♥ Nothing could replace his importance to me.



I swear I miss my long hair, like damn fucking much. This photo taken like so long ago, almost more than a year ago. Damn! I really want my long hair back, provided my hair condition is much better :( If not, I'm going for hair extention which my mummy promised me to help me with it. :p

My skipping of school habit is somehow back again, classmates been asking where have I been to, telling me they seems like not seeing me for a long time. Oh wells, I was just skipping school lately. Just doesn't feel like going school, really feels like quitting school, I swear. But, I won't bah. Course also finishing -.- Whatever it is, I admit, I'm getting from good to bad, bad to worse. Yeah, now I belong to the "worse" category. Blah blah~ :/

Let's talk about something happy instead. Of course, my dearest boyfriend. Duh! None other than him, who kept making me smile and laugh non-stop. Thanks him for yesterday noon, I was on the verge of crying because of some stuffs, but only he was there to cheer me up and make me smile with all his efforts. Really appreciates his hard work, and his love of course. ♥

I really don't know how to finish saying how good he is, y'know? Perhaps just by summarizing, I can't even finish summarizing in within a 100 words. It'll take me pages and pages, days and days, or even years to describe how lovely he is. He put in so much effort in this relationship, I really love him max, I really do.

Just like what he merely said on facebook yesterday, when I saw, I really really went speechless. Because I really didn't expect that. I was damn, touched.

" It's impossible to break her heart, I'm born to love her . No1 else could ever replace her ♥ . Without her, I would die. I go learn sewing. So I can mend back her heart even when she's a little upset♥ But I could use my heart and replace the place with a scar. I would do anything for her, and I fucking mean it ♥ "

Hah by the way, if you want to tell me, a guy could do anything just to get a girl, I know. But, I'm so very sure he did everything truly. So yep, don't doubt him, not a single bit. I swear I'll not be nice to you, if you ever wants to spoil my relationship with him, or spoil his reputation, not even badmouth him. :) Don't ever come to me commenting on how he is, he's not for any of you to judge :) Cus I simply love him just the way he is. ♥

After being with him, whenever I goes to school now, all I heard is disturbs from my lovely classmates. There they will go with all sorts of disturbs, and I'll be damn shy and keep smiling non-stop. Actually, it's a great feeling somehow, can't describe when friends calling out to your lover's name to disturb you, and there you go smiling so foolishing to yourself while thinking of him. ♥

Okay & you, baby. Fuck you :( Stop making me worry like fuck the next time, I swear I'll cry. Imma crybaby, F3 ! I don't want to see anything bad happen to you, y'know?! Grr. You better take goodcare of yourself, I mean it. You know how much you mean to me, I don't wanna lose you, just like how you don't wanna lose me, understand?! Rawrs. Please for goodness sake uh, takecares and becareful if you wanna do all those things. Because I still wanna see you again, I still wanna TT with you! & many more. Like all those things that you said on msn yesterday, Hehe. I miss all of those things, damn fucking much! Anyway, thanks for the past one week dearest, though it's just one week, it feels like we're together for years. Cause of the way you love, you care. Happy one week! I love you, babyboy. ♥

Nothing beats his love, he's just too loved. ♥