Muaaaaaaaaaa~* :3

Greatest photo, I always love to do this. :D

Days passed as usual, just work work and work. But of course, there's definitely this lovely boy of mine occupying my time too! He've been looking me up at my work place at night to fetch me from work, awesome him! :D

Just 4 more days to our anniversary! Really really excited about it ^^. Sooooo happy, hehe. I've always been waiting for this particular day to come, the 12th July. I love it, just like how I love him. Forever and ever. (:

Was unwell for the past few days, well but I'm still not yet fullyy recovered yet though. Only fever is gone, sorethroat and cough are still currently haunting me so badly. Till now, I've no voice since yesterday till now. Aiyo! So uncomfortable. Hopefully I can recovered asap before the day I'm going out with baby to celebrate our anniversary! :D

Okay, on the phone with baby! Hehe. That's all for today, just for a quick update ^^.

P.S : I love the above photo veryyyyyyy much. ♥

 

 

 ♥

"Love her while you still have her.

Cherish her everyday.

Let her know that it will ONLY be her that holds your heart." 

That applies to girls too, not just guys (:

Well anyway!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've such a great day today, like really great great day. It's just yesterday that was kinda bad, till I actually cried myself to sleep! Hmm, but yesterday is yesterday! So I'm gonna forget about those unhappiness, and continue on my happy life which I'm always having with my dear boy. :D

Do you know? He's always surprising me, because he knows I loves surprises. He's always doing sweet things to make me smile. Those he does make me upset at times, but in conclusion, he have been the nicest guy I've ever met and been together with (:

Hmmmm! Today, I was working as usual. & there's totally nothing to do at work today, just nice I was sooo tired, so I took a short nap. And while I was asleep, baby appeared at my work place, without my knowing that he's already there because I was still asleep soundly. Yup, & so baby and Khalya had this plan of disturbing me! Called my phone while I was asleep, when I picked up, baby told me he's outside my shop, & so I got up! And walked to the back and find, but couldn't see him! When I walked back into the shop, baby was right behind the door, inside the shop! Aik, I was surprised. Hehe, infact, I was happy. ♥

So, stayed there till I end work at 8pm. And we three went off together as usual, accompany Khalya to wait for her cab, and we went off down to mrt station. Again as usual, train down to Buangkok mrt together with baby, and I'll take the train back to Serangoon from there after bidding goodbye with baby. 

Yup, & surprisingly!!! Baby agreed to take photos with me while we were waiting for the 5mins train to come. Ohgod, do you know like, how happy I was when baby actually agreed to take photos with me willingly, and even bend down specially(because I was too short :x), and we took such an awesome photo! Hehe. I'm so loving that photo.

There! That's the two most awesome photos, sooooooooo loving it! Hehe. See that genuine smile of mine, that really shows how happy I was. ♥

 

 Hey babychia, thanks for taking photos with me, you know how happy I was just now. (: Yes, I really was. You're always my loveliest boyfriend ever, I really hope we'll be able to grow old together, even though I'll be old faster! But well, I don't mind and I don't care, I still wanna grow old with you together until ripe old age! With our own kids and grandchildren. Hehe! Baby, just remember this,

I love you. ♥

 

Thanks for being the love of my life, I wanna marry you, ACBP. ♥

I still remember our FIRST KISS. Yeah baby, I still remember it sooooo vividly! & that's really awesome. Care for a tap-tap revenge challenge? (: Heh, you know I know. That's how I got the first kiss from you, that particular place, that particular spot, that particular feeling, that particular atmosphere, that particular moment, that particular smile, that particular shyness & that particular kiss. It made my night, that moment of love, just came rushing up to me. Hey baby, I miss that. & I'll always remember our first kiss. I love you ♥

On my lappy just to blog, and I'll be off to sleep! Because baby is already asleep, and I've nothing to do without him being around, so I'll just sleep once I'm done right here blogging! Yep. (:

Today is just simply work work and work, I mean like, I spent freaking 5hours to complete that fondant cake with make-up sets, okay it's really difficult to do. & it really takes time to do them all. But when it's done, that sense of accomplishment of creating a beautiful cake out, is totally awesome. Yup. (:

Had a small little tiff with baby on the phone when I was about to reach home, that tiff, sucks ): I really hate to quarrel with baby, I mean like, it's so unhealthy to us ! But like everyone always says, quarrels or misunderstanding between a couple is always inevitable. Yeah, which is so so true. Those things, are always coming to us, but I'm always so glad that we'll always pull through them, baby would always still try to make me smile so easily. You know, nobody could like, make me smile so easily as and when they like? Only He could. I mean, It's just so amazing. The reason behind the smile which appears on my face, is always the sweetest. (:

Well anyway, exactly 2 weeks more to our 1 year anniversary ! Holymoly, happiness strikes ! Hehehe. Hey babbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbyboy, you know something? You're my best boyfriend, & despite those unhealthy stuffs that happened between us, I've never regretted being with you or loving you ♥

Hugs aren't free. Coming from that certain person you love, hugs means a million. ♥

Ayyyyyyyyyyyyyye! Kinda mia, again. Walauuu :/ Okay, I was just tired everytime I came back home from work and stuffs! Anyway, back again today! Hehe.


Perhaps I shall just talk about the past few days, it has been quite awesome for some parts! Yup.


After Father's Day last weekend, the whole week, I think I merely just went to work? Thursday - Saturday, as usual. But I've to go back to working full-time again soon, ughhh. Hate to know the fact, but, boss said she'll be sending me for courses for sure, just that at the approriate time! Hooray, I was so happy after knowing that! Because those courses I wanna go is seriously too expensive for me to handle. :/ Gah. Thanks boss!


On the 23rd, it was such an unlucky day, like really so sway. So yeah, I'm kinda hating that day :/ Quite a few things happened, that explains why. Firstly, had a real big quarrel with baby. But we made up after that. Followed on, we went to hougang's pasarmalam, bought a new couple bracelet, but after that we sat down for baby to smoke and he took out his watch to wipe his sweat, we forgot to take the watch when we walked away. When we rushed back, the watch was just simply Gone, vanished. -.- Even after trying to search for so long, still can't be found, well so nevermind, we decided to just go. While walking back to baby's house, baby accidentally kicked and stepped onto the burned incense paper on the walking path, god. We quickly said sorry, and continue walking.


