♥ Nothing called fairytale exits, there's only one thing existing, which is You.

I've always been a nuisance, making you unhappy, being a bitch, or even causing trouble for you all the times without me knowing. Yes, I know it's hard work loving me, but I'm so glad you don't mind at all. (:

I had a terrible day today starting from morning. Because my eyes hurts so much that I really just kept on tearing, it's like, making me feel like crying out so badly because of the pain I'm having the whole day, but well, I can say that till now the pain is still there. x.x

Didn't smile the whole morning, till noon. All the way until the moment I saw baby appearing right infront of me at the back of my working place, I mean like, waaaaa, so surprised. Immediately I asked baby why is he there, he replied, "Because you said you weren't smiling for the whole day, so I came specially to make you smile." You know, at the point of time, that particular moment, my heart totally melted, I was so touched, that baby actually said that. My day was totally shit, only until baby came and said that to me, my day just simply turned brighter right away. Seriously, I'm really happy. (:

Hmm, after all those, chilled at the backyard of the shop, but all along I can already see Sophia being kinda unhappy or something because I broke the rules once again, but I didn't really wanted to bother about it at that moment, so I just continued sitting at the back accompanying baby and not do any work. 

But something just went wrong, and we had a small tiff. So baby just stood up and walk away, I mean, walk out of the shop ): I went immediately downnnnnnnnnnnn, till I broke down right away, I cried. & Sophia came talking to me, that baby has to understand that I'm working under someone. & Khalya told me the reason for my probation, I could understand. Just that, I don't feel good being under probation after all that I've done, those hard works I've put in at this shop, trying to make all those special cakes looks perfect as much as possible, racking my brains. Seriously, the pay isn't high at all, that's the point that sometimes I just doesn't feel like doing anything at work. -.-

Anyway, back to that. Baby went off, & I cried for like 10mins, and I've no choice but to brace myself up, wipe all my tears and go back to the kitchen to finish my customized cake, because it's already late, & I wanna go home early to accompany baby, that's the only thing on my mind. So I wipe it all away, tho I'm still feeling real down, but I have to do that cake. I tried to think of all the happy stuffs with baby, I smiled. 

Halfway through when I was doing the cake, baby just suddenly pop right back infront of me again, with 2 bags of stuffs he bought for me, so suddenly!! Gosh, I gotten another surprised another time! I was like, whuuuuuuut!? I seriously just wanna jump up and hug baby to say thank you, he's really sweet okay. (: After passing me, he just went off again, & I was stun again, but I was rushing something so I couldn't run out ): So yes, I quickly continue my stuffs just so that I could end asap, but without knowing, baby was all along at the backyard, sitting there waiting for me, & I actually didn't see. God, I'm so blind for goodness sake :/

So I hurried all my stuffs, and got baby's help on certain things, thank god baby was there. Really thanks alot. So packed everything and done at about 830pm. It was so late, so we rushed out to cab, and had a quarrel over the phone with my mum, but baby cheered me up. Thanks baby. Cab him home, and I continue to cab home. (: Game with baby till now, after blogging and it's time to sleep (:

Hey baby,

I must admit you're really one sweet guy, I sincerely thank you for everything you've ever done for me. Even tho we're quarreling, you still did so much things for me, even to the extent of going to the mall and buy all the stuffs I wanted, I'm always on your mind. (': Thanks baby, I'm really really touched and appreciating everything that you did. All these, will always be kept in my heart, I'd never ever forget them. Thanks alot. I love you, really way way way much. You're just one awesome guy, I love everything that you done. People might misunderstood you for being bad to me, but they gotta know how much good things you've did for me, really. Thanks a freaking hell lots , my dearest boy ever . I love you ♥