♥ I always failed in the game called, Love.


HELLO.

I don't like to see you being that way, because it just breaks my heart even more.
I'll even be more heartache and upset when I sees you being so pessimistic.
You know truly well I'll always be there for you no matter what it takes.
Even though we aren't together any longer, I'll definitely still be there.
Even if the whole world hates you, I'll still be the one loving you still.
Even if the whole world pulls you down, I'll still be the one getting you back up.
Even if the whole world doesn't care about you, I'll still be the one caring always.
Just remember, there'll always be that someone behind secretly supporting you aye (:

Sighs.
Yesterday really such a torturing day can.
By right I already somehow woke up in the morning 8am plus, though I slept at 3, 4am..
But I'm really so reluctant to get myself awake.
& so I slept back in, till I woke up and check time on my phone and saw, 11:11am.
It just makes me sighs the first thing I saw it, like really a huge sigh to myself.
& yeah, I forced myself to sleep back again, till again, 1:11pm. It's like wtf ):
I don't know why I kept on seeing that few numbers, particular time. 11:11 / 1:11 ..
Seriously, I ain't joking, but really the fact that I kept on seeing them nowadays.
Yeah so, I sighed to myself again, & went back to sleep, again..
So end up, I slept till 2pm, finally decided to wake up.

The reason why I kept on forcing myself to sleep & not wake up,
is because I seriously just wants to escape from reality ):
I don't wish to face today alone, it's really a heart-wrenching truth,
that I've to face and get pass today alone, myself, instead of with you.
Sighs.

Ciaos.

`I miss you, seriously.