Well but after that, had a great dinner at baby's house. It was awesome. (: Sitting at the living room eating dinner together with baby was always that awesome! (: Stayed there till like almost 11pm, and baby asked me to cab back home. I was kinda afraid, because I kept on having wild thinking that if I were to take a cab back, the cab would get into an accident and crash. Don't know why, that thinking just stucked there! That's why I was really afraid, but I didn't dare to tell baby about it. So kept it till the next day before I told him. Eek. Reached home at about 1130? Yeah, and slept after awhile!


Yup. & Yesterday, I went to work. Actually just for 3hours supposingly, but end up working the whole day because of a reason, which I cant say. Haha! But, surprinsingly, baby appeared at my shop and surprised me. Oh! I was so stun and really surprised! Gah. Hehe. But horrrr, I was actually doing a surprise gift for baby that day, a cake, his favourite oreo, didn't want him to know till the day when we're gonna celebrate our 1year. Aik, but since he was there, I can't hide it any further, so just told him about it. Eek! So anyway, we're done at the shop, and went off! Khalya longbang us a ride to hougang mall in the cab! So sweet. Hehe. So we went Hougang mall, to buy baby a wallet. Goldlion genuine leather wallet, which costs me $71.10. Haha! It's so much better than the old one which was also bought by me. Well, Glad baby is loving that wallet (:


Today! End of holiday, and start of school. So baby went to school as usual in the early morning while it's my turn to sleep in more. Met baby at like 4pm+, after buying pasar malam foods and I walk over to baby's house to wait for him. Haha! Craving for pasar malam's foods always, that's just me. :D Hmm, went to void deck and finish up our foods. & baby started doing his homework, while I was there trying to teach him when he doesn't know ^^. Hehe, loving that feeling when I could be baby's pillar of study as well. (: Though my studies aren't good, but at least I'm trying to help. (:

After finishing, went to provision shop to buy stuffs. Sat outside there to eat and drink. Yup, baby's friend still haven't reach, so we changed of plans. Went back baby's house, I waited at the staircase, while baby went in to get his bike. Yup, and went down to slack awhile. Skipped* & baby sent me to hougang mall outside after he done ordering his food. And baby went back, and I went to mrt. Hehe. Thanks baby for sending me there ! I love you !


So happy it's already the 25th of June, means it's gonna be 12th of July anytime soon! Hooray. Means it's gonna mark our 1 year anniversary together ! Oh yeah~ So excited! I'm so happy ^^. Hehe. Gotta celebrate it ! Hey baby, you're awesome, do you know that? Please know it if you doesn't know! Thanks for everything, you're my best boyfriend on earth. I love you!♥

Found this at a random web, so cute ! Hehe. Yup, It's Father's Day. & It's the best Father's Day ever in the whole list of Father's day history that my family ever had. (: Celebrate Father's day twice today, simply because, one was with baby's family, one was with my own family. Hehe. 

Had a father's day lunch together with baby's whole family, lunch at Nex's Ding Tai Fung. Hmmm, food there was yummy, & baby's mom ordered really alot! Till they're so full, and I'm sooo full too. HAHA. Oh, and first time baby's bro was together o.o . Had much laughter during the lunch though! Hehe. Like, the feeling of family, you can never describe. (:

After the lunch, baby's bro went back home. & we continued to shop shop awhile with his parents at Nex. But because I've to go back to my work place to finish up my undone cake, so we left Nex at about 3pm+, and train down to Kovan. But we're like stucked there, and we've nowhere else to go either, I wanted to go vivo, but it's too far. Hmm, so stayed at the shop all the way till 8pm, exactly like I'm working o.o . Haha! But it's different because baby was with me working together (:

After shop close, accompany baby train back to buangkok, and we slowly take a slow walk down to his house (: Hehe. I love that feeling, having a walk together hand in hand. Awesome!♥

& suddenly daddy called me, and told me he was outside my shop 0.0 . I stun, I told him I was at hougang :x So he drove over baby's house downstairs to fetch me ^^. So baby accompany me to wait for daddy to come! Whee. Like just about 5-8mins later, daddy called and say he reached. Walked over, and baby called him, and when we said bye, baby wished my daddy Happy Father's Day, and they both are like soooo cute. Hehe. Loving that feeling (:

So we went off, and baby went back his house. Went over to Serangoon/YCK area, to the House Of Seafood 180 for dinner, but waited for mummy & bros to reach there. Waited like almost 20mins lo! Rawrs. So when they reached, we went in to the restaurant! Daddy order sooo much o.o .

2 kinds of crabs, chilli and black pepper. Steamed fish. Buns. Mushroom Veg. Sharkfin soup. God :/ That dinner, costs $284. & I feels bad like, daddy paid the whole thing :/ But anyway, we had laughter throughout the whole dinner, perhaps that's worth it. Because it've been a real long time since we last ate together SO happily, as a family. Really. I miss my family dining together ♥

The reason why I value my family so much, because if it's not because of them, I wouldn't have came so far in my life. They've never gave up on me no matter how rebellious or rude I gets. Family means a lot to me, I always love them. That's why I always love to spend time together with them ♥

  

Hmmm, anyway after dining, daddy continue to drive his cab, and we send bro's girlfr home, and we headed home! I really love today's Father's Day, really to the max. I'm gonna do the same when Mother's Day come next year! I've always love my daddy, despite him being so fierce at times. But he's always my most loved daddy always. I heard of the saying which always comes from a dad, "No man is good enough for his daughter." Understands this? Heh. Daddy has always been my king. Found this below pic at facebook, & I find it awesome, so I took it ^^.

Hey Daddy, Happy Father's Day, I love you. ♥

Distance never separates two hearts that really care, just like me and baby. (: We might be living reallllll far apart, one north one west, but it'll never separate us. (:

Awesome day spent today. Though at work, but baby was there. The most awesome part was, when I taught baby how to do piping skills on the cake! (: So so glad that baby actually wanna learn. Hehe.

Tiring day though. & I smells like DURIAN even till now. Because of the durian cakes I did just now, ohgod. I hate the smell, really very much. Disgusting ): No matter how I try to wash my hands, it's still full of Durian smell ! Aaaaah ._.

Okay anyway. There's work tomorrow, okay boring ): I'm so tired.
HATE WAKING UP EARLY ! x.x ... Gah.

Well, overall, today was just a good day, with love! :D

12th, Happy 11th Monthsary! ♥

to the one and only dearest boy I've always only been loving, for the past whole 11months journey down. Everyday whenever I wakes up, the first thing I do is always unlock my phone and text him, I've never failed to do so. Or even call him the moment I reached home, instead of doing what I'm supposed to do - Call my mum. Whatever I do, I'll always think of you first. Maybe you couldn't see it, yeah, you wouldn't know I've always been placing you above all. Like you too.

