Thursday, June 11, 2009

I'm back to my blogger! (:
Just got back home from school.
Somehow it's a great day today.

D&t coursework kept me busy for the whole day.
I've no time to think of whatsoever things.
It's already thursday, tomorrow is friday.
&, i'm not yet done with my product.
Of course i'm getting panicked.
That's why kept my mind ultra busy.

Lunch time. At coffee shop.
After finishing, went around to shop for stuffs.
I need some sponge for my product! -.-
Oh wells. Found, but it's the wash dishes that sponge.
Tsk. Let me try finding it again..

Back to school.
Made out my black&white wheels.
Only managed to make one -.-
Tomorrow need make another three more.
Rrrs. Still like got alot things not yet done..
Regretted wasting so much time day dreaming the first few days.
Aiyo. If not i should've done everything.

4pm, workshop closed.
Went to find Miss Lee with Eileen.
Was like listening to Miss Lee talking about buying new laptop.
Asking us for advice on which to buy that'll save more.
Okay, so chat for awhile. & back to work stuffs.
On a excursion trip next thursday.
She called up people and talked alot alot until they agree to go.
Was like laughing so madly with Eileen down there.
Cause her tone was like really very funny :0

Went down to general office to find Melanie, Geokting & Jingjing.
The 5 of us, was like chatting down there for the whole 2 hours.
Oh my. I didnt know we can like chat for such a long time together.
Ha. That's great anyway. Suddenly had a good feeling from it.
Well. Not gonna say. Ask me? Perhaps, i'll tell (:

But, during the chat.
Found out some bad news about friend.
Oh wells.. We didnt expect that to happen as well.
We could only hope he'll be alright? That's all.

6plus. M&G&E went home.
Left me and J. She ahh, want my mum fetch her home.
So waited for my mum to come.

Oh great. Somehow, i let out alot alot of 心事 to her.
Mostly, on relationships matters..
Ah. Anyways, Thanks for listening yeah.
I think, i feels better after that?
A listening ear is always good (:

Reached home at 7pm.
Dinner, and here i am blogging.

Wells. Okay.. I thought things through carefully.
Since i know what will happen if you leave me for long.
Perhaps, it's time for me to stop.
Stop having those unneccessary thinkings.
& treat it as a normal lesson for me to learn AGAIN.
So maybe.. I should stop thinking of everything.
& i meant everything, including you & stuffs.
It's a difficult task, but i'll challenge myself to do so..

What should i do? I told myself..
Everything that has to do with you, keep it well.
Memories with you, put it behind, inside my "memories place".
Stop crying for you. To let you feel at ease.
Not contacting you as much. To let you have your peace.
Yep.. perhaps there's more. Let me think

I'll look ahead of things.
Perhaps, you're just not my right guy?
You'll find your perfect girl, but it's definitely not me.
You'll surely find that perfect lady that loves you most.
All i have to do is, Let go of everything & Wish you the bestest luck.
Yeah. As usual, i'll just treat you as my precious didi (:
& giving my brotherly love towards you, that's all.
Yes. I decided to let go, & i'll keep my words.
{though i'll still miss you.}

I'll changed away those photos in my blog.
Cause, i think you're not feeling good when seeing them
when we're already not together.
Yeah so. I'll take it away (:

Audi couple thing.
Let me just have that as kept memory
Thanks (:

Oh and one final thing, i cant possibly keep it.
Your PSP and the charger, is still with me..
When you're free to meet up, let me know.
Asap ba alrights? Thanks.

& you better stop having the thinking that
you caused so much things to happened.
Nah, if you wants to find fault..
i'm the one who shall take up all the faults (:
& you? Lead your lovely, peaceful days with your brothers & family.
Okay? Cyrus, you're my bestest brother (:

Well. Final time i gonna say.
No avoiding, No ignoring from you.
At least show some respect to me..
I didnt deserved to be ignored by you.
Whatmore i did nothing wrong to get that punishment.
Yep, when you're busy or doing something,
just let me know. I'll just say "Byebye didi" as usual.
But dont always when i talk to you, you always tell me same thing ah ._.
So, no more of it alrights? (:

Alrights. I cleared everything up.
I'll just restart my life all over again?
Anyway to those friends,
Melanie. JingJing. Joshua. Yunyi. Caryl. Larry. Nicole. Rachel.
Esther. Stacia. Kaili. Joey. Sophia. Xinyi. Yiwei. Zhengbiao.
Meiling. Senghong. Yuni. The Passerby. &, some of my online friends.
Thanks for comforting me, & talking sense into me (:
Loves*

Upcoming events are increasing.
Shall update those events on tomorrow's post.

TAG REPLIES.

Cyrus : Nah. You didnt, i did. Thanks di, loves.
Pb : Oh, thanks for caring yah. But, can know your name? :0
Joshua : Ha, alrights. I will. Thanks lots (:
Larry : You know? What what? Ohh, see when i'm free x.x
Shuhua : Relink-ed. Loves*
Melanie : Because you like orange colour (: &, 17 isnt it?
Stacia : Still, thanks really much! You're so loved.
Jolyn : Cupcake. ilytoo x3

Ciaos.

P/S : Picking myself up. New beginning, learn to live on my own.

&, Ranted at 8:45pm.

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