♥ Felt deeply loved.


Aye. Let's blog from about Sunday till today, since I'm bored! :)

Sunday.
It's Mother's Day! But I didn't celebrated it with my Mother, cause they were busy at shop, & I went out, so yeah.
Met up with Sean, cause he agreed to bring me out to play to make me happy to forget all my unhappiness the past few days about certain things which happened! ^^ Hehe. Went to his house, slack slack awhile before going off to Marina Square with his Sist, Sist's boyfr and his little bro. Their family bond, awesome. :)

Went mac for lunch, and head on to pool. As usual, people play, I watch :P Haha! After pool, went to prizestage. They play UFO catcher and caught a Hellokitty plushie! So kweut. But it's caught by his sist's boyfr. But, his sist gave it to me :/ I rejected, but they all asked me to take it. Haha, really thanks them!

After prizestage, went to Esplanade's No signboard seafood restuarant. Yaaa, surprised uh? He brought me along to celebrate Mother's Day with his family! Somehow I do feels weird, because the feeling is like, meet parents session! :/ But yup, after knowing how friendly his mum and his siblings was, I'm really at ease. :)

Just a simple dinner, ate at the price of $390+. Yeah, they treat me. I don't know what to say, really. Tsk. After dinner, we went to the river side to take some photos. They pulled me into their family photo, yup, together with their mummy. I was really surprised, really I am. Shy maximum at that moment, I swear.

Yup, it's my first time to everything that day. My first time having someone to treat me to such an ex meal. It's my first time eating at the same table together with a guy's family. It's my first time taking photo together with a guy's family. It's my first time being so happy together with someone's family. I can't describe the feeling to anyone, no even to my family. It's just a feeling that can't be describe.

K, after dinner and taking photo. Went back to pool. He played with his mum. His mum was, wow. Awesome, pro. LOL. After pool at 8plus, went off to take cab back to his house at clementi. Okay, it's the first time ever that we waited for more than 1 hour just for a cab. -.- . Totally pissed, somemore weather so fucking hot, make the mood even more jialat, lol. Alas, someone came over to fetch us back. Their uncle I think? :/ Confused!

Reached their house at 10plus. & yup, I slack at their house until 2am. I had much fun together with him and his family for the whole of that day, I swear. Totally awesome. I can't thank him enough for everything that he done. x.x Anyway, it's a best day ever considered in my life. (Y)

Monday.
Went to school for PE. Played badminton, shiok. Been so long since I last played any sports. It's so refreshing to sweat that much! I wanna sweat that much again, lose weight ley! Hehe.

But, wasn't really in good mood in school due to something uh. Don't wanna mention it here though. Ended school at 3pm. Back home, rest awhile. & went out together with mum and both brothers to Vivo. :) Had Sushi Tei for dinner, been ages since I last stepped into a Sushi Tei restaurant! Udon, (Y) ! Hees.

After dinner, went up to skygarden for a walk. Took some photos, cause elderbro brought his DSLR along ! Hehe. Shiok shiok. :D After awhile, went to train back home cause nothing left to do already. Had a great day laughing with family though :)

Tuesday.
Got a morning call from Sean! Hehe. He just want me to wake up on time for school! How sweet of him. & yup, I woke up on time for school and wasn't late! Like finally, heh. :)

Ended school at around 12pm, rushed back home to rest, cause I was freaking tired. Yup, took a nap by falling asleep while listening to songs. :) Got a call from Sean again, he ended school. Was told to watch the 320pm show, but it's like so rush x.x .

I was somehow late, cause it's really last minute notice! & he asked me to cab down, all the way from batok to tampines. I was like, wtf so far, confirm fucking ex! :/ But he insisted that I cab down, and he wants to help me pay for cab fee. Okay, I really feels bad. & so, yeah I did cabbed down. $19.60 , holy mama x.x .

But end up, we watched the 4pm show -.- . LOL, nothing to say. Long story. Caught the movie, Fast Five. Together with 8 of his friends. Haha, his friends all SO DAMN friendly. Love it :) After movie, cab AGAIN, down to parkway kpool. Yup, as usual again, they pool, I watch. Before we went up to kpool, something made me feels upset or rather more to pissed off though. Pissed, doubt I should say it here.

Anyway, went up kpool after dinner. Yeah, saw Glenn there. He said hi to me, but I didn't really said hi back though.. Okay, whatever don't really wanna care anymore. :) So watched Sean and Joseph played pool all the way. & someone wasn't feeling well, yet he insisted on playing! :@ Tsk. After few rounds, he finally decided to stop playing. & I was like, phew finally he stop and rest!

Off. He cabbed me to Eunos MRT, and he went back home. Thanks to HIM again, I enjoyed another day in my life so happily. Hehe. I really don't know what I should say, I'm just really happy when I'm with him. He cares for me, pampers me like really A LOT. & yaaaaa, once again, he asked me whether we're considered as couple. I was like, I was thinking of accepting him that day, because the way he persist in loving me, the way he cares for me, & other things else, really made me feels so.

& yeah, I finally get the courage to say, Yes.
Ya, I agreed to be his girlfriend. Yes, I did.
I gave the chance to him, instead of all the other 11 guys who's also wooing me..



Want to know why I chose him? Simple.
Because he's the one who showed me what's really called, Caring.
Because he's the one who showed me what's really called, Loving.
Because he's the one who showed me what's really called, Sweet.
Because he's the one who showed me what's really called, Understanding.
Because he's the one who persisted on in wanting to love me no matter what happened.
Because he's the one who made me feel so loved with him.
Because he's the one who made me feel so touched with things he did.
Because he's the one who made me feel so happy when he's around.
Because he's the one who never fails to make me smile.
Because he's the one who never fails to be there for me.
& maybe because, he's just the one.

Hi baby. ♥
I know you'll be reading this somehow, cause I just gave you my link!
Thanks for everything you've done for me the past few days, I'm really touched. I'm sorry if I hurt you in the past because of that something, I was wrong, I regretted somehow. But I didn't expect you to still be so nice to me despite what I had done, I feel bad though. Still, thanks a lot. I really don't know what to say. & because you should know that I've already lost confidence in myself for love, that's why I did told you today, you're the one loving me more than I'm loving you. I'm sorry for that. But yeah, I know I'll surely love you more as each day pass by. Because you're really nice to me to the extent that I'm touched till I can't explain the feeling. & anyway, I know you're 4years younger than me, I know some people might be saying a lot things about this. But it really doesn't matter to me if people say that I love younger guy, as long as I love you, it's what matters. I don't care about what others gonna say, I just wanna love you the right way. :) Whatever it is, you made me smiling back so cheerfully again. Thanks baby, I hope we'll last long. 10th, I love you. ♥

Okay, off I go from blogger. Update again!

`I finally get to know what's being love again.