I've always been loving you, showing you how much I ever love you. Perhaps I don't express the same way as you, or how others express their love, but whatever I do to express my love, that's my way of expressing. I've never been good at expressing myself, so please forgive me if I didn't do well.

For all these while, my everyday has always been circling with you, just you. I might be working, might be traveling all around back and forth by myself, might have a random long-lost chat with a normal guy-friend, might randomly receive unknown numbers text trying to chat with me. But all these, are just nothing. All you ever need to know is, You, are always the only one.

I love my family, just like how I love you, because I've always wanted you to become a part of my family. I would never compare my family and you, my whole entire life, the most I ever loved has always been my family and you. The closest love ever exists on earth.

Regardless of anything, I always love you.

I really thanks you a freaking lots, for everything you've done. Be it good or bad, it's all from you. Good ones, I'll always remember and keep it in my heart. Bad ones, I'll remember it too, but on the part where it'll be gone and forgotten. At least those good & bad made me got closer to knowing you deeper and deeper each and every time.

Quarrels and fights are always inevitable. Nobody loves quarrels or fights, miscommunications or misunderstandings. But we can always prevent it, when two of us are understanding enough to just say Sorry and give in, in a sincere way, instead of like "whatever kind of attitude". Yeah of course, we won't be happy if that's the way. :/ Maybe it gonna takes time, but I'm sure and confident enough that we would make it. (:

Put that aside. Things that you've gave in, I always know. I don't show it, but I know. You always surprise me with lots of things, that I'll easily be smiling or laughing like crazy, or sometimes so surprised that I actually cried straight infront of you. Hah. I miss that! ^^. Yes, I always know the good side of you, everyone has a good and a bad side, it's up to us to find it out and accept it, or ignore it. Not just me, you've your worse temper, anger, attitude too, but baby, I accepted it. Still hoping you'll change, maybe not for me, but for your own good and future. I've never once said to leave you because of all those nonsense, because I simply want you in my life.

But baby, just to remind you, you're always the greatest boy I ever had. (:
Thanks love.

Happy 11th Monthsary, AdenChiaBP. ♥

♥ You and I, always gonna be Us.

Just a random picture I found online which I find it nice (: Yup.

I think I didn't blogged yesterday? Hm. Because yesterday was totally a fucked up day, I was so stressed till I actually cried, over what? Over work. Fuck the work, customers complaint calls the whole day, I was so stressed, till I almost burst. But even till now, I'm still in that trouble. Haven't seems to get out yet. Ohwells..


Anyway, today was a great day, sooooooooo much better than yesterday. Because today no work, and a whole day out with baby, and his parents (:

Woke up at 730 when baby called me, yeah I was like dead tired, I don't even know what I was talking when baby called. :/ But still, I dragged myself out of the bed despite being way tired, I still got myself to bathe, prepare and leave house by 815am.

I slept the whole journey on the train, like really, first time I ever slept on the train till really over. That I almost missed my stop because I was deep asleep. Reached my stop, and I slowly walk down to baby's house. Reached at like 930am? Spam called baby, but baby didn't pick up at all, only until the 8th call. Waited downstairs for 15mins, I almost fell asleep ._. . & baby still suddenly a bit not happy because I know I was not talking in a happy tone, I was like, what? x.x . But anyway, baby asked me go up after that (:

Cabal for awhile while waiting for baby's dad to be back home from work. Left house at about like 1+ I think? Went to AMK to eat sushi, I forget the restaurant name :O ! Hmm, yeah ate sooooo much, I was bloated :x But it was a great meal together though (:

After eating, went back to hougang mall, shopping all around. And bought stuffs. Went to find skinny jeans with baby, while he was trying, I went to paid money without telling him :x Hehehehe! & when he came out and ask the uncle how much, the uncle told him that I already paid, HAHA, that moment, was so nice :p Looking at baby's surprised face, hehehehhee. So cute :3

After that, went to puffpuff, and went back to collect the jeans and back to hougang mall to find his parents at NTUC, was shopping for groceries (: Kinda playing all around in there ah ._. . Hahahah, even baby's dad, so funny, still play hide-n-seek/catching with us. Hahaha!

Yup, after those buying, went back home, helped to carry all those stuffs back up. & started to cabal again, till like about 8pm, I stopped playing and just rest. But I just dozed off :/ & this baby, was looking at me dozing away on the chair! :$ Aik. He didn't wake me up, but sat there to look at me instead. Eek :x Hehe.

Yup, so baby ride me to mrt station at about 845pm. & he rode back home (:
Thanks baby, today was totally an awesome day out together! Really enjoyed myself. Gonna see you tomorrow again for cycling after so long, hoorays! :D Happy happy! I had a great day the whole of today, really loved. I love you dearie, you're always my precious (: ♥

♥ Nothing called fairytale exits, there's only one thing existing, which is You.

I've always been a nuisance, making you unhappy, being a bitch, or even causing trouble for you all the times without me knowing. Yes, I know it's hard work loving me, but I'm so glad you don't mind at all. (:

I had a terrible day today starting from morning. Because my eyes hurts so much that I really just kept on tearing, it's like, making me feel like crying out so badly because of the pain I'm having the whole day, but well, I can say that till now the pain is still there. x.x

Didn't smile the whole morning, till noon. All the way until the moment I saw baby appearing right infront of me at the back of my working place, I mean like, waaaaa, so surprised. Immediately I asked baby why is he there, he replied, "Because you said you weren't smiling for the whole day, so I came specially to make you smile." You know, at the point of time, that particular moment, my heart totally melted, I was so touched, that baby actually said that. My day was totally shit, only until baby came and said that to me, my day just simply turned brighter right away. Seriously, I'm really happy. (:

Hmm, after all those, chilled at the backyard of the shop, but all along I can already see Sophia being kinda unhappy or something because I broke the rules once again, but I didn't really wanted to bother about it at that moment, so I just continued sitting at the back accompanying baby and not do any work. 

But something just went wrong, and we had a small tiff. So baby just stood up and walk away, I mean, walk out of the shop ): I went immediately downnnnnnnnnnnn, till I broke down right away, I cried. & Sophia came talking to me, that baby has to understand that I'm working under someone. & Khalya told me the reason for my probation, I could understand. Just that, I don't feel good being under probation after all that I've done, those hard works I've put in at this shop, trying to make all those special cakes looks perfect as much as possible, racking my brains. Seriously, the pay isn't high at all, that's the point that sometimes I just doesn't feel like doing anything at work. -.-

Anyway, back to that. Baby went off, & I cried for like 10mins, and I've no choice but to brace myself up, wipe all my tears and go back to the kitchen to finish my customized cake, because it's already late, & I wanna go home early to accompany baby, that's the only thing on my mind. So I wipe it all away, tho I'm still feeling real down, but I have to do that cake. I tried to think of all the happy stuffs with baby, I smiled. 

