12th, Happy 11th Monthsary! ♥

to the one and only dearest boy I've always only been loving, for the past whole 11months journey down. Everyday whenever I wakes up, the first thing I do is always unlock my phone and text him, I've never failed to do so. Or even call him the moment I reached home, instead of doing what I'm supposed to do - Call my mum. Whatever I do, I'll always think of you first. Maybe you couldn't see it, yeah, you wouldn't know I've always been placing you above all. Like you too.

I've always been loving you, showing you how much I ever love you. Perhaps I don't express the same way as you, or how others express their love, but whatever I do to express my love, that's my way of expressing. I've never been good at expressing myself, so please forgive me if I didn't do well.

For all these while, my everyday has always been circling with you, just you. I might be working, might be traveling all around back and forth by myself, might have a random long-lost chat with a normal guy-friend, might randomly receive unknown numbers text trying to chat with me. But all these, are just nothing. All you ever need to know is, You, are always the only one.

I love my family, just like how I love you, because I've always wanted you to become a part of my family. I would never compare my family and you, my whole entire life, the most I ever loved has always been my family and you. The closest love ever exists on earth.

Regardless of anything, I always love you.

I really thanks you a freaking lots, for everything you've done. Be it good or bad, it's all from you. Good ones, I'll always remember and keep it in my heart. Bad ones, I'll remember it too, but on the part where it'll be gone and forgotten. At least those good & bad made me got closer to knowing you deeper and deeper each and every time.

Quarrels and fights are always inevitable. Nobody loves quarrels or fights, miscommunications or misunderstandings. But we can always prevent it, when two of us are understanding enough to just say Sorry and give in, in a sincere way, instead of like "whatever kind of attitude". Yeah of course, we won't be happy if that's the way. :/ Maybe it gonna takes time, but I'm sure and confident enough that we would make it. (:

Put that aside. Things that you've gave in, I always know. I don't show it, but I know. You always surprise me with lots of things, that I'll easily be smiling or laughing like crazy, or sometimes so surprised that I actually cried straight infront of you. Hah. I miss that! ^^. Yes, I always know the good side of you, everyone has a good and a bad side, it's up to us to find it out and accept it, or ignore it. Not just me, you've your worse temper, anger, attitude too, but baby, I accepted it. Still hoping you'll change, maybe not for me, but for your own good and future. I've never once said to leave you because of all those nonsense, because I simply want you in my life.

But baby, just to remind you, you're always the greatest boy I ever had. (:
Thanks love.

Happy 11th Monthsary, AdenChiaBP. ♥