♥Love of my life.



My dearest boy, AdenCBP. ♥

If only you could read this post right now and sleep well. But I know, the fact is you can't.. Sighs. It's already like 3am in the morning, & I still can't get to sleep.. I really can't stop crying & worrying about you. Each and every second, the only thing which is on my mind is just all these questions,

"How are you doing in there?"
"Are you still alright?"
"Did anyone bully or beat you up?"
"Is there anyone to take care of you in there?"
"When will you ever be out? 2weeks' time, it's long for you.."

I'm really thinking and thinking, I just can't stop. You're just in my mind. I really really really hope you'd be alright, safe and sound.. Be back to my side in a perfectly fine condition.. (':

Your mom called me up, and talk with me on the phone for 30mins. We're just talking about you, saying how much we miss you, wondering how are you doing, worrying for you, awaiting for you return in 14days' time.. Both of us are really really worried about you. & of course not forgetting your brother too.

Baby, you're inside now. & you really have no idea how much we're worrying and caring for you outside. Same goes, we're outside now, we really have no idea how much you're suffering inside.. But please know that, we're ALL waiting for your return. Our hearts are all aching so fucking badly, your mom, texted me and say she can't stop crying. But just nice, I was crying non stop when she texted me.

Baby, we all hope that you'd take this as a lesson learnt, dont make the same mistakes again alright? Everyone around you are giving you a chance to repent, be good silly. Still, thanks baby, you acted strong infront of me when on the phone, in order to let me be strong. You're so noble, thanks a lot silly.

But still, I'm weak, you know I cry easily. & I just can't stop. The moment I think of how you're doing, I would just cry. I can't get to sleep in peace.. I miss all your goodnights texts, and all your jokes. Baby, come back and joke with me as much as you can.. I really miss you so much..

Please come back asap, 14days, I'll count down. & baby know what, it's just nice the 12th. (:

I'll be waiting for you my dear, I love you. ♥

♥ 123 days of love, it's still counting.



Happy 4th Monthsary, baby!♥

Cant believe it's already the 12th of November, time flies isnt it? Since the day we got together on the 12th of July, till now it's already our 4th month! (: Are you happy? Because I am, absolutely happy!♥

4months, a total of 123 days, counting from 12thJuly till today, 12thNovember. Yeaaaah, 4months passedby, how much happiness and quarrels and whatever elses we had been through? Countless. Yeah, countless of happiness, countless of quarrels thingy. But at least, we're still together despite everything we faced, cause we still love each other truly.

Ever since you stepped into my life, you taught me a lot of things and you totally changed my life. I was so damn touched when you told me you wanna marry me. I felt like the happiest and luckiest girl in the world. You're gonna be my one and only and no one can ever replace you, I promise.

Been through many ups and downs together within this 4months. But it didn't felt like 4months has passed. In fact it felt more like years. I'm not joking. You're the first guy that i've spent so much time on, just to accompany you day and night. & be by your side. I remember at the beginning of our rs when I didn't trust you totally because I was afraid of getting hurt for the same reason and also I have been hurt many times before and I just couldn't stand another heartbreak but I just couldn't deny the fact that I fell deeply for you and there was no way to escape from rejecting you as a boyfriend.

Thanks for everything, my dearest boy. Always awaiting for our next monthsary. We'll have our yearsary too. Baby, you're just the only one. The one whom I really couldn't live without, you've already been carved deep in my heart, already became my daily drug which I've to consume everyday. If I don't, my heart would stop beating.

Yes, that's just how important you are to me. Baby, I love you. (: ♥

It's just you. ♥

♥He's the one I wanna marry.



Half a day spent out with baby, to the cinema for the movie, 23:59. Okaaaaay, as usual woke up bathed and prepared, then left house. Reached Buangkok at like 115pm, & walked to baby's house. The only pissed off thing which happened was, my phone can't make any outgoing calls or texts, only could recieve incoming calls and texts. Like seriously damn irritated by it, wanted to contact baby when I reached also can't, weather so hot somemore, made me even more pekcek :O ! Gah.

But yeah, back to topic. As usual for our "lateness for movies", we'll always catch a movie 30mins later. Just like today, which is already the 4th or 5th time we're doing so. Showtime at 115pm, we bought the tickets at 145pm, awesome or what. HAHA. There the person ask us again, like double confirming whether we're sure about watching a movie which is already started like, 45mins ._. . Hahahaha, after buying, went in, and the show is like already halfway through, but still, sat down and enjoy movie. & not forgetting, NACHOS. :D

23:59 , okok bah , not really nice , not really not nice also. If were to rate, I think, 6/10 ? :/ ! Lala, neverminds, at least it's out with baby together watching. (: Baby was like keep on scaring me with those ghostly thing, cus the cinema was dark. F3 ! Made me hug him ever tighter, Lalalaas :$

After movies, went down, decided to have subway for lunch. Sooooo, went over to subway, baby bought for me. Wheee~ Seriously damn niceeee! Hehe. But expensive nar, $20 for 2sets that we bought. Gahh, next time must save money, go coffeeshop eat normal foods. (: Baby kept on looking at me eating :$ ~ Keke. Subway with baby is always awesome ^^. Thanks so much baby!♥

After subway, went down to basement to buy caibing to eat again, hehehe. Bought, and went up and out of amk hub. Usual place, finish eating our caibing before we left. Cab back to HougangMall, unknowingly fall asleep on in baby's hug during the cab ride, like seriously I fell asleep. So comfortable just by being in his hugs :3 Hehehe.

Reached, and went in walkwalk for awhile, some sort of shopping hur? Hah. Yup, went out of HougangMall after awhile. Walked to nearby block to sit down, cus I was wearing heels, legs damn tired. So yuppp, went over to sit and rest. Slack slack on song, chit chat with baby and TT. :$ Hehe. Time like passing so fast, or maybe cus we only have that short lil 45mins time to slack before it's 530. Yeaaah, so walked with baby to his block. Halfway, baby walk towards the road, and say take cab back home. & he helped me flag for a cab, wow x.x . Yeah so, before getting up the cab, gave baby goodbye hug & kiss. Then baby went off too, waited for baby's call on the cab (: Just reached home like 15mins ago ~

Babychia!♥
You've always been the sweetest, always trying to make me happy. Even when it comes to money issue, you'd still bear to spend so much on me without hesitating for even one second. Thanks baby, for being so nice to me. (: Though we only had sucha short 4hours time together, but it's really worth spending. Hehe. Shall see you on this Saturday, for our celebrations. Omgeees, I'm so happy, it's gonna be our 4th monthsary. Yay, Iloveyoubaby! Muaaaaaaaaaaa, ♥

Incase my phone still havent done by tonight, OR
If you're reading this blog post before you sleep,
This is your goodnight "text" for you :

Goodnights babyboy, sweetestdreams. Sleep tight and well alrights? Dont let the bed bug bites! Hehe, that's just a lil phrase I heard last time. :p ! Lalaas. Hope you'll have a good night sleep, awaiting for saturday to come. Sleep well babyboy, Iloveyou and forever I'll be. Never gonna stop this love ♥

Being your lil princess makes me smiles. ♥