Halfway through when I was doing the cake, baby just suddenly pop right back infront of me again, with 2 bags of stuffs he bought for me, so suddenly!! Gosh, I gotten another surprised another time! I was like, whuuuuuuut!? I seriously just wanna jump up and hug baby to say thank you, he's really sweet okay. (: After passing me, he just went off again, & I was stun again, but I was rushing something so I couldn't run out ): So yes, I quickly continue my stuffs just so that I could end asap, but without knowing, baby was all along at the backyard, sitting there waiting for me, & I actually didn't see. God, I'm so blind for goodness sake :/

So I hurried all my stuffs, and got baby's help on certain things, thank god baby was there. Really thanks alot. So packed everything and done at about 830pm. It was so late, so we rushed out to cab, and had a quarrel over the phone with my mum, but baby cheered me up. Thanks baby. Cab him home, and I continue to cab home. (: Game with baby till now, after blogging and it's time to sleep (:

Hey baby,

I must admit you're really one sweet guy, I sincerely thank you for everything you've ever done for me. Even tho we're quarreling, you still did so much things for me, even to the extent of going to the mall and buy all the stuffs I wanted, I'm always on your mind. (': Thanks baby, I'm really really touched and appreciating everything that you did. All these, will always be kept in my heart, I'd never ever forget them. Thanks alot. I love you, really way way way much. You're just one awesome guy, I love everything that you done. People might misunderstood you for being bad to me, but they gotta know how much good things you've did for me, really. Thanks a freaking hell lots , my dearest boy ever . I love you ♥

♥ Baby, you light my world like nobody else. 

 Isn't it cute? When your boyfriend kiss you this way. & obviously without saying, I love it when baby does that (: I'd simply just smile like how the girl smiles. It's just a great feeling (: I miss baby.

Tiring day,  really tired out. I'm really having lack of sleep, really. My eyes are so swollen, so tired and swollen that it kept on tearing on its own, which really hurts my eyes, plus I'm wearing contact lens. Seriously not good. I want my sufficient sleep.. Working life = sucks much. I really need more rest.

Was playing game, but I was so tired that I actually closed my eyes to play. God, can you like imagine how tired I am? I've never done that. & it's kinda pretty serious if I do. ._. But, I still did tahan and chiong my level, by leveling twice straight. (:

Today wasn't a good day, at all. Everything is simply just going against me. Like seriously. The thought of going home when I end work, was so happy. But it didn't turned out very good either. Well, it's okay, I don't wanna continue saying (: Nobody's wrong, so it's okay.

I'm just really tired out from work, sleeping during late midnight between 1-2am, and have to wake up few hours later at 9am, and work for 9 whole hours. My body couldn't take this any much longer, I could withstand all these tiredness, but I know I'm a weak person, I fall sick easily. Getting insufficient sleep, always has been one of the cause for my prone to sickness, including my sensitive nose. Understand me. It's not I don't wanna stay up late. I wished I could. I'm trying my best, if you could actually sees it. I did. I'm sorry. 

Anyway, can't wait for next monday to come. I'd be loving it, so much so much. (: I miss my boy.

Ciaos for now, it's gonna be 12am again. Goodnights (:

♥ I'm at the payphone, trying to call home. All my of change I spent on you. 

 

I want you, not only for today, not only for tomorrow, not only for the next following weeks to go, but for the rest of my life, I just want you. Hold my hand, I'll always be holding yours tightly and walk through the roads ahead of us.

I've no work today! Which is a good thing, because I finally can sleep in late. I'm really not an early person, I can't wake up early, I'll feels sick without getting enough rest. I'm that type of person, I really can't wake up early. I'll feel real weird and unwell. Put it simply, I'm just someone who wakes up late. Just not the same time as what others describe as early.

Hmmmm, today hurrr. Baby was suppose to come my house to find me after his program ends. But it ended late today, I had this idea of surprising him by popping out infront of him at mcys, so I quickly just prepared and left house to train down to redhill. I rushed so fast, that I reach by exactly 4pm. But baby still not done T.T ! So I waited there till like, 440pm+ . Baby finally came out, together with his friends o.o .

Cab back my house, then after that cab back to baby's house, for dinner! Whee. Baby's mom cooked and asked me up for dinner (: Hehe. So happy whenever that happens. It's just, awesome. (: She cooked so much today, specially that soup! Bak kut teh ^^v . Superbly awesomely nice. :D

After dinner, baby quickly send me to mrt before 9pm. Ride me to mrt station ^^. Love it when baby ride me all over. Because I can hold him tight ! :3

Anyway, I had fun today. Joy and laughters. Everything. Was a wonderful day, thanks to baby. Hey baby, thanks for everything, I really appreciates them all. I might not express myself well fully, but please know that I do. (: I love you, so much. Thanks!♥

Hmmm, guess that's all for today! It's getting late, 12:10am now! Okay, midnight, aaaaah. I've work tomorrow again, awww tired ==" . Gotta sleep, 9hours of work. goddamn it!

Goodnights, ciaos first now!
Goodbye (:

♥ I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough.

 

AdenChiaBP! That's for you (:

Everyday, I'll always have this 1 thing 2 do, 3 words 4 you, & that's simply, I love you.

Each and every day since the 12th of July last year, I've never failed to say at least once of "I love you" to you, at most, is sooooo many times a day. Haha! But I just love doing so, because that's just what I'm always feeling everyday whenever I wakes up or goes to sleep. Yes, you're always on my mind no matter how much things I've to worry about. (:

So, let's talk about today! Actually nothing much, except for just working. & currently just done gaming with baby in cabal, yup. Still on the phone with him, while I'm here blogging this, before he sleeps! Hehe. Today's work totally is like, crap! Everyone's baking = fail. Something is wrong with today's atmosphere or something, how come everyone bake fail when we were extra careful with all the procedures already. Hurrrr~

Anyway, finally gonna get to see baby tomorrow. Okay, I'm like reallllllllllll happy about it okay. It's like, freaking 1 whole week without meeting him already! God. That explains why I'm soooooo happy! (:

11th monthsary is coming in exactly just a week time, I'm so happy, really way way happy. No words could describe my feeling I'm having, I couldn't express myself out, just simply, Happy. (:

Yup okay, perhaps that's all for today? Just a rough update, because I don't wanna be lazy to update ^^. Hehe. Gonna sleep early, I'm so tired that my eyes are hurting. :/ ! Goodnights love! (:

♥ Summer paradise with you.


