Tuesday, January 26, 2010

HELLO.
I'm blogging at such an unearthly hour.
Good or what, claps for me :) -ClapsClaps.
By right, i should be sleeping soundly at this hour instead of being here.
But, i doesnt intend to sleep tonight due to some reasons.
& also, to accompany someone to do his homework throughout the night.
Incase he feels lonely suddenly, or sleep back and neglect his work & get scolding!
So decided to stay up just to accompany this lazy bum to get through the night.

Yup. Actually, i dont really know what i should blog also.
When it's like SO SO early, nothing much has happen yet.

Except for one thing.
I cried, yes, i cried again :\
Gah. I cry easily, as and when i can.
To that person, stop apologizing to me.
I wont accept your apology, because you doesnt even need to do so :)

I'm just too, weak to even get those stuffs you said into me.
As you know, i dont dare to think much into that matter.
Cause i know it myself, it wont work ever again..
For dont know what reasons, i just had that feeling of failing again.
Ya, so, i guess you dont have to worry much about me bah..?
Like i said, i'm sure to fail again in it.
It's not your fault, maybe it is to you, but not to me.
It's true to whatever i said, cause i blogged it all at the other blog x.x

But neverminds le bah, it's over anyway?
I dont know what i should do, and what to say too.
Since you've such initiative, you want me to let go of it so much,
perhaps, i'll just listen to you? Yup, perhaps perhaps perhaps.
I wont promise you i would agree to it, but i'll try since you told me personally.

Yes, i'll try to learn to let you go, all because i just love you too much.
I'm not wrong for loving you right? :\
I hate that you made me love you, i also hate that i love you willingly.
Sorry in advance, if i said any wrong things to you here.
But, that's really just what i realised after asking myself for months.
It's the same feeling to which what you told me previously through that text.
I cant explain what, how, why to you about that feeling either.
True like you said, love cant be explained. It just comes and go, based on feelings.
Sorry that i couldnt get you off my mind previously, even though i'm suppose to.
Sorry for not waking up to my senses even after that huge blow from you.

Pardon me for my silliness.
Pardon me for loving you so damn deep.
I didnt mean to (':

Reply me somewhere else, not at my blog.
Msn or whatever, sorry & thankyou! :)

P.S : You're not wrong in entering, only wrong in not holding on.

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