♥ He holds the key to my heart.



Bad day today, I spent my whole day worrying about my dear boy. & I injured myself 3 times because I was in a listless mood, wasn't alert enough to all those things which injured me, pain die :/ But not as pain as how my heart aches, knowing my dear boy is in trouble. ): Something unlucky happened to him, he had a bad bad day too. Sigh, hope he'll be alright. Been praying nothing would happen to him, thank god, he's fine now, for the time being though. Well, at least, he's safe and sound. I'm glad to know that enough. (':

Baby called me right after the moment he's done with his parents' lashing, argh. I'm really so against family violence, zz. Hope baby's injury are alright, I can't get to see him now, all I could do is hope, hope and hope. Tsk.

Hopefully bad days would be gone soon, but no matter what gonna happen, I promised I'll be there for you, be there to go through everything together with him. Wouldn't leave him alone no matter what, ♥

Anyway, had a great great day with baby yesterday. Yeah, slack under void-deck, as usual. But it brings me lots of joy, even if it's just slacking. Each time I see baby, I'll pass him a letter that I wrote. Everyday, I wrote one letter. If I didn't get to see him for 5days, means I'd pass him 5 letters at once. Hehe, just hope he'll be happy smiling just by reading them. ♥

Really hope to see him soon, really wished to be there to hug him right now and calm him and cheer him up. I know he's down, yet I can't be there beside him. ): I feels bad, all I could do is just text and text.. Sighs. Hope he's alright, seriously. *prays much* . ♥

11:11 , I hope everything will be okay for you, nothing bad would happen, & you to smile sweetly to me again. ♥

Babyboy, I hope you're able see this. I'm really worrying about you damn much, really wants to see how're you doing. I've many other things to worry about, but you still wouldn't leave my mind no matter how many million things I've in my mind. You mean so much more than anything else, praying so much that you'll be alright, nothing bad would happen to you. I know you're down, you're pissed off with things which happened today, & I'm not there to cheer you up these days. Just think of everything we always done when we meet, especially TT. Hopefully you'd smile after thinking of all those. Or better still, re-open up all those letters which I gave you, re-read them. Whatever it is, stay optimistic and keep your smile on your face my dear. Remember I always say, your smile is always priceless to me. I love you. ♥

♥再也找不到比你更好的人。