After half a year of not blogging, I'm back here blogging once again. Okay, blogger changed, I'm trying to get used to it anyway. Got over controlled by my laziness back then, that explains why I stopped blogging. Well, shall just hope I won't be lazy again ^^ At least there's this one person who's always motivating me to blog, because he wanna read, right ACBP!? ^^. Doesn't know who ACBP is? He's my boyfriend, my loveliest boyfriend. We've been together for 10months+, just 8more days to our 11th monthsary. He's just that someone I love, always. Despite everything, nothing's gonna change my love for him. Yup, never. Okay so it's just yet another simple blogskin, I anyhow edited o.o . New songs up, all my favourite songs, still so many more, but I'm really tired trying to add songs in because the player web keep having problems, so there's only 58songs in there ^^. Oh yah, and tagboard, changed to another one, gotta click the link there, and go over to the tagboard itself, I think that's better than the previous ones I always use! Hehe. Leave me a tag alright? ^^.


Hmm, okay. That's my favourite photo from the Graduation day (: I've already graduated from my ITE course, so yeah, I really don't know where to go next. I feels like studying, but those fees are just way way way expensive. So, I'm currently working, yet again. So boring, really hate to work ): But I've really got no choice, I can't depend on my parents for so long, because I'm already turning 20 this year?!?! Fug. Gotta work and save up some money for my own. Cus I really really really wanna study further, because I'm interested in furthering my studies. Just some financial matter (; Wellllll, there's work tomorrow, which sucks, I swear. But, there's money to earn, so gotta persists on. Jiayou! (:

Okay, time to go play cabal with baby now, ciaos first ^^.

♥ 12th, greatest & sweetest love story.


Cute lil dodo on the 1st monthsary baby gave ^^.

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Take out your calendar and see what's the date today!
Well, it's the 12th!!♥
Which means ...

HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY BABYBOY~!♥

5months, we're almost close to half a year already! Even though it's just 5months, but I'm proud to say that it've been my longest, sweetest, greatest, loveliest & best relationship ever. For the past 5months, I've been enjoying myself, together with you, only you. I've been smiling, all because of you & your love. (:

5months, quarrels & arguements are definitely inevitable, yeah they're sure bound to come in between us for a period of time, it's common. Just like what happened during our whole 4th month in November. We had tons of quarrels or whatever, but thanks to you, for your tolerance, your giving in to me, we managed to survive through it again & again, and back to how sweet we always are. I can't thank you enough for it, nobody has ever been able to give in to me so much or even swallow down their pride just to say "I love you" to me & make me smile. But, YOU did. (:

Forgetting about the unhappiness that arise & caused much stress in between us, unhappiness are over. It'll always be back to happiness between the both of us, I'm so glad, that you never ever fail to bring me happiness. Yes, always making me laugh like a crazy woman, & me acting silly infront of you without feeling awkward or shy. You've been the ONLY guy, whom I actually dare to act silly infront of. I just love you (:

All the sorries. For being so annoying, so irritating, so indecisive, so joke-less, so not giving in, so selfish for keeping you only for me, so paranoid, so cry baby, so naggy, so dumb, so crazy. But deep down, you know how much I ever love you. All the things I did, just because I care, I love. I know you know that, because all the things that you did the same as me, the reason behind them are because of care & love too. (:

All the appreciations & thankyous. For being so sweet, so nice, so lovely, so protective, so caring, so understanding, so wonderful, so awesome, & being sucha greatest boyfriend of mine which I ever had. Nobody has been treating me the way that you're treating me, yes, the best description - Like your lil pampered princess. (: Thanks for doting on me so much, wanting to give me the best of every thing that you could, despite having not much money left with yourself, you still chose to just stuff that money into my wallet without me knowing, & going home without money yourself. You've been the only one who've been so serious about wanting to yang me, giving me good life within your limits. Thanks baby, really appreciates it TONS. (:


Yup, 5months. So looking forward to our 6th month, half a year! Like I said, I've never been that far in a relationship before, & it's really really sucha awesome one I'm having now. All thanks to you baby, for making my dream come true, of having a wonderful prince of my own. (: Hehe. Prepared your 4th + 5th monthsary presents in within the 2weeks you were away, hmm, hope you like it aaaah. Hehe, yes you're so gonna love it! :$ ~


Cookies - though it's not some famous cookie, hope it's to your liking and doesnt taste horrible!

Oreo - Your all time favourite! Take your time and enjoy it aye, just a treat for you!

Tigger - Just another soft toy I thought of giving you to hug when panpan is away for washing! :p
The sugar paste - Moulded your name out, just cus I was thinking of you SO much! It came to my mind of doing this (:
Box of stars with tiny notes - A box filled with love, folded one by one all on my own, 520 of it, I love you. Tiny notes in it, for your surprises everyday when you feels like picking one out! (:


Sillyboy, don't feel bad about being unable to give me presents. Because I know you didn't mean to, either you were away this time, or you didn't have any pocket money for you to even save to buy things for me. I understand, (: ! At least, yes at least!!!! YOU ACTUALLY LEARNT HOW TO MAKE A PAPER SWAN FOR ME. Omgeees, It's like, omgosh o.o . Nobody, really NOBODY has ever specially learn how to, and made one for me. I know it's hard to make, that's what I feel your love, care, effort & everything in just that cute lil swan. Thanks baby, you're just great. Didn't expect you to be folding me a swan, hehe. Because, you did something which no one has done it. (:


Keep your presents well alright? Hehe. You can still give me those presents that you owe me :p . Lalalaas, bleh. Baby, thanks for being such a awesome boyfriend. You're the only one, that I could ever do so much things for. (: 12th, has always been my greatest love story ever. We shall make it till the very end of life, walking down through every obstacles or anything together, hand in hand. I can't finish explaining how much I love you, because, it's beyond explanations. You know it, I know it, our hearts always beats as one. I love you babyboy, forever do.



Once again before the clock strikes 12am...











































HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY, MY DEAREST BOY EVER.
12th, ILOVEYOU♥

♥ Really can't live without you.



Went up to baby's house after work today, cause I left work at about 6pm because of wedding dinner at 8pm. So yup, decided to drop by baby's house to visit his mom and accompany her, to not let her think so much even tho i'm thinking non-stop like crazy.

