♥ I may not be perfect, but I'm always me.


HELLO.

I was supposed to love today! ):
But I've no choice but to hate today now, because it's the first of August.
Supposingly it marks the first month of us for me, however, it just marks nothing now.
I'm still trying to let go.. Really..
Jiayou Rebecca, you can do it! )':

Everyone been telling me this particular sentence :
Don't give up the whole forest because of one single tree.

Yeah, this is always the sentence I told all my friends when they broke up too.
But it's really hard to tell myself this sentence when I'm the one facing it -.-
Like I said, easier said than done.
Because I put in 100% effort & love into this relationship, I treasure it so badly.

If not I'll always get this sentence too :
He's not worth your tears babe, don't shed any more tears for him. Cheerup!

Oh. I won't say he's not worth my tears, neither will I say he's worth.
Because he's worth my love ONCE, perhaps that's good enough for me.
I might have already lost him, but he'll always be etched in my mind.
But no worries, I'll keep telling myself not to cry for him anymore (':
I don't know how many litres of water did I actually cried out already.
Gotta start replenish them back, if not I might get dehydration :/
Loss of water, holy.

Oh wells, anyway!!!!
YOG holidays are coming, which means my Shanghai trip is also coming.
Fuck leh, I don't feel like going. Lol -.-
But classmates keep ask me go, even my mummy asked me go too.
But, I'm going anyway (:
It's a 5D4N trip, most probably on the 20th to 24th of August.
& irritating thing is, I've my O level english oral the next day, 25th August.
Laughs, how stressful life can get! :/

Ok la, If i'm not wrong,
O levels are like, 87 days away from me.
WHAT THE FUCK ):
Saddening truth.

Ok, I've no mood to blog on lol..
Or rather, I don't know what to blog further on.
Will update again k!
Ciaos.

`Love is just like a game, don't you realise?