Monday, May 23, 2011

♥ Tell me, coincidence or fate?


Doesn't matter whether it's coincidence or fate,
as long as it comes down to you, it's the same thing, love.

Hai, back.
Was at chalet the past 3days.

Shall not really talk about the chalet, cus nothing much at all. Just merely had heart-to-heart talk with Ayuni bestie, really had a great time talking.

The moment I took the train, all the way to east side myself, my mind started thinking of him. The moment the train reaches Bedok, I think of him even more, Idk why. :/ So yeah, been thinking non-stop, seriously NON-STOP at all for the whole 3days at chalet. Totally, wow.

Yup, & something awesome happened on Saturday evening.

Maybe to him or others, it's an unlucky thing. But to me, it's the most awesome thing that ever happened to me in my life, for the first time ever.

Was walking to Ehub with Ayuni to walk around cus we're too bored. &, I was really really thinking about him all the way from chalet till we reach Ehub. Guess what?

Just when I was thinking about him.. He appeared right infront of me ! :O
Best thing is not that he appeared, the best thing is, it happened right in the middle of a big crowd of strangers walking among us. Yeah, how awesome can it get? :')

I comfort myself by telling myself,

"Fate brought me such coincidence to meet him again, right in the middle of big crowd of strangers, telling me that he's the one I could still see no matter how big the population Singapore has.." :')

Well, at that point of time, I was totally, speechless, but was damn happy at the same time. Yeah, the moment I saw him, is the moment my heart started beating so fucking fast, or rather it stopped for a second? Like seriously! It's the first time I ever feel this way towards a guy I saw lah sia.. x.x

& yes, that's when I realized, I still love him & I still miss him.. :') Cus I thought I'd successfully forgotten about him, but truth is, I've not done so, AT ALL..

Okay.

Sean, I really miss you.
I'm always wondering, will you ever be back to me..? :')
Simply because, I still love you & I'm secretly still waiting for you.. :')

`Sigh, silly me.

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