Yeah, went up. & so nice of baby's mom, to specially cooked an extra serving of mee goreng for me cus she's afraid I might be hungry even before the wedding dinner starts.

Chatted with her for an hour at the living room, talking all about that silly boy, & how much we miss him and need him in our life. He's just THAT SUPER important to us. Really couldn't live without him. Baby, do you know the importance of you? It's really way too important that we really can't afford to be separated from you.. Please come back soon my dear, we're still waiting..

Baby, know what, it's the first time I ever got so close with my boyfriend's mom, it's like, as though I know her for ages, that made us so close. I'm really happy and honoured to be. Your mom even talk to me about our future, it's like, whoaaa, I'm really happy to even hear that ! So please baby, that's our promises made to each other, I'll be waiting for you to come back and work hard together on it. ♥

10days left to go, hang in there my silly boy, I can't wait to see you! Please, I really hope you took care of yourself. I'm worrying for you, but I can't contact you, which sucks ttfm. Rawrrs. Anyway, it's gonna be our 5th monthsary wor, Imma gonna celebrate it with you when you're out! I love you babyboy, ♥

♥Love of my life.



My dearest boy, AdenCBP. ♥

If only you could read this post right now and sleep well. But I know, the fact is you can't.. Sighs. It's already like 3am in the morning, & I still can't get to sleep.. I really can't stop crying & worrying about you. Each and every second, the only thing which is on my mind is just all these questions,

"How are you doing in there?"
"Are you still alright?"
"Did anyone bully or beat you up?"
"Is there anyone to take care of you in there?"
"When will you ever be out? 2weeks' time, it's long for you.."

I'm really thinking and thinking, I just can't stop. You're just in my mind. I really really really hope you'd be alright, safe and sound.. Be back to my side in a perfectly fine condition.. (':

Your mom called me up, and talk with me on the phone for 30mins. We're just talking about you, saying how much we miss you, wondering how are you doing, worrying for you, awaiting for you return in 14days' time.. Both of us are really really worried about you. & of course not forgetting your brother too.

Baby, you're inside now. & you really have no idea how much we're worrying and caring for you outside. Same goes, we're outside now, we really have no idea how much you're suffering inside.. But please know that, we're ALL waiting for your return. Our hearts are all aching so fucking badly, your mom, texted me and say she can't stop crying. But just nice, I was crying non stop when she texted me.

Baby, we all hope that you'd take this as a lesson learnt, dont make the same mistakes again alright? Everyone around you are giving you a chance to repent, be good silly. Still, thanks baby, you acted strong infront of me when on the phone, in order to let me be strong. You're so noble, thanks a lot silly.

But still, I'm weak, you know I cry easily. & I just can't stop. The moment I think of how you're doing, I would just cry. I can't get to sleep in peace.. I miss all your goodnights texts, and all your jokes. Baby, come back and joke with me as much as you can.. I really miss you so much..

Please come back asap, 14days, I'll count down. & baby know what, it's just nice the 12th. (:

I'll be waiting for you my dear, I love you. ♥

♥ 123 days of love, it's still counting.



Happy 4th Monthsary, baby!♥

Cant believe it's already the 12th of November, time flies isnt it? Since the day we got together on the 12th of July, till now it's already our 4th month! (: Are you happy? Because I am, absolutely happy!♥

4months, a total of 123 days, counting from 12thJuly till today, 12thNovember. Yeaaaah, 4months passedby, how much happiness and quarrels and whatever elses we had been through? Countless. Yeah, countless of happiness, countless of quarrels thingy. But at least, we're still together despite everything we faced, cause we still love each other truly.

Ever since you stepped into my life, you taught me a lot of things and you totally changed my life. I was so damn touched when you told me you wanna marry me. I felt like the happiest and luckiest girl in the world. You're gonna be my one and only and no one can ever replace you, I promise.

Been through many ups and downs together within this 4months. But it didn't felt like 4months has passed. In fact it felt more like years. I'm not joking. You're the first guy that i've spent so much time on, just to accompany you day and night. & be by your side. I remember at the beginning of our rs when I didn't trust you totally because I was afraid of getting hurt for the same reason and also I have been hurt many times before and I just couldn't stand another heartbreak but I just couldn't deny the fact that I fell deeply for you and there was no way to escape from rejecting you as a boyfriend.

Thanks for everything, my dearest boy. Always awaiting for our next monthsary. We'll have our yearsary too. Baby, you're just the only one. The one whom I really couldn't live without, you've already been carved deep in my heart, already became my daily drug which I've to consume everyday. If I don't, my heart would stop beating.

Yes, that's just how important you are to me. Baby, I love you. (: ♥

It's just you. ♥

♥He's the one I wanna marry.



Half a day spent out with baby, to the cinema for the movie, 23:59. Okaaaaay, as usual woke up bathed and prepared, then left house. Reached Buangkok at like 115pm, & walked to baby's house. The only pissed off thing which happened was, my phone can't make any outgoing calls or texts, only could recieve incoming calls and texts. Like seriously damn irritated by it, wanted to contact baby when I reached also can't, weather so hot somemore, made me even more pekcek :O ! Gah.

But yeah, back to topic. As usual for our "lateness for movies", we'll always catch a movie 30mins later. Just like today, which is already the 4th or 5th time we're doing so. Showtime at 115pm, we bought the tickets at 145pm, awesome or what. HAHA. There the person ask us again, like double confirming whether we're sure about watching a movie which is already started like, 45mins ._. . Hahahaha, after buying, went in, and the show is like already halfway through, but still, sat down and enjoy movie. & not forgetting, NACHOS. :D

23:59 , okok bah , not really nice , not really not nice also. If were to rate, I think, 6/10 ? :/ ! Lala, neverminds, at least it's out with baby together watching. (: Baby was like keep on scaring me with those ghostly thing, cus the cinema was dark. F3 ! Made me hug him ever tighter, Lalalaas :$

After movies, went down, decided to have subway for lunch. Sooooo, went over to subway, baby bought for me. Wheee~ Seriously damn niceeee! Hehe. But expensive nar, $20 for 2sets that we bought. Gahh, next time must save money, go coffeeshop eat normal foods. (: Baby kept on looking at me eating :$ ~ Keke. Subway with baby is always awesome ^^. Thanks so much baby!♥

After subway, went down to basement to buy caibing to eat again, hehehe. Bought, and went up and out of amk hub. Usual place, finish eating our caibing before we left. Cab back to HougangMall, unknowingly fall asleep on in baby's hug during the cab ride, like seriously I fell asleep. So comfortable just by being in his hugs :3 Hehehe.

