♥ My presence to you were superficial.




Pfft.


What a saturday, boring one. Staying home on a saturday, definitely it's boring. But, it's my daddy's birthday today. Happy Birthday, daddy. I love you. :)


Didn't managed to blog yesterday, as I was away from home. Yaaaa, I was out at the east side for a day, I went all over to Eunos and ton over at Guoliang's house. Yes, cooked up a lie, staged everything out, backing up my lies to cover myself up infront of my family, just so that I could successfully keep him company for a day, throughout the whole night without having anyone to rush me home.


As usual, trained all the way down to Eunos in the noon. Slack over at his house till evening and went down to Promenade, slack at Koufu for 3 long hours with his friend, Zax. All the way till he ends work, we trained back Eunos again. And off we went to somewhere I forget, to have supper together with Zax and Guojing, Guoliang's brother.


Truthfully, I really had fun together with the 3 of them. Although I didn't really talk much with them, but at times, they're all making me laugh with whatever they says. At least I'm not frowning, or maybe, at least he's always beside me.


Walk around, slack all over. Just letting time pass. But I was getting a little tired out by then lah, weak me. Sneak back to his house at around 2am, made me feel like I'm some sort of illegal immigrant, laugh die. Just loving their double-decker bed, it's the bed I always wanted when I was still a kid! But didn't get one :( Hahaha, so yaaaa. I slept at the upper-deck, hehe.


The 3 of us, were so pig, that we slept all the way till 3pm. Power, (Y). Nothing much, just slack around again and etc. K, skipped* Just gonna skip to conclusion.


A day spent with you, it's more than what I could expect. Agreeing to ton with you, always been my answer, just that I didn't want to let you know. I kept so fucking many things from you, keeping them all to myself, not wanting you to know, at all. I'd rather I suffer myself, than to see you being in a dilemma. Everyone asking why am I being so nice to you despite all the things you did to me, even if you were to ask me this question, my answer will still be the same, "I don't know". I guess, there's no reason in my being nice to you. I just feel like it, or maybe, true enough, I love you. But like seriously I always ask myself, so what if I love you? It's just NOTHING. Just let it be. Cus afterall, I'm still the silly one here. :)


Okayyyyy, will be out celebrating daddy's birthday later on, dining out! &, I still cant fucking stop thinking of you lah nnb. You filled up my mind the whole day, despite me knowing that I'm not even in your mind. What a joke, it's the worst thing to do ever. Thinking of someone who's not thinking of you, hahaha. Give it up!


`I wished the caring side of you always lasts for long, but it never did.