going home when I end work, was so happy. But it didn't turned out very good either. Well, it's okay, I don't wanna continue saying (: Nobody's wrong, so it's okay.

I'm just really tired out from work, sleeping during late midnight between 1-2am, and have to wake up few hours later at 9am, and work for 9 whole hours. My body couldn't take this any much longer, I could withstand all these tiredness, but I know I'm a weak person, I fall sick easily. Getting insufficient sleep, always has been one of the cause for my prone to sickness, including my sensitive nose. Understand me. It's not I don't wanna stay up late. I wished I could. I'm trying my best, if you could actually sees it. I did. I'm sorry. 

Anyway, can't wait for next monday to come. I'd be loving it, so much so much. (: I miss my boy.

Ciaos for now, it's gonna be 12am again. Goodnights (: