♥ He's equivalent to my life.



Peekaboo. ♥
These few days like no much of the right mood to come blogging, I'm still worrying about that dear boy of mine. ): He's just like a criminal now, being cooped at home, no phone, no comp, can't go out. Rawrs. My kelian de baby, hope he'll be able to regain his freedom asap. Wanna see him happy everyday instead of being so moody being cooped at home all day. ):

But. Being in such a situation, he still never fails to call me up everyday. Before he leave house, when he reached home, before he eat, before he bath, & before he sleeps. He knows I'm worrying because I couldn't contact him. But he's still that lovely, calling me to make me be at ease knowing he's alright. Sweet boy, loveyou. ♥

Still waiting for the chance to meet him up, ahhhh. I damn fucking miss him like fuck, really wanna give him a big big hug. I swear I'm so gonna hug him tight when I sees him ): But, I wonder when... T.T

Babychia!♥ I know you're suffering, bear with it alright. You'll get back your freedom soon! I'll always be accompanying you to go through it aye, don't sad sad already. My heart aches whenever I think of you suffering x.x . I wanna TT , I wanna tickle you , I wanna do many many things with you again. We'll be able to meet asap, don't worry. Just takecare of yourself for the time being kay, I wanna see you in a good condition! F3. Hehe, thanks for calling me up everyday despite the risk of getting scolded. You're really bold, I know you did it for me though. :$ Thanks baby, I'll make you smile non-stop when I sees you, promise. ^^ . I love you!♥

Being with you is simply what I live for. ♥

♥ He holds the key to my heart.



Bad day today, I spent my whole day worrying about my dear boy. & I injured myself 3 times because I was in a listless mood, wasn't alert enough to all those things which injured me, pain die :/ But not as pain as how my heart aches, knowing my dear boy is in trouble. ): Something unlucky happened to him, he had a bad bad day too. Sigh, hope he'll be alright. Been praying nothing would happen to him, thank god, he's fine now, for the time being though. Well, at least, he's safe and sound. I'm glad to know that enough. (':

Baby called me right after the moment he's done with his parents' lashing, argh. I'm really so against family violence, zz. Hope baby's injury are alright, I can't get to see him now, all I could do is hope, hope and hope. Tsk.

Hopefully bad days would be gone soon, but no matter what gonna happen, I promised I'll be there for you, be there to go through everything together with him. Wouldn't leave him alone no matter what, ♥

Anyway, had a great great day with baby yesterday. Yeah, slack under void-deck, as usual. But it brings me lots of joy, even if it's just slacking. Each time I see baby, I'll pass him a letter that I wrote. Everyday, I wrote one letter. If I didn't get to see him for 5days, means I'd pass him 5 letters at once. Hehe, just hope he'll be happy smiling just by reading them. ♥

Really hope to see him soon, really wished to be there to hug him right now and calm him and cheer him up. I know he's down, yet I can't be there beside him. ): I feels bad, all I could do is just text and text.. Sighs. Hope he's alright, seriously. *prays much* . ♥

11:11 , I hope everything will be okay for you, nothing bad would happen, & you to smile sweetly to me again. ♥

Babyboy, I hope you're able see this. I'm really worrying about you damn much, really wants to see how're you doing. I've many other things to worry about, but you still wouldn't leave my mind no matter how many million things I've in my mind. You mean so much more than anything else, praying so much that you'll be alright, nothing bad would happen to you. I know you're down, you're pissed off with things which happened today, & I'm not there to cheer you up these days. Just think of everything we always done when we meet, especially TT. Hopefully you'd smile after thinking of all those. Or better still, re-open up all those letters which I gave you, re-read them. Whatever it is, stay optimistic and keep your smile on your face my dear. Remember I always say, your smile is always priceless to me. I love you. ♥

♥再也找不到比你更好的人。

Most fucked up day ever in school. Know what, I learnt something.
Innocent people? Go fuck them. They aren't innocent at all, they're just so damn fucking cunning inside. Causing all the problems to you, and they get away scot-free. Fuck you, bitch.

Got chased out of class, almost got kicked out of course just because of a fucking project? Yeah yeah, joke. After being chased out of class, was damn fucking pissed off with Siti & Miza. Sat around and just chilled, stop talking for a moment. Went off to library to do that fucking project, role play -.-

After we finally chilled, we finally did it. Oh yeah, had so much laughter with them, including fifah. Okay, at least, it gain us better friendships. That's something to be happy about. Out of all the role plays I ever done in my life, I think this 3 role plays is the best I ever done. LOL, damn fucking funny. Breaking of plastic spoons cus of ice-cream "too hard". LOL. Never will forget it man.

Tiring day, reached home at like 8pm. Webcam with baby again (: Really miss him. Just wanna see him real badly these days. Hehe. Loveyou baby, your goodnight texts always never fails to let me have a good sleep. ♥