2nd day without you.

Fucking torturing. I dont know why.
I cant figure it out myself. What's more is you & friends.
Nobody knows what's up there in my mind thinking about.
Decided to keep everything to myself.
When i couldnt take it, _____________
Well. I dont know ~

Once and the last time i want to say this, i hope.
I'm not used to my current life. Extremely, bu xi guan!
Not used to alot alot alot of things..
It's just exactly like, someone just took EVERYTHING away from me.
Just in that single seconds, they're all gone.
How to get used -.-

Never changed anything. Anything that got to do with you.
I cant bear to. I cant forget someone so easily.. No way
Handphone's wallpaper/Screensaver, remains the same.
The monkey handphone keychain, remains the same.
Everything in blog, remains the same.
The things in the lovely red box, remains the same.
That lovely white shirt, remains the same.
It takes 1 single second to like someone.
It takes 1 minute to fall in love with someone.
However, it takes days/months/years/lifetime to forget someone.

Oh. &, sorry.
I disturbed you yesterday.
Didnt mean to..
But still, there's no reply.
So, makes no difference bah.

Went to school as usual.
I fucking hate today :0
I almost cried in school! Zz.
Yeah lah. Thanks to the goddamn acrylic piece.
Keep crack crack crack!
Made me redo the same thing over and over again!
For 3 times! Wtf x.x

1st time crack - For no reasons why. It just crack.
2nd time crack - Goddamn weijie crack it purposely.. Fooks
Was like so pissed off then, feel so like crying.
Keep doing the same thing over and over again..
Which is like those process that needs to repeat & repeat.
File, Sand, Buffer. File, Sand, Buffer. File, Sand, Buffer.
Piangs eh. I almost gave up halfway -.-

Break time. Followed them to coffee shop.
Didnt eat. Well, sorry melanie :0
People no appetite to eat laaaaaaaaa. Rrrrrs.
Stop calling me purple bao ):
Although that bao really is nice.
My childhood favourite bao okay! x.x
Toots toots.

Went to Melanie's house. Just for dinner .__.
Okay. I'm soo tired can. Tsk
Blahblahblah..
Reached home at 8pm.

There, i'm at home ALONE again.
I'm so sick of being alone. Zz.
Last time, i rather i'm alone at home.
So that i could talk freely. It's different now, that's why.

I failed to cut.
Other day perhaps.

Oh wells. I wanna go out for a stroll..
By the seaside, by the beach, by the roads..
Just to keep myself calm, and get back my stable emotions.
Someone, Somebody take me there pleaseeeee...? D;
But if really went, forgives me for being quiet, or cry.

爱你不是两三天. Chorus only.

爱你不是两三天每天却想你很多遍


还不习惯孤独街道拥挤人潮没你拥抱


爱你不是两三天一眨眼心就能沉淀


你是否想念我喔

TAG REPLIES.

Cyrus : I know. Just telling you. Dont misunderstood me.
Rachel : Thanks preciouslove, loveyoutoo.
Melanie : What not the one i mention? Today better day? Nah :0
Stacia : Precious, i'll try my best. No nar, no nice smile! Loveyoutoo(:
Sophia : Baobei, i will. Tkcares too yah. Missyoutoo(:
Xiwen : Lollipop, rckz_1992@hotmail.com Thanks.
Kevin : Di, Sorry. Perhaps i missed it when editing. Changed.
Nicole : Honeypie, loveyouasmuch(:
Kaili : Sweetie, loveyoujustlikehowmuchyoulovesme(:

Ciaos.

P/S : I'm starting to torture myself (:

&, Ranted at 8:54pm.