Reached, and went in walkwalk for awhile, some sort of shopping hur? Hah. Yup, went out of HougangMall after awhile. Walked to nearby block to sit down, cus I was wearing heels, legs damn tired. So yuppp, went over to sit and rest. Slack slack on song, chit chat with baby and TT. :$ Hehe. Time like passing so fast, or maybe cus we only have that short lil 45mins time to slack before it's 530. Yeaaah, so walked with baby to his block. Halfway, baby walk towards the road, and say take cab back home. & he helped me flag for a cab, wow x.x . Yeah so, before getting up the cab, gave baby goodbye hug & kiss. Then baby went off too, waited for baby's call on the cab (: Just reached home like 15mins ago ~

Babychia!♥
You've always been the sweetest, always trying to make me happy. Even when it comes to money issue, you'd still bear to spend so much on me without hesitating for even one second. Thanks baby, for being so nice to me. (: Though we only had sucha short 4hours time together, but it's really worth spending. Hehe. Shall see you on this Saturday, for our celebrations. Omgeees, I'm so happy, it's gonna be our 4th monthsary. Yay, Iloveyoubaby! Muaaaaaaaaaaa, ♥

Incase my phone still havent done by tonight, OR
If you're reading this blog post before you sleep,
This is your goodnight "text" for you :

Goodnights babyboy, sweetestdreams. Sleep tight and well alrights? Dont let the bed bug bites! Hehe, that's just a lil phrase I heard last time. :p ! Lalaas. Hope you'll have a good night sleep, awaiting for saturday to come. Sleep well babyboy, Iloveyou and forever I'll be. Never gonna stop this love ♥

Being your lil princess makes me smiles. ♥

Describe today in two word : Fantastic love.

Hm, let's start from yesterday first ^^! Yesterday after work like about 9+ or 10pm, after baby went for his relative's wedding dinner, we meetup (: Yuppp, train down to buangkok while baby came back with his dad. Was waiting for my parents to come fetch me, so yup, slack with baby under block. ^^! Slacked at block for more than 30mins, I was like real tired, almost fell asleep while resting on baby's leg. Hahaha, baby insisted that I dont lie down on his leg, else I sure feels more sleepy and want to sleep. He's so smart, understand me so well. Hehe. So yeaah, I got up (: Lala. TT with baby for awhile ^^! After that, baby need to go home cus it's getting late like about 12am already, end up nego with his mom until latest 1215 must reach home :/ Blah. Slack for that short 15mins before going off. But my parents wasnt there yet, so I sat downstairs of baby's house and waited (: Baby being worried for me, so he gave m a call and chat with me till my parents reach. 15mins later, they reached (: So yup! That's all!

&, yesterday night was on the phone with baby at home, till late night 2am+. Guess what? We're actually having a HTHT together on the phone ^^! hehe. Didnt expect that to be happening to us. Like seriously, do we look like the kind of people who'd have htht? I doubt so. But yeaah, we did! Hahaha. & you know, it's so awesome. At least after the htht, we could understand and give in to each other more, dont we? Really loved the moments where you could just say anything, without feeling awkward or something. (: Baby made me smiled before we hanged up the call, he's the love. (:

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Today was simply a very very special memorable worthed spending day in my life. Like seriously, I swear it was. (: Read on and you'd know why did I say so. ^^! Everyday of our life are worth spending, but when it comes to spending it with the person you love together with his family, even if it's just a meal or something particularly small, it's still worth it the most. (:

Yup. Today's meetout was planned just a day ago I think, if I'm not wrong. Hehe. Baby's mom planned to have steamboat at home as a family cus it was a holiday today. & so coincidence, it's monday so I'm off from work too. So she asked me along too. Hmmmm, this morning, so nice of baby, insisted mw to not wake up as early like 6am to meet him and his family to market, and to let me sleep more instead because he knows that I'm tired from work. So yupp, I slept in until about 9+ or 10. Hehe.

Woke up to bathe and prepare, and left house at about 145pm. Trained down to buangkok and waited for baby to walk to buangkok mrt to find me and walk back to his house together. Baby reached, went in to 7-11 bought drinks and walked back together. Went up, and sat down at living room. His mom started asking me to eat the moment I reached, so she was like at there taking out all the foods, heating up the steamboat. Omgees~ So yaa, 10mins later, started eating. Baby accompany me eat, together with his mom. Ate like sooo much! After that baby's bro and dad came out to eat too. Yup, we ate so much from 3pm+ until almost like 5pm only then we stopped! Hahaha, suddenly we're such great eater hur?!

Lala. So yaaa, after the first round of eating, we stopped and rest. Sat down and watched tv, after awhile of tv, went into baby's room and watch him and his bro play blackshot. Likeafum only! F3. But feeling damn sleepy, so was like at there leaning on baby's shoulder ^^! Hehe. Luckily never disturbed until him play blackshot cus leaning on his shoulder might make until his hand controlling the mouse cursor. :b Hehe. Ya anyway, after awhile, baby went in maple, then see see awhile, offed and went out to living room to watch tv again (:

Watched awhile, like about 8pm+ already, baby's mom suddenly came out and ask us to go eat for the second round while she was preparing all the foods again. But something happened, but nothing much, after awhile back to normal again. Me and baby eating, and his mom came out and join us. So was eating together, haha. Down there joking around while eating, the feeling was simply just awesome. Hehe. Aftee eating for like an hour, already 1015pm. We stopped, and went to watch tv until 1040pm. Helped his mom cleaned up everything, and bid goodbye and left.

Baby walked with me to nearest mrt, he sent me :p hehehehe! We slowly walked to buangkok mrt, reached. Was supposed to bid goodbye before the gateway into station, but baby decided to tap card and follow me into the mrt station and wait for the train with me cus he was worried for me. Keke, sweetest boy ever. (: Yupp, waited 5mins for the train to reach, when train reached, baby went off ony when he sees my train went off (: Hehe. Baby immediately called me when train goes off, & it was at 11:11pm ^^! hehehe.

