Tuesday, January 19, 2010

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♥ Best cam-whoring clique ever.
&, ilovemyfringehere :P

Hello loves.
Here to update, in case i forget later on.
Just like yesterday, i clean forgot about blogging.

Trip down to NUH together with Mum and littlebro.
Purpose was just to let the doctor check my brother's wound.
They didnt even do anything to my littlebro, just merely talk talk.
And what? We've to pay 25 bucks just for that consulation fees.
OH MY GOD please, how expensive can the fees get.

After my complaning for long, down to the food court for lunch.
Eh, i'm kinda addicted to the hospital food court's food -.-
It's seriously damn nice please :\

Went to the vending machine, vitasoy :3
Sheesh. I miss drinking a packet of vitasoy everyday in school during recess :(
I miss my school foods :(
I miss some teachers :(
Girls, can we go back to school again one day? :0

Not to say, i still miss that unwelcomed, unreasonble & fierce teacher.
Who else other than Ms LeeCL :\
After being her student, after being scolded by her so many times,
after being punished by her countless times in class,
But somehow, she's still the one i missed the most?
Thanks her for giving me countless of massive hugs during results day.
She's really there for me when she saw me crying my hearts out.
She talked to me for quite a long time, trying hard to calm me down.
& continue hugging me, and gave a few pats on my shoulder.
You know, that's rather touching :)
I'll surely visit her when i'm going back to school :D

Aye, anyways.
5NA CHALET TOMORROW @ COSTA SANDS
Yup, so i'll be away from 20th - 22nd :)

Anything contact me through text aye.
I better be able to collect back the chalet money from everyone who goes,
if not i'm really very dead this time.
2years back birthday chalet, didnt managed to, & had a bad one too.
Which caused my mum & elderbro to be mad at some of the people -.-
That was so scary, seriously :0

Talking about my elderbrother. I'm really missing him.
How long more does this cold war / family problem have to go on?
I'm really sick and tired of being asked countless of questions, really i am.
During the wedding dinner, daddy watched how my uncle carries his grandson,
Reminds Daddy of carrying my elderbro himself when elderbro was still a baby.
Yet now, everything changed.
Daddy told mummy about what he's being remind of yesterday, & she came telling me.
I almost cried upon hearing it, but i holded it back,
just to prevent mummy from crying too.
Daddy isn't the kind of person we always thought of,
he's hard on the outside, soft on the inside.
Just that because he's a guy, no choice but to be strong.
What am i suppose to do.. I really dont know..
Talk to elderbro? I dont know how.. & he wont listen..
Talk to parents? They wont listen too..
I just want everyone to be back to the past, whereby we all had fun together..
Sometimes, i really hope my elderbrother knows my blog, & read what i wrote to him..
Great, i'm crying again. Shall stop.

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I swear, this is the last time i helping _________ out.
I had enough of all these pushing games with ________ .
I'm not your maid or whatsoever, i'm just you people's friend.
Or can i say, Normal friend to you people? Cause i'm not close to you guys.
Neither do i want to get close, i doesnt gain any thing by doing so.
You _______ wants to have fun, do you guys think i dont? Who doesnt want?
Even before the fun is created, i'm already being used, taken for granted.
During the fun will be what then? I'm really not interested.
After the fun? Are you ________ going to push to me again?
Sorry, i'm not gonna take it down again.
It's not the first or second time already please,
it's like, the third fourth fifth sixth seventh time you _______ are doing so!
Enough is enough, no more next time.


End of ranting out.
Off after tag replies.
Remember, will be away tomorrow.

TAG REPLIES.

Stacia : Hello Precious! How're you?! Missyou.
Melanie : Really what, all As :( Uploaded, had fun laughing? :)
Erin : Thanks Candyheart for tagging ! Tag back too! Loves.
Meiting : Haha, you will have too next time :D Missdieyoutoos.
Cynthia : Aiyoyo, okok. Equals okay ? :x Loves.
Chloe : Yupyup, i will. Thanks meih! Lovedieyou manymany.
Cyrus : Nope, not yours :)

Ciaos.

P.S : I'm really breaking down day by day.

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