Yup, that's about all for today. Next paragraph, for baby. (:

Babychia!^^
Without me saying, you should know how much happiness and warmth today was, absolutely to the maximum. I've never been to a guy's house for steamboat from afternoon all the way till night time 1040pm. Like seriously, 8hours being today, 4hours spent eating together. Just too great to be describe further on. Hehe. Sitting at one big table and having sucha feast as a family, really giving me so much of the family warmth. I rarely have homecooked food or eat at home as a whole family, that's why it's not surprising if I react this way. But this timex it's with the family of a person I love, of course the feeling would be so much unexplainable. Nothing else worth much more than family love. It's hard to find a family of the person you love, that the whole family accepts and have a liking towards you. Yes it's hard, but I found mine, which was yours. It just makes me felt as though i'm already married to you, yes I do. (: & resting on the comfy sofa under the aircon watching tv shows together with you only, totally LOVED, & I swear it is. Leaning on you, cuddling with you = (Y) . No words could describe how happy I was. & of course, always being so protective towards me, wanna ensure that I'm safe, alwys double checking. Thanks baby for being so protective, you're really one awesome guy. Thanks for everything today, I'm really really damn happy! Being with you, is the best thing and feeling that I couls ever get. Thanks baby! ^^! It's getting late, had sucha long day, and it's all worthwhile! Still, we've to get our rest, tomorrow is a new day, but it's also getting nearer to the 12th again, hehehe! :b muaa! Have a good sleep my dearest, goodnights baby, sweetestdreams! Sleep tight and well alrights? ^^! hug panpan ohs, keke. Iloveyou babychia, I always do and always will, without stopping for a second. You're always on my mind, you're the only one who couls make me feel the most genuine happiness. Thanks babychia, iloveyou. ^^ (L) !!

Genuine happiness that you gave, worth more than infinity amount of money.

♥The love which you gets from having dinner together as a family.

As usual, work today! Okay, I'm real tired I swear, I seriously gotta sleep before 12am. Firstly, I'm really tired. Secondly, pimple army is having a war with me, rawrrs. Hate it. ): Wanna cure them all soon, as lonh as I sleep early everyday. :/

Okay anyway, went to work at 12pm today, but whatever, go there straight need bake 200 cookies again -.- Sunday made 700 cookies, yesterday made 100 goodies bags and bake dk how many cakes, today made 250 cookies and 100 desserts. Okay what the fuck ._. But nvm, I only know I'm going totally crazy in this job. I just gotten my pay, $427 only. Okay fuck, I hate working for people ); Gah, anyway, I ended work at 630 bah.

Dinner date out with baby and his parents. (: Went to train down to Buangkok, and walked to baby's house to find him. Reached in 10mins times, hmm, baby came down find me. & we went Econ. After econ, went to nearby block to slack while baby puff, & while I rest, cus I ran over to baby house, so I was perspiring like some crazy fuck ._. . Okay so yeah, sat there for awhile. Baby sayang me again and kiss my forehead ^^v . Baby hugged me even though I sweat until my hands so sticky ): Rawrrs. Silly beenie. ♥

After that, went back to econ to buy drink and Hi-chew ^^. After buying then went up to baby's house, ^^. Hehe. Went into baby's room, suddenly remembered I got bring thumbdrive in bag, took out and get the whole maple file from baby :3 Keke. After transferring, baby went to play blackshot while I watch him play (: 15mins, then baby's mom suddenly came out and say let's go, cus baby's dad is already downstairs waiting for us. (: So yeahh, after 5mins, baby off-ed comp and we went down (:

Got up to baby's dad car, baby's dad straight away ask me, why today can end work early then dont want go home. F3, then suddenly ask me so many things. First time baby's dad asked me so many things, if not he's always quiet o.o . Weird.

Anyway, went to Hougang mall nearby. Baby's parents went to spectacles shop to do something with the sunglasses they bought in the afternoon. So yeah, we both tag along while waiting for them to be done. Down there keep talking about glasses, tsk tsk.

After everything done, went to nearby coffeeshop to have dinner. Ate chashaofan together with baby ^^v. Keke, while eating, I finished my soup faster than my rice. Baby's mom noticed it again, aaah :/ . So she was like saying, "She really love to drink soup, she finished her soup even before her rice finish". Eeks. :/ Then she started saying about baby's grandmother about soup, shy~ But the only thing I didn't expect is, I didn't expect baby's mom to auto say a sentence : "Next time if she go ahma house with us". Aww. :$ *seriously frankly being happy inside just now* :3

After we all done eating, baby's mom say send me to mrt straight le cus already late, me and baby both sian ttm :/ . Rawrrs. Then neverminds, I tried to give baby hug as much as I can. And I being so daring, kissed baby inside the car. :x Keke, if not like no chance before we leave ): . So yeah, risk it even though I know if baby's parents saw it, I'll sure get scolded :/ Hahaha, but neverminds, it's worth. ♥

Baby's dad drove to Hougang mall outside carpark there and let me alight, bid them both goodbye, and baby sent me to mrt station inside ^^v. Trying to walk as slow as we can to save more time together, after talking and disturbing awhile, bid baby goodbye and give goodbye hug&kiss before we left (: Hehe, baby's awesome! (:

After that, baby texted me. And so we started texting (: But halfway through, something happened, so yeah, nothing much too. Was in mrt all the way, but suddenly my heart aches so badly, that made me have real difficulty breathing, really like the asthma feeling, each time I breathe, my chest pain once ._. . So yeah, couldn't take it, and so I cried all the way back. x.x .

Was crying while walking home, but baby called and apologized to me, said he love me, and made me smile back (: Thanks baby, (': You're always great. ♥

Babychia!♥
Silly, I always understands you. I must admit, perhaps sometimes I'm really dumb, but hope you could bear with my dumbness, because I'm really mentally much slower as compared to others, idk why :/ . I'm sorry for always saying sorry, even when there's no need for me to say. I'm really too used to apologizing, guess it's a habit of mine, bad habit. :/ ! Hope you'd understand and forgive me whenever I do. Back to you, I understands your attitude and temper, I could understand, that's why I've always been giving in to you without saying anything, if you realized, I know you did realize (: No worries, I'd say more "iloveyou" , than saying "imsorry". (: But anyway, I'm really glad that no matter how much we argued/bicker/quarrelled, the both of us always understands each other in the end. At least, I'm always hearing you say, "Iloveyou baby". (': Just like just now. I just want you to know, you're the greatest guy I've ever met, greatest boyfriend I ever have, the one who'd never bear to anyhow vent anger on me, the only one who could love me so much more than his pride and his life. The only one who've been loving me so truly and deeply, yeah, that's you. (: Iloveyoubabyboy, I always do. (: Anyway, it's getting late, time to sleep? Goodnights baby, sweetestdreams! Sleep tight and well aye, hug panpan like how I hug dodo (: Hehe, iloveyou. ♥

Baby, you're all that I've